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another sad attempt: January 2013

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Sunday, January 27, 2013. I was better before. i was better before. i was better before. but the phone and the door. and hope. all that fucking hope. i should know better by now. but i was better before. Posted by josh hallmark. Friday, January 25, 2013. The moon is full, my arms are empty. Nothing and no one is permanent. but how can something so deep inside me, so coursing through my veins, be gone? You are nowhere. you are everywhere. What are we of this? The moon is full. it means nothing. no...Love ...

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another sad attempt: Somjai Setabul

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Saturday, December 22, 2012. In 2002 a woman in Thailand went to the zoo, nonchalantly strolled to the crocodile enclosure, climbed atop the fence and dove in. When at first the crocodiles ignored her, she swam to the closest of them and hit it in the face. The crocodiles then tore her limb from limb. She never made a sound. She never said a word. Her husband had cheated on her. It happened again 3 months ago. It's a story that my mind cannot seem to escape. Posted by josh hallmark. Things He Didnt Say.

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another sad attempt: January 2009

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Friday, January 23, 2009. Getting there (part 11). I am not a religious person. i won't go into all the hypocrisies and fraud i see there. i just don't believe in god or praying or angels. but i do believe if i had a guardian angel, it would be robert. He gets to do something for someone he respects, who needs good news. it was insane. it was way too much. and there was no way in my right mind i was ever going. i couldn't do it, right? I fucking know this guy! Posted by josh hallmark. Fuck You, Penguin.

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another sad attempt: March 2009

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Thursday, March 26, 2009. This is me. this is me. it's me. Posted by josh hallmark. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Back of the Cereal Box. Blow in the Game Slot. Fuck You, Penguin. Stuff White People Like. What Would Tyler Durden Do?

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another sad attempt: December 2008

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008. Our misfortunes may become us (part 10). I have severe abandonment issues. in all relationships, i only see an end. i spend so much time nervously waiting for the phone to stop ringing, for the door to close on me, for something to happen that will tear the people i love from me. i have severe abandonment issues. And then i left for asia. Posted by josh hallmark. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Our misfortunes may become us (part 10). Back of the Cereal Box. Blow in the Game Slot.

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another sad attempt: November 2012

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Wednesday, November 14, 2012. Of Spinning Ceiling Fan Blades. I wonder how I could have missed something so big. I lay out on my back, limbs akimbo, and stare longingly at the empty ceiling. I hope our hands find one another. Posted by josh hallmark. Sunday, November 4, 2012. The Turtle The Schoolbus. Posted by josh hallmark. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Of Spinning Ceiling Fan Blades. The Turtle The Schoolbus. Back of the Cereal Box. Blow in the Game Slot. Fuck You, Penguin. Stuff White People Like.

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another sad attempt: October 2008

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008. Softly, slowly (part 7). But things change. time changes people. people change people. pressures mount and rise and so elevations change. they're changing all the time. people fall out of love. it just happens. prices will rise; the weather will keep getting hotter, even when it's cooling down; and we are constantly moving, even when we're barely getting by. Posted by josh hallmark. A brief look at my final days before departure (part 6). I was engaged. about a month before...

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another sad attempt: goodbye, hello

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Wednesday, January 16, 2013. Love is no easy task. love can destroy so many pieces of you, pieces you didn't know were there to fall apart. love is exhausting. but it is such a blessing. it is something to behold, to brave through. love is no easy task. but i love you all the time. You're everywhere, all the time. you're everywhere in me, all the time. you kiss me and say hello. and after all this time, after all this. you kiss me and say hello and i still melt into a million pieces. Blow in the Game Slot.

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another sad attempt: October 2012

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Saturday, October 20, 2012. The tarps in the neighboring construction site flap like birds in the wind. I close my eyes and imagine storks. The dredging and the rain has perked up a family of frogs that croak beneath my window in the morning. The croaking of frogs and the flapping of storks and the sunlight trickling in between the storm clouds. We make the most of what we have. Posted by josh hallmark. Thursday, October 18, 2012. Back when we were lions, sturdy standing amid the moving lines.

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another sad attempt: hearts

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Sunday, January 27, 2013. I was better before. i was better before. i was better before. but the phone and the door. and hope. all that fucking hope. i should know better by now. but i was better before. Posted by josh hallmark. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Back of the Cereal Box. Blow in the Game Slot. Fuck You, Penguin. Stuff White People Like. What Would Tyler Durden Do?