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Cancer Can Bite Me: March 2009
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Thursday, March 12, 2009. I will follow you into the dark". If Heaven and Hell decide. That they both are satisfied. Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs. If there's no one beside you. When your soul embarks. Then I'll follow you into the dark. Saturday, March 7, 2009. Never worked so long and hard to cement a failure". And still to come, . The worst part and you know it, . There is a numbness, . In your heart and it's growing.". In This Twilight' NIN.
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Cancer Can Bite Me: April 2009
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Sunday, April 5, 2009. You can carry that weight with an iron will, or let the pain remain behind you". I had given very serious thought to shutting this blog down over the last few weeks. My mind has gone dark, there has been no inspiration, nothing to say - and what little I did want to say has either been a.) not fit for public consumption, or b.) simply too private and painful to want to share. Tonight, we went to the Agape Dinner. The Pastoral Care a...
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Cancer Can Bite Me: February 2009
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Thursday, February 26, 2009. Believe it if you need it, or leave it if you dare". I know, I promised new blogs ages ago. But my writing muse? She has been a fickle one lately, and when I sit to write, I find no inspiration. Couple that with an intense need to keep my feelings private for once = no writing. . Let me try this again.". Out of the mouths of babes. Walk into splintered sunlight . Inch your way through dead dreams to another land. Phantom Other...
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Cancer Can Bite Me: December 2010
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Tuesday, December 28, 2010. But I will hold on hope". My words dried up when dad died. And I'll find strength in pain. And I will change my ways. I'll know my name as it's called again. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Current Musical Inspiration that fuels my creative mind. In This Twilight' NIN. Mountain Song' Jane's Addiction. Summertime Rolls' Jane's Addiction. Sam's Town (Live from Abby Road)' The Killers. A Dustland Fairytale' The Killers.
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Cancer Can Bite Me: "But I will hold on hope"
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Tuesday, December 28, 2010. But I will hold on hope". My words dried up when dad died. And I'll find strength in pain. And I will change my ways. I'll know my name as it's called again. Its nice to have you back. December 29, 2010 at 12:11 AM. Well written. Thank you for sharing. January 4, 2011 at 5:23 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Current Musical Inspiration that fuels my creative mind. In This Twilight' NIN. Mountain Song' Jane's Addiction.
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Cancer Can Bite Me: July 2009
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Tuesday, July 28, 2009. I have been putting off this post for awhile. You'll forgive my lack of eloquence, but this is going to have to be a nuts and bolts, medical update only. Keep my Father in your prayers. Monday, July 6, 2009. I normally go to the drive through at my bank. True to my rushed, minivan driving, over scheduled suburban momdom, I rarely get out of my car unless I have to. I can't tell you why I did today, of all days. Jesus saw that they ...
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Cancer Can Bite Me: May 2009
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Wednesday, May 6, 2009. Left with a trace of all that was, and all that could have been". 160; Me, age 3, photo by Dad. People who meet Dad now, for the first time, think he's doing wonderfully. And if you didn't know him before, I suppose for someone with tumors in the brain and cancer throughout other major organs, he is. And happiness and peace of mind. Were never meant for me.
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Cancer Can Bite Me: June 2009
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Wednesday, June 24, 2009. If I leave you it doesn't mean I love you any less". I'm sorry, but I can't be eloquent right now, there's the reality of where we're at right now. And I'm runnin' out of breath. Keep me in your heart for awhile. If I leave you. It doesn't mean I love you any less. Keep me in your heart for a while. When you get up in the mornin'. And you see that crazy sun. Keep me in your heart for awhile. There's a train leavin' nightly. I am ...
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Cancer Can Bite Me: November 2009
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Cancer Can Bite Me. The ones that he left behind. Wednesday, November 11, 2009. I'm out of step and closing down". Grief is a tricky, fickle bitch. Just when you think you're okay, you're over it, you get sideswiped. My kids are a mess, Addie wants Apaa back 'right now! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Current Musical Inspiration that fuels my creative mind. In This Twilight' NIN. Mountain Song' Jane's Addiction. Summertime Rolls' Jane's Addiction. Sam's Town (Live from Abby Road)' The Killers.
