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My Secret Story...: Just a few more weeks to go!
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Sunday, June 7, 2015. Just a few more weeks to go! Didn't actually realize I was this busy, until I noticed I have not blog for a whole month! Too many events and assignments were clashing up with each other, and it was really testing my limits because I had never been this busy in my past 14 years of school life. And then again I realized what a chill life I was having all the time back then, without involving so actively in so many activities. Time to go back to my long-time-no-see Jungle! Subscribe to...
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My Secret Story...: June 2015
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Sunday, June 7, 2015. Just a few more weeks to go! Didn't actually realize I was this busy, until I noticed I have not blog for a whole month! Too many events and assignments were clashing up with each other, and it was really testing my limits because I had never been this busy in my past 14 years of school life. And then again I realized what a chill life I was having all the time back then, without involving so actively in so many activities. Time to go back to my long-time-no-see Jungle! Just a simpl...
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My Secret Story...: July 2015
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Monday, July 27, 2015. 我相信, 每个人心中, 都有一个属于自己的友谊排行榜, 也就是谁是你最要好的朋友, 普通朋友, 还是泛泛之交之类的. 这么说, 或许听起来很现实, 但事实上, 每个人心目中, 一定有一位朋友是最要好的吧, 也就是排行榜中的第一名. 除非, 你是个极其孤僻的人. 然而, 这排行榜最愀心的, 就是当你不知道, 你心中的第一名, 是不是也把你列为他心中的第一名. 从我开始有记忆以来, 我一直都为自己准备了一个排行榜. 从小学把身边的每个同学打分数, 到中学的隐形朋友名单, 再到大学的每一个同学都下定决心给平等待遇的自己, 终于在某一天, 彻底醒悟了. 说穿了, 我也只是想被人喜欢而已, 就像我真的很喜欢很喜欢他们一样. 我也想在他们心里占有那一点点的位子, 我也很想拿到他们心中的100分. 虽然我的排行榜, 听起来是多么地现实和幼稚, 但是在那六年里, 我是真心地喜欢着我喜欢的朋友们, 比任何时候都还要真心. 他们是我最喜欢, 最珍惜的回忆, 我甚至还曾经许愿希望我们6C 班能够一起同班到大学去. 可见, 我有多喜欢他们了吧? 我好羡慕他们, 好羡慕我一直想努力进...
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My Secret Story...: October 2014
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Wednesday, October 22, 2014. Have been being a potato for the past 2 days and start regretting for not touching my books and not having any productive progress for my assignments. Urgh. Throwing back to the first day when I was in my uni. When my face still looks normal without heavy eye bags and super dark eye circles. Yeah, I got culture shock when I first stepped into my room in hostel. I didn't knew I would end up deciding to stay in my kk. I thought I would write a letter and leave. Sorry for dumpin...
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My Secret Story...: June 2014
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Friday, June 27, 2014. Have been potato'ing for a whole month after I quit my job and it makes me feel even potato to update my blog. Ehem, enough with my potato language. Haha I know it's not funny. Well, I neglected my blog for almost 3 weeks because I was kinda busy with my potato life. XD So since I'm in the mood today, let me update a lttle of my cravings. Like last year. Hah! Looking back at my list last year, it seems like most of my cravings were satisfied! Shakespeare Boulangerie and Patisserie.
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My Secret Story...: March 2015
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Thursday, March 12, 2015. 我总觉得, 我在等的巴士永远都不会来得准时, 我甚至觉得它永远不会到站. 所以我都不会一个人搭巴士. 等人也一样, 我知道朋友们也是常常在等我, 可我常常拖到最后的时刻才出现, 就是比约定的时间早几分钟, 因为我很怕我会等不到人, 怕他们会忘了我还在等. 等着他有一天会发现我喜欢他, 等着他有一天会再次跟我说话, 等着他有一天会像我那样看着他那样把我放在眼里, 等着他有一天会心疼我为他哭泣, 甚至一直等着他或许有一天会喜欢上我. 我也只能选择等, 因为只要我一靠近他, 他就会离我更远. 或许就是因为等了太久, 所以我就不想再等了. 对任何人事物都好. 那人就像是我一直在等的, 那辆永远不会到站的巴士. 明知道不一定会等得到, 还是坚持在等. 就在这时候, 有一辆德士就出现在我的眼前. 这一次, 是他在等我. 那辆德士, 从来不会让我等. 因为他知道我没有要等德士的意图. 所以都是他在等我. 我很清楚, 只是都没说. 那辆德士其实可以不用等我, 可是他还是很好心的等了. 我不想再一个人等巴士了, 也不想再让那辆德士一直等我, 我还是自己走好了.
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My Secret Story...: February 2015
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Monday, February 23, 2015. First Sem Break, Full Stop. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ANYONE WHO IS READING THIS POST! My face looks quite terrible because of my super heavy eye bags, forehead pimples and bad hair day. But still, Looking forward for a very "Goat" year ahead! So, lets just enjoy my last day of holiday before the reality hits me back again. Ouch. Since I haven't update how my holiday was going on for the whole month, let me just briefly tell you what have I done. And then, I had a roller coaste...
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My Secret Story...: January 2015
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Monday, January 26, 2015. 暗地里 对所有人, 对自己, 都发了脾气. 我明明就很难过. 笑不出, 却说我摆臭脸. 我的世界, 本来就很小, 不是家人, 就是那用手指脚指就能数得完的朋友. 我就只有你们而已. 想见对我来说都很重要的人, 有错吗? 就算我真的想吃点好的, 去点远的. 我也没有每一天都这样啊. 我知道我不是有钱人, 我知道钱很难赚. 我只想偶尔对自己好一点, 有错吗? 然后呢, 我想去的地方, 你们都不想去, 所以想找朋友陪我去, 又有错了吗? 你们答应说会带我去的地方, 没有一次是真的实现的, 一直到展览的最后一天, 我发脾气, 有错吗? 说我像小孩子也好, 说我发烂渣也好. 我就是觉得不开心, 所以笑不出, 有错吗? 我不在你们面前哭, 因为我知道我换来的绝对不会是安慰, 而是责备. 不要再问我为什么都不说, 因为你们给我的, 从来不会是安慰. 更不用说是理解. 算了吧 反正对谁来说. 我的难过, 都是小事. Monday, January 19, 2015. Two Zero One Five. 1 Lose fats and weight - Yes!
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My Secret Story...: May 2014
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Friday, May 23, 2014. The long lost feeling. Just an hour ago, something took away my attention or should I say excitement or nervousness from the interview I'll be having on Sunday. After waiting for 4 years, something has changed. I don't know what is he thinking now, or I should admit that I could never read his mind, though before this I thought I could, even without interaction in between. Those were just my own guesses and prediction. Without any acknowledgement. It was a long wait. It stays at its...
