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Inoka's: July 2009

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A cd collection of old english songs in a hand made paper gift bag,. An early reminder of me being another year older very soon! Are we done tiptoeing? 8220;Nothing stays buried forever; not feelings, not secrets…”. My favorite serial killer, dexter the emotionless psychopath who takes on the form of a hero. the kind i wont mind having as a boyfriend in reality. oh now am sure, when you are willing to die no one can make you do anything any more. Boyfriend, will you kill for me? Now, is only what is.

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Inoka's: May 2009

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Do you believe time heals? It always heals. thats true. but its usually never better. Are you living your expectations? Not quite what i expected it to be. i dont have a problem saying it. i just dont like admitting it. Do you regret often? Am not sure if anyone can really say that they lived a life without regret. there are always things that i do that i look back upon and shake my head, too often. Do you forgive and forget? There are people that i am able to forgive, almost no matter what. Until im gon...

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Inoka's: July 2010

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Do you believe in God? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). A world of fragile things. Sometimes i wished i couldnt love love. life would be a lot easier if i couldnt. and sometimes i wondered, whats its like to be you? View my complete profile. Until that time and place.

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Inoka's: April 2009

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If there is one decision in the past you can change, which one would it be? And if you can really change that point in life, would you? Sometimes i wish i could. Sometimes i wish he would. I should just let it go. I should just let a lot of things go. And each time i say i cant. But maybe i never wanted to. I have to have something to look forward to. Its taking way too long to heal. 似乎，正因为有了这些遗憾，才能弥补我们脆弱的心灵空洞。 Do you realize that ‘if only’ makes you cry? Now you are gone. 8220;you dont exist”.

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Inoka's: poke belly

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You make my stomach turn. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A world of fragile things. Sometimes i wished i couldnt love love. life would be a lot easier if i couldnt. and sometimes i wondered, whats its like to be you? View my complete profile. Until that time and place.

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Inoka's: August 2009

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It was just the other day when i spent my birthday with four of the most amazing girls ive ever known. they have been around since i cant remember when, but then again, time stands still when im with them. girls that drives me crazy most of the time… girls who will drop everything and tack hours onto a birthday surprise, to see me, to assure me that im not alone. Be still and listen, my angel. Phoenix rises from the ashes,. Blistered wings searching for frail lovers. Soon we will see whispering shadows,.

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Inoka's: April 2011

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Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). A world of fragile things. Sometimes i wished i couldnt love love. life would be a lot easier if i couldnt. and sometimes i wondered, whats its like to be you? View my complete profile. Until that time and place.

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Inoka's: October 2011

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My voice was filled with tears, "lolo? Are you really here? I walk towards him as he did the same and i could feel the sadness in his eyes as if they were saying, "no. but i wish i could be." i hugged him and i woke up. Exactly a month. i kind of cant believe im still talking about this. Grief is a weird thing. Words i still wish he hears. You will forever be a hero. my only hero. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). A world of fragile things. View my complete profile. Until that time and place.

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Inoka's: June 2009

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Shields down to 7% and dropping. Dont try to talk to her with such anguish in your words. Dont try to touch her pretending everything is fine. And dont you dare tell her you are sorry. What a place for one to find. And where the hell is my nook? The average dog has one request to all humankind. Love me. Goodbye brav… goodbye. Drives me crazy because its so deafening. Makes me angry because none of us got nothing to say. And we glare into space because we have no where else to look. Only to start over.