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the small flicker in the night: July 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Monday, July 28, 2008. Haven't really got the mood to blog recently. Well yeah, ain't feeling that great. I just realised that although i've been telling those around me not to be plastic and just be frank about how they feel etc., i ain't really doing that myself. The smile i'm wearing is but a disguise, to just hide the things that are inside. Not that i don't wanna share, but honestly i'm afraid. yeah. I really just wonder, if it's my fault that life is as it is now.
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the small flicker in the night: November 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Sunday, November 23, 2008. Entrepreneurship Selection, fail. Dota Challenge, fail. Everything else, as good as dead. There's nothing more that i want, or that i can say. As if you'd take heed, as if you'd care. If we are empowered by our dear God to love, filled to the brim with His love so we can empty, give it to the ones around us,. Then why do you even have to try so hard? Is that a mistake, that God made something out of nothing deep inside of me? Nah can't be bothered.
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the small flicker in the night: June 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Saturday, June 28, 2008. It's a great sunny day today. Sadly i've missed it; gotta get some stuff at Adidas, and pal needs rest very badly. New trunks are out. Black with 3 white stripes! I'm so getting it. After that gotta get to work too. All the dumb school projects also. Have a good day all. Going to indulge in the ecstasy of slight slurging. Be happy, smile. If you can't, call for a little help. If there's no help available, just close your eyes, and wait. Dear God, i...
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the small flicker in the night: April 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Monday, April 28, 2008. Into the Semi-finals. Oh Yea. The last preliminary match today for the team was really exciting man. The China team won the coin toss and chose to draft first. sure put us into a disadvantage for we always loved the luxury of choosing what we want first. No matter though, we still settled for our comfortable heroes and squashed them flat. We heard lots of sexy moans alright. They had AkashA, LunA, and a LinA. so they went "Ah! Thanks alot Hong Jie!
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the small flicker in the night: September 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Wednesday, September 24, 2008. I'm a contradiction, just like everyone else. I dare to be bold to say, simply because i'm a victim of love just like you. The people in whom are involved may be different for each and everyone of us, together with personalities and perspectives, but one thing we can all see in unison - love hurts. Even if things will never work out between us. Even if it requires inconvenience and sacrifice from me. Even if it's not worth any bit of me.
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the small flicker in the night: March 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Monday, March 31, 2008. Something profound from my mum? Translated a little here and there.). Aiyoh, don't take it to heart la. there's no beginning, and there ain't gonna be an end either. because everything is up to you to decide. you can't have everybody loving or liking you you know. just like your mum here.". Not sure what else she said, but that was more than enough to keep my engines running up there. she didn't even exaclty know what happened. No emo, no happy.
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the small flicker in the night: December 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Thursday, December 18, 2008. I don't usually have someone who catches me when i fall. Many may pity, sympathize, feel sorry, but walk past,. Some others come only when the damage has taken brutal and substantial hit off me,. But it all doesn't matter. Doesn't matter at all. As i fall, i will get up. Sometimes, it is only the times when you really hit rock bottom,. When your life comes crashing down,. The courage to say that you're alright on your own. The courage to let go.
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the small flicker in the night: October 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Friday, October 3, 2008. I'm hoping for a better day, that i'll never leave a wrong first impression ever again. Out for a weird dinner. Dinner hadn't been too bad i suppose. the great tasting gelato made up for the bland soba haha. Yet again everyone spent a bomb (i spent a bomb for this week already. damn). There's only so much and so far individual curiosity could go. The rest, it's best to be left for time, and the actual person to tell. If not, it's best unsaid.
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the small flicker in the night: August 2008
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The small flicker in the night. Sunday, August 24, 2008. A good ending for you, but the same ending for me. It was a good conversation though haha. =). Good in the sense that i still know you, and have known you once again. First impression is important, but it isn't everything. Be with company that enjoys you, and you'll be happy too. But sometimes we can't expect some people to care in a way we think would be appropriate, be it christian or not. mainly because they are not close with you at all. Not on...
