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indian//summer: 05.2008

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I do okay most of the time,. But reading those words you wrote can still make me cry. Darn you, information age. i want to forget how i loved. there's not a lot of love i'd like to forget, but that is one that has come and gone and still feels like a sucker punch to the gut. I think all this transition is bringing a lot of emotion to the surface. i will be happy to be on my way. Posted by / nancy. Do i only write here when i'm bummed? Will work on that in the future. So, single is good. Yeah, that sucks.

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indian//summer: 02.2008

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Alternating between excited and deer-in-headlights. I can tell the idea is worthwhile because a) it’s a risk and b) it’s pretty frightening, in a “get-the-heck-outta-yer-comfort-zones, missy” kind of way. Posted by / nancy. 8220;nan. nanny. wake. up.” “ughhhh” i say in protest, but somehow my eager-beaver of a best friend interprets my barely-intelligible noise as a yes. “get up! 8221; she enthusiastically whispers, “if you don’t hustle, we’re going to miss it! Posted by / nancy. On another note, today w...

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indian//summer: where the wild things are

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Where the wild things are. Hi there. :). So, i used to write here. I used to write thoughts and hopes and dreams and all kinds of nonsense and most of it was pretty emo. before here, i used to write in other places. I don't write much anymore. and i can't figure out if that's a pro or a con. I just thought i'd let you know. maybe i'll come back to this someday, maybe not. either way, who cares? Life is for living, not writing about. Posted by / nancy. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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indian//summer: //from yesterday

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As i watch the sunset out my back window, i realize the days are long and already i'm thinking of how quickly that will end. oh, pesky glass-empty-glass-full complex, you never completely leave me alone. :). Right now i feel on the edge of something that could potentially be big. it involves a decision that affects more than just myself, and the implications of all this deciding had me feeling slightly panicked this afternoon as i called my mom to ask for advice. the only words out of her mouth?

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indian//summer: 03.2008

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Wherever you go, there you are. I am in upstate ny right now, at my parent's house, wishing for a nap but working on my sister's wedding details instead. this is how i picture the next week playing out:. Monday: stuff related to the wedding. Tuesday: stuff related to the wedding. Wednesday: stuff related to the wedding. Thursday: got any guesses? Hahaha. um, yeah. anyhow. happy easter! Posted by / nancy. With questions, with loss, with confusion, with anger, with unforgiveness. yes i struggle with un...

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indian//summer: 12.2007

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Scrub away all these thoughts that i think (of you). Posted by / nancy. Who am i when nobody's watching? Posted by / nancy. To sum up 2007: lesson learned. Welcome, 2008. you seem like you will be a fine year- i hope to do you justice. A small vacation, time on the east coast, mom's homemade cinnamon rolls and time with a new brother-in-law. that sounds like a pretty good deal to me. Posted by / nancy. In most places, that's plenty. think of how much you could give away to people who didn't have a pl...

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indian//summer: hardest part

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Do i only write here when i'm bummed? Will work on that in the future. I don't mind being single, it's honestly going really well. I need it right now. i need to figure a few things out. try to get myself squared away and okay so i don't repeat some of the same mistakes and/or make permanent ones. So, single is good. The only part i hate (really hate). Is watching everyone else go home together. While i go home alone. Yeah, that sucks. It just feels significant. Posted by / nancy. A little flickr flickr.

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indian//summer: 11.2007

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The least of these. On wednesday nights, i hand out socks. Do you ever notice homeless people on the side of the street? However, these people without homes were made in the image of God. like your mom or dad, favorite neighbor, or younger sibling, their value can't be measured. It's hard to love somebody when you don't know them. Just now matthew 25:40 came to my mind and i looked it up online in a few different versions:. When did we ever see you hungry and feed you, thirsty and give you a drink? Pleas...

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indian//summer: what's the worst that can happen?

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What's the worst that can happen? I've been trying hard. And still. this one thing isn't working out too well for me. This one, kind of "big deal" kind of thing. Ummmmma ummmmmma ummmmmma umm. Last night in talking with someone about this topic, i asked for prayers about today's exam. I told him, "it's not like i'm afraid to fail at this thing. i just have to survive, for at least a year.". Well, guess what i figured out? I think i am. And "you're so smart, you're so! Maybe by some miracle i won't :).

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indian//summer: 01.2008

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Is evil a choice? The lesser of the two evils.". Um i'm having a problem with that phrase. IS there a lesser evil? I think okay, there are some areas that are grey and can't be called right or wrong. but with two situations that are clearly wrong, is it justifiable to pick one? Please let me know your thoughts. i'm seriously wrestling with this idea. and putting myself in the hot seat, remembering when i picked an evil and thought it was somehow. better. Posted by / nancy. No not bryan. RYAN. That's exac...