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Colon Cancer Sucks Ass: September 2005
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Colon Cancer Sucks Ass. Thursday, September 29, 2005. My First Oncology Appointment. First off, I apologize to all of you who have been checking for updates. I'm going to make every effort to update on a regular basis. I can't start chemotherapy until I have finished healing from surgery. One of the drugs I will be taking can cause bleeding and slow wound healing. Until then, we're working on pushing through paperwork and getting everything in order. Posted by Christine @ 10:12 PM. City of Angels, Heaven.
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Colon Cancer Sucks Ass: January 2006
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Colon Cancer Sucks Ass. Tuesday, January 31, 2006. Is a Second Belly Button Good Luck. Like a Third Nipple? Is this odd disfigurement permanent? Posted by Christine @ 4:49 PM. Thursday, January 26, 2006. Maybe It's Not That Bad. Posted by Christine @ 10:44 AM. Thursday, January 19, 2006. Oh Those Pesky Side Effects. I’ve been through three cycles of chemotherapy. The next one should be a piece of cake, right? Except that each time my reaction has been different. I still don’t know what to expect. I promi...
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Colon Cancer Sucks Ass: November 2005
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Colon Cancer Sucks Ass. Monday, November 28, 2005. I Am Not an Early Riser. Posted by Christine @ 4:30 PM. When I’m really looking forward to something a movie, for example I think I lower my expectations to prevent disappointment. I’m willing to overlook a lot of flaws because I’m so excited to experience the final product. Due to my own stubbornness, I will enthusiastically embrace a mediocre movie solely because I want to like it. Despite my disapproval for the movie, it did rekindle the love I have f...
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Stubbing my toes on Holy. Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. A Paraganglioma Named Tomas. In the crucible of life, being made day by day. February 22, 2016. Cut out (tissue or part of an organ). Today is a day to consider that which might need to be cut out of my life. To consider what tissue is participating in bringing life forward, and what tissue might be destroying it. What impedes the flow of blood. What grows and replicates in ways it should not? This is a task of. It doesn’t all ...
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Stumbling Barefoot… | Stubbing my toes on Holy. | Page 2
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Stubbing my toes on Holy. Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. A Paraganglioma Named Tomas. Newer posts →. May 2, 2015. I need to come back to something. To myself. To my own voice. To steadiness. I feel like I’ve spent the last couple of years thinking that I was finding myself, only to lose myself in something else altogether. Which sounds really over dramatic, but probably just comes down to the fact that I let myself work too much. July 25, 2013. And it’s a thing that I am. I want to t...
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May | 2013 | Stumbling Barefoot…
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Stubbing my toes on Holy. Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. A Paraganglioma Named Tomas. Monthly Archives: May 2013. May 9, 2013. I wish I’d understood that my mother was dying much sooner than I did. Words like ‘terminal’ are hard to wrap your hands around. I was furious with the word ‘palliative’ that preceded all the treatment options that she had. “Palliative radiation, palliative chemotherapy, palliative pain control.”. I remember when she would brave the topic of her funeral and a...
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May | 2015 | Stumbling Barefoot…
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Stubbing my toes on Holy. Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. A Paraganglioma Named Tomas. Monthly Archives: May 2015. A Proposal for Mother’s Day. May 9, 2015. History of Mother’s Day. As I am wont to do every year at this time, I have been pondering Mother’s Day. Since my Mom died…. almost ten years ago (how is that possible? I’ve come to believe that almost any holiday is a double-edged sword for some people, but Mother’s Day seems to be a day which can cut especially deep. I learned t...
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March | 2013 | Stumbling Barefoot…
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Stubbing my toes on Holy. Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. A Paraganglioma Named Tomas. Monthly Archives: March 2013. March 29, 2013. I want to live life with my eyes wide open. For too long I have dodged eye contact, hiding in the shadows. The pain loomed, a black hole trying to obliterate me. I felt too much. Thought too much. If I shrank back far enough I didn’t have to feel it all. The too much could not swallow me whole. If I took shallow breaths of the air around me. My words lay...
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July | 2015 | Stumbling Barefoot…
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Stubbing my toes on Holy. Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. A Paraganglioma Named Tomas. Monthly Archives: July 2015. The Power of Moms. July 31, 2015. Over the last few months I have had occasion more than once to worry about things going on with my kids. My worry radar got so loud a few times that it was deafening and I started casting it out hoping to get any signal back in return. And then they are willing to invite other Moms paddling in the same boat into their own experience.
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July | 2013 | Stumbling Barefoot…
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Stubbing my toes on Holy. Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. A Paraganglioma Named Tomas. Monthly Archives: July 2013. July 25, 2013. I haven’t blogged in ages, but I couldn’t not join in with today’s prompt. Because well… Broken is a thing that I get. And it’s a thing that I am. I watched it that evening hoping against hope that it was just a bad sprain. The next morning I still couldn’t put any weight on it so in to the ER we went. Yep It’s broken. Join 62 other followers. Heart to Hea...