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Stand By Me: When 25 is no more in sight
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December 27, 2014. When 25 is no more in sight. Seems like it will be a once a year thingy to update this page. Better be late than never. If I were to sum up this 2014, I would say it was too painful. I'll just want to move forward. Always you hear from people "明天会更好". I'll say that's a some shit to cheat young people. I'll no longer be 25 in just few more days. My bank account is still almost as empty as it was. Parents and Grandparents are getting older. Workload is getting heavier and heavier,. 9829;...
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Stand By Me: Tough Times
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July 21, 2014. There's always a deadly spot in our human soul, our deepest fear. There's always harsh events in our walk on earth, our toughest times. And there's always the person that we love the most, the person we care the most, the person we treasure the most. Of 25 years breathing, I am now facing the h.a.r.d.e.s.t moment ever. The fear that has crept to the surface from the deepest me. When I have totally NO control on the happenings around me. Grandma needs HEART surgery. My world is collapsing.
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Stand By Me: Lost in Myself
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July 24, 2014. By far today is one of the scariest day of my life. And I have experienced the power of denial from myself to myself today. Yes, because today it the day of operation for grandma. I have a lot to say to her. I have a lot to tell her and to show her. But the fear in me have disabled me from doing so. Another side of me, is telling myself "I will be able to tell her in the future, coz I am very sure the operation will be a success". But actually I am afraid. That kind of heartbeat. It is rea...
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Stand By Me: Pumpkin
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November 26, 2013. So I've been sitting here waiting like a dumb. Days of unemployed are stretching further and further,. And the root of laziness is digging its way deeper and deeper into my soul. I have been expecting phone calls this whole week,. But it seems like those calls are not reaching me any soon. Am I not good enough, or maybe it is their phone problem? Or am I choosy like a bitch? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A small milestone, Krabi. A small milestone, Bali. Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia.
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Stand By Me: This is life.
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November 17, 2013. It was just a month's time since I last posted about my updates. But this month from October 18 to November 17 was truly happening and crazy, I'm still catching my breath. Lemme show my calendar. :). Of my 4 years undergraduate life, I have not encountered such happening events happening all together. University friends gathered for one last time before everyone leave uni for good. Having to be alone, starting all over again. The excitement and fear as the future unfolds itself. You Do...
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Stand By Me: When holidays are ending...
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December 26, 2013. When holidays are ending. Human beings are nuisance. Well at least I am. It is ultimately irritating when you are jobless and you feel like a dumb ass wandering around this world. It is very annoying as well when you have signed an offer letter from a company and counting down your holidays. Yes, I am in stage 2 now. For few million times I told myself not the doubt when I have signed, but, apparently the brain is a floating part of the body that can't be controlled. 9829; 独角戏。
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Stand By Me: 2014
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December 29, 2013. Traditional way. Lets do the 2014 new year resolution. I would like to first slap this 25 year old gonna be, for her ignorance in the year 2013. And also sayang this 25 year old gonna be, because she has graduated from university with a bachelor degree in the year 2013! Okey lets do it! New Year Resolution 2014:. 1) Save RM8000 in 2014. 2) Go for vacation in 2 countries. 3) Go back home at least trice in 2 months. 4) Go for road trips around Malaysia. 5) Maintain 50kg (or lesser)!
