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Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. January 22, 2012. In 2011, I stood graveside and helped bury my first love. Sometime in 1997, I was at a school party/dance/band thing with a good friend. He tapped the guy in front of us on the shoulder. The guy turned around. That was it. He was happy. The last time I saw him was on 9th street in Lawrence, outside the Pig. We briefly chatted. I wish now I had scooped him up, stuck him in my purse, and kept him safe from his demons. Hardly anyone made...
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Good music and a beer allows me to say hi. | oh, you know...
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Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. May 29, 2012. Good music and a beer allows me to say hi. There was a moment a few days ago that stopped me in my steps, sucked the air out of me for a moment. Not sure what happened, and the anxiety meds usually take care of that, but I realized who I am and where I am and what my chronological age is about to point at me and say, and I was breathless. Not so much growth. Not so proud of that. I don’t want to waste this next year by doing...You are com...
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https://rachelok.wordpress.com/2011/05/24/628
Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. May 24, 2011. For so many years it was my mom and brother and I. We were fine. We didn’t need interventions, no kindness, no love. Our walls were up and life was ours. But we did need love. My mom needed a love. My brother needed more than a sister to hold onto for female companionship. I prolly needed more than a brother to complete the masculine role in my life. 8220;It’s time to say goodbye, to turning tables.”. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. I like stuff and I do things. but only some stuff and certain things. Don’t get carried away here. His PetFinder picture. What? This dog is homeless? This is what I look like. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out.
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And then there were 24. | oh, you know...
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Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. November 20, 2011. And then there were 24. My nursing program started the year with 39 people. 15 are now gone. Maybe even more difficult than the school work is the constant stress, always feeling so vulnerable. Oh yes, and Pharmacology. Cursed, wretched Pharmacology. I’m also really proud because I’m learning stuff. I feel entirely more knowledgeable than I did just 4 months ago (even though I had to use spell check for knowledgeable ...I’m sti...
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Resolving to be resolute. | oh, you know...
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Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. January 6, 2012. Resolving to be resolute. The new year as an idea keeps getting more weird to me as time passes, as ‘a’ new year could be celebrated at any point. There’s something about ‘the’ new year, however, that seems to always end up holding an oddly burdensome amount of weight. I guess I’ve gotten further and further from making resolutions because it just started seeming very sort of…arbitrary? Added to that cord of wood, though? You are comme...
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https://rachelok.wordpress.com/2011/10/06/635
Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. October 6, 2011. Just trying to repeat what she said to me “Don’t forget to stick to the plan.” It means more than it sounds like out loud. Just keep breathing, baby. Some days it’s all you’ve got. Laquo; “It’s time to say goodbye, to turning tables.”. And then there were 24. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). Notify me of new comments via email.
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“It’s time to say goodbye, to turning tables.” | oh, you know...
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Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. September 19, 2011. 8220;It’s time to say goodbye, to turning tables.”. This song is for him, it’s for me, it’s for all of us. 8220;Next time I’ll be braver. I’ll be my own savior. When, the thunder calls for me. Next time I’ll be braver. I’ll be my own savior. Stand, on my own two feet.”. Cheers to the next chapter, and to not giving up when it all seems too much to bear, and to feeling worthy of happiness. Laquo; Previous Post. Enter your comment here.
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Oh, you know…. So many shortcomings, so little time. Archive for May, 2012. Good music and a beer allows me to say hi. On May 29, 2012. Haley's Caring Bridge! I don't work…. Kristen Ferrell rocks. Hard. Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com.
