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Life in the Age of Byrony: October 2014

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Thursday, October 30, 2014. Gone Girl/Freedom is Expensive Because it's Worth it/Rambling Post. I heard it was a great thriller and all that slush. I pirated it of course and sat down to watch. David Fincher's directing makes it palatable even if Affleck is wooden at times. Affleck spits golden truth. He says something along the lines of realizing "she will never love you unconditionally". That flash of reality though, I almost sat up in bed having heard it. She will never love you unconditionally".

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Life in the Age of Byrony: Hold Fast onto Hope but Let the Fuck Go

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Thursday, July 16, 2015. Hold Fast onto Hope but Let the Fuck Go. I look at my looming consequences. And I let go. I know I'll probably lose her. Stop trying to control the outcome. The cold, harsh reality is that I will survive even if I lose everything. I'll rebuild. I always have and I always will. I look at my childhood and even my time in the depths of this.and I am a survivor. Finding the balance.a woman who loves you as you wish to be loved.I don't know that I've ever had it. I've "died" in that s...

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Life in the Age of Byrony: Trials and Tribulations

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Thursday, August 6, 2015. I head out into the night. It's been a shitty day. I run into acquaintances. I make small talk. I run into a girl from the program. I thought she looked familiar but when you have the side jobs I do, a lot of people downtown look familiar. We talk and she's cute and she's in NA and like a good % of the girls in that program she is cute and young and hot. We talk and I resist the urge to flirt with her for the most part. Posted by * * * * * *. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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Life in the Age of Byrony: February 2015

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Friday, February 27, 2015. Whatever it is, just start. You want to start picking up chicks? Initiate a conversation with a girl today. Better yet, if that's scary, start a conversation with a dude next to you at a coffee shop. Ask him what he's reading. Lie and say you've read that book and liked it. This sounds silly, but whatever it takes to get the ball rolling. Great things have small beginnings. But nothing succeeds or can eventually succeed until you begin. So, start small. Open your eyes and ears.

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Life in the Age of Byrony: May 2015

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Sunday, May 24, 2015. We have sex 4 times over the course of the day on my bed which as it's always been other than when I was married is on my floor of my sparse room. I don't have furniture. I don't own a TV. I don't placate her or laugh when she's not funny. She is incredibly hot. Even by my standards which are notoriously high according to my friends and coterie. She's a bit more distant than she has been since we began hanging out. Life is confusing for a woman. Governed by your emotions? A society ...

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How to Sell 10,000 Copies of Your First Book Without Being a Scammer or Selling Out

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Mike Cernovich Presents Danger and Play. For those who want more out of life. You are here: Home. How to Sell 10,000 Copies of Your First Book Without Being a Scammer or Selling Out. How to Sell 10,000 Copies of Your First Book Without Being a Scammer or Selling Out. July 24, 2015. If you want to sell a lot of books, build a big website. If you want to sell a lot of audiobooks, build a big podcast. ( Focus on the basics. Unless you have an edge – even if publishing through a big 6 publishing house. Is no...

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Life in the Age of Byrony: July 2015

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Tuesday, July 28, 2015. My life comes back into order for the first time in over a year and a half. I'm sober and I'm keeping it between the lines. I'm cleaning up and clearing out wreckage when possible. I head out of town and see her. She reminds me why I'm doing this. She's accepted me sober and not. It's a strange moment realizing.I'm becoming normal. I'm looking at places for us. Together. I'm doing for another what I could never do just for myself. You get tired of running. I'm reminded of A Clockw...

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Life in the Age of Byrony: March 2015

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Monday, March 23, 2015. I'll Tell You Something that You Already Know. The women and people you meet "out" and "downtown" aren't worth your time nor energy. It's true. Period. Posted by * * * * * *. Sunday, March 22, 2015. I was so mad at you". She said the above. She said it as her head was on my chest, her deep brown eyes looking up at me from underneath her long dark, feminine hair. She said it as a smile spread across her face. She was basking in the rush of my power over her mercurial emotions.

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Life in the Age of Byrony: September 2014

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Wednesday, September 24, 2014. Unintended Hiatus/Control What You Can Control and Let Go of the Rest. SoI had this slowly dawning feeling that perhaps I hadn't blogged in awhile. I had no idea it has been nearly 2 months. That's how busy I've been since taking on a new job and redoubling my efforts professionally and in terms of my chosen sport. Not much to report. As it is, thankfully, it's been placed on hold. I've reached a point of diminishing returns with my girlfriend. Am I working in collaboration?