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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: What a week.

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We are 4 years old! Ok I think I've said that before. From all the sleepless nights. Haha Alot has been going on recently. Emotional roller coaster nia. Fk this family, other den my sis. U're the world to me man. =). This update actually nt much of an update. Cos too many things going on and I dowan to type it all out. Thanks gf for hearing all my problems and giving me idea. though nt much use. Cos stil cant settle anything. Ps Anybody got spare room/rooms for rent? Let me know thanks =). This entry was...

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: Time .

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We are 4 years old! Time sometimes flies really fast. Like now, when 1 month have passed. Since I've seen you. Since we've met. Since I've held your hand and hold you tight. Since I've played a piece for you. Since we ate, watch a movie, played wii, ran in the rain together. Everyday I miss you, knowing how much I've hurt you. I stil cant accept wtf is happening right now. Mayb one day, we'll be back together. Whether as friends or couple I really dont know. Time sometimes pass really slow. But all only ...

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: Why does it hurt so bad

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We are 4 years old! Why does it hurt so bad. Do I love you? Then why am I crying my soul out. All the things we've been through. All the quarrels. All the flowers. All the birthdays, valentine's days, christmas days, school days. Poor days, rich days, happy days, sad days. 1542 days as of today we spent with each other. Dont mean a fucking thing to u? Why do you have to appear in my life. Why did you let me love you, miss you. See all my flaws and stil love me for all my flaws. Make me want to marry you.

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: November 2009

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We are 4 years old! Wad a boring Sunday. Spend all day at home today. Doing nth. Watch tv, eat, go toilet. Really. Gotten down with a bad sore throat. urgh, hurts. Spending time with myself is really boring. U'll start to think of the things that happened the last week, and the weeks before and u start to miss all the things that were forgotten. I hate it. I hate to miss you and cant do anything about it. Tml is another start of the week. Lucky, I dont dread to go to work. Lived with no regrets. Yu Hua P...

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: A-LOT on my mind

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We are 4 years old! A-LOT on my mind. 2 more weeks to being jobless. I worry abt alot of things. Alot of things on my mind. They just keep swimming around and around. Make me cannot slp sia. Arrrrr. Having 2nd thoughts abt the party and stuff. Though there is progress, not sure if mayb I shld just have a private party with close friends or a big one with hopefully all the ppl in my guestlist. Later plan dao so much, nobody wanna go. LOL! No la, i mean cant expect all the people to turn up right.

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: I go back to a house and not a home.

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We are 4 years old! I go back to a house and not a home. When I go home, it means I go to my room. I go into my room and never come out. I only go out to pee and shit, shower, find food or go my sis's room. I eat in my room, watch tv in my room, use laptop in my room. I hate it out there. My mom's selfishness has no boundaries. And i'm not exaggerating. I've tried. For years, literally. Story Will tell it as objectively as possible. (My thoughts in brackets). Need at least 1k horr" (1k to u like peanuts ...

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: February 2010

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We are 4 years old! Most importantly, I working again! Paragon, Coach. Starting next month in March. 6 month's contract. I'm really tired from all the quarrelling and crying. I just want things to be the way they were. Simple and happy. Even if I turn back time, things will stil be the same right now. My phone drop in water. Yes dun laugh! LOL and now i'm using a buang phone cos my contract not up yet. Need wait 1 month. Dun laugh liao la! Suddenly I'm all outta words. Dun get excited guys! Alvin faster ...

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: One of those sleepless nights.

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We are 4 years old! One of those sleepless nights. Yep, One of those sleepless nights where I cant sleep. Alot things on my mind. I hate it when I think alot, and then tell myself, "Oi, u think too much la" and then 2 seconds later I start thinking again. Zzzzzzz. Think got use meh? Why my stupid brain keeping thinking abt stuff. Stuff that is not impt but I think about it and it becomes impt. Arrrr. Ok la, I just wanna blog to update a little and move on about the driving thing in my previous post.

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|Vena Amoris| ~!We are 4 years old!~: October 2009

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We are 4 years old! Feeling like shit at 2am. Its 230am and I cant sleep. Feel like my body is dying and I just wish it could. Being so hero thinking I was so strong. When I'm not at all. I havent been sick for so long and now comes the flu, fever and gastric. Luckily I'm able to take off tml. The panadol is making my tummy hurt. Just wished u could be with me at this moment. I missed all the late and sleepless nights. Think maybe I work too hard, have been too busy. I hate it. Went back to her. Cheese F...