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Copages: February 2009
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Saturday, February 28, 2009. I am still hurting. When I think of Isabel. It just hurts, I fel like I am losing her and it has been so deep. I am so afraid that I will lose this deep connection. I am so afraid that I will never find anybody again that I can find this deep connection again. Do I want to fight, I guess so, but I cant fight against her decision. And I am not sure if I can really offer her the life that she wants, she must decide what she wants. I want to , at least I want to give it a go.
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Copages: November 2008
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Sunday, November 30, 2008. It's the morning and I would say its definitely blog writing time. I watched this blog of a girl with colitis yesterday and she is so cute, its amazing, I wish I could get to know her better, in any case she inspired me to just accept myself the way I am and to integrate all that I am into life, maybe dealing with my condition is al I need to do. To accept that I may not be the healthiest person makes it easier to accpet myself. Links to this post. Wednesday, November 12, 2008.
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Copages: evening star
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Sunday, March 28, 2010. I still feel called by evening stars. Dreaming of the warmth of a rock in the sun. Of a even flame. Of manuka honey and lemon myrtle. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Deaths not dead at all. 10 March 2010 Untitled. It seems so easy.
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Copages: September 2008
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008. No sugar day 1. First day of no sugar. I had to eat a lot of nuts and stuff, and I had dinner, but I feel pretty ok actually, it wasn't so hard and I feel good about tomorrrow, in a way things are much easier when I renounce something, it takes away options and makes decisions easy, renounciation is easy, and rewarding I hope think. Saturday, September 20, 2008. September 20, 2008 Untitled. September 20, 2008 Untitled. The mind changes and hence the world changes. The despera...
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Copages: March 2012
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Thursday, March 22, 2012. This longing for uniformity is by no means a new phenomenon of our lost generation. If one looks closely one can see a similar trnd in many other eras , long before Hollywood was the centre of any industry. There are the corsets and fine english suits, the flashy cars and must have accessories, and beyond that of course is the strict religious moral code that is necessary for the acceptance of the tribe or the admission to the exclusive society of heaven. This seems the question...
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Copages: March 2010
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Sunday, March 28, 2010. I still feel called by evening stars. Dreaming of the warmth of a rock in the sun. Of a even flame. Of manuka honey and lemon myrtle. Links to this post. Friday, March 26, 2010. Deaths not dead at all. I felt a big desire to share my thoughts today, my intellectual ideas about holism and the limitations of cause and effect thinking. I really think I ought to write a book. Write write write more about. Cause and effect thinking. And all that stuff although the truth is even deeper.
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Copages: August 2008
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008. I am in spain at the sound healing workshop. And I am very glad I came I lov eit love it love it. And I almost left and I even told them that I dont like this place. The still havent forgiven me I think. Things turned out groovy though, I have my own little loft space and the workshop is teaching things that I rally do like and the overtone singing is coming along great. PLUS I am practicing my spanish. Today I also feel a little tired of being in this group learning environment...
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Copages: it seems so easy
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Sunday, March 7, 2010. It seems so easy. It seems so easy to live without purpose, when we are just waiting for someone to arrive or something positive to happen. But as soon as I am alone and have eaten a big meal. And the restlessness takes hold of me and everything is empty again and my disconnection from otherness becomes so clear so obvious. And look for love for connection everywhere. Why not travel go and bleed around the world. The body loves to move. What is unnatural is the idea of settlement.
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Copages: one
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Thursday, March 22, 2012. This longing for uniformity is by no means a new phenomenon of our lost generation. If one looks closely one can see a similar trnd in many other eras , long before Hollywood was the centre of any industry. There are the corsets and fine english suits, the flashy cars and must have accessories, and beyond that of course is the strict religious moral code that is necessary for the acceptance of the tribe or the admission to the exclusive society of heaven. This seems the question...