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Jen's musings...: April 2010
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Monday, April 26, 2010. No title in particular. Overwhelmed.that's the only word I can find right now. Tuesday, April 20, 2010. Perhaps my walk has been genuine, perhaps it has not. I cannot deny the evident fingerprints of God on my life as I have been through too much to say "Hey that's all me! George Lopez voice* I got this! God is real, I have been trying to prove otherwise. Does that make me a bad Christian? Maybe, but who cares. Does that mean I was really saved October 25, 2005?
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Jen's musings...: June 2009
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Sunday, June 14, 2009. To shoot the breeze. I have not been to a church service since. I have not cracked my Bible since. I haven't even been motivated to pray since. It feels like my spiritual life died that last Sunday before I left. Almost 3 years ago. I want so much a church that I can call "home" and fellowship once more. But if I can't even put forth the effort on my own, a church will probably do little good. Most of my time lately has been spent with the Fogde's. Life is good abeit confusing....
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Jen's musings...: January 2011
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Sunday, January 30, 2011. In 255 years I have yet to love myself. How does one just up and "change" that? Years and years of counseling hasn't changed that. Reading the Bible hasn't changed that. Trying to psych myself up with positive words and thinking hasn't changed that. I would do anything to get sober for [you] but knowing that I'd be setting myself up for failure because I'm not doing it for myself.why bother? My life is quite a contradiction to the bible but, then again, whose isn't?
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Jen's musings...: March 2010
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Sunday, March 21, 2010. What would it change? It seems like again and again people keep telling me that I need to turn back to God. I need to get back into church. I need to repent. I need to read my bible. I need to.need to.need to.blah.blah. These are people who clearly haven't read Matthew 7:5. And yes, I had to google that. I'm no hot shot with busting out scripture. The question is: why Jesus? Can you not see where they are coming from? Any more special than anyone else? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Jen's musings...: Reality Check
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Sunday, June 13, 2010. After two days I started noticing things. I realized that I had no food in my fridge. The last time I went to the grocery store was two weeks ago.so what had I been eating for the last week and a half? Glad you tried to go to a meeting. keep trying! It will get easier and will be well worth the effort. Really glad to hear you are putting forth effort in this area. Any news on the job? June 15, 2010 at 8:13 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). The power of choice.
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Jen's musings...: What a world...
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Saturday, May 29, 2010. Two blogs in one day.why not? Perhaps I am simply making up for lost time or there simply is nothing on TV or nobody online so I am resorting to internal reflections. But I digress. THAT IS F* *ING PERSONAL! But a listening ear and soft word was all I had to offer. Sometimes that's all we can do. Sometimes we have to remind people to stay positive. My two cents: be aware of your thoughts and 'projections' because they are the pavement in which you walk. View my complete profile.
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Jen's musings...: June 2010
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Sunday, June 20, 2010. The power of choice. I am sorry to those I have hurt especially these last seven months. I was warned plenty of times that this would be the result but I played with fire and got burned.nobody's fault other than my own. I am, however, sorry for those I dragged down, put down, and judged. I ask for grace as I learn to, once more, swallow my pride and learn from my mistakes. One last thing before I go to work:. No No one can defeat you. God is for you.". Those words came at a perfect...
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Jen's musings...: May 2010
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Saturday, May 29, 2010. Two blogs in one day.why not? Perhaps I am simply making up for lost time or there simply is nothing on TV or nobody online so I am resorting to internal reflections. But I digress. THAT IS F* *ING PERSONAL! But a listening ear and soft word was all I had to offer. Sometimes that's all we can do. Sometimes we have to remind people to stay positive. My two cents: be aware of your thoughts and 'projections' because they are the pavement in which you walk. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Jen's musings...: The power of choice...
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Sunday, June 20, 2010. The power of choice. I am sorry to those I have hurt especially these last seven months. I was warned plenty of times that this would be the result but I played with fire and got burned.nobody's fault other than my own. I am, however, sorry for those I dragged down, put down, and judged. I ask for grace as I learn to, once more, swallow my pride and learn from my mistakes. One last thing before I go to work:. No No one can defeat you. God is for you.". Those words came at a perfect...
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Jen's musings...: January 2010
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Sunday, January 17, 2010. Words here and there. Two months since I have blogged - definitely gotten out of the swing of things. I don't feel like there is much worth to share. I love Colorado and it is amazing here! The exciting thing is that I am near family. My brother, sister-in-law, niece, and nephew all live about 30 minutes from here. Samuel Christopher made his debut right before ringing in the new year and I can tell you that he is amazing! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Words here and there.
