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grieving sucks: April 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Sunday, April 24, 2011. The margarita tour begins (Blue Agave). Saturday was the first of many, many fun margarita nights with Lauren. We are going to check out all kinds of mexican restaurants and rate the margaritas, chips and salsa. That's a lot for my lil old body! I want to hear dance music at the bar, not stupid wedding/DJ songs! It was...
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grieving sucks: the smallest of things...
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Tuesday, November 22, 2011. The smallest of things. Sometimes I amaze myself with how much I cry. I didn't know you could shed this many tears. June 16, 2013 at 3:22 PM. Beautiful. And good for you. :-). Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. One day at a time. A young widow's journey. The smallest of things.
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grieving sucks: March 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Thursday, March 31, 2011. When it hits, it hits. AND, thank you to those who reached out to help me move. I greatly appreciate your offers and generosity. You know who you all are :) While I don't need help moving this time, I expect you ALL to come visit me at my new place to fill it with fun memories! Alright, well I wanted to post to get s...
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grieving sucks: May 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Saturday, May 28, 2011. A sad day review. I want to make sure he's okay every single day! As I'm getting ready to attend my second funeral of the year, I cannot help but be reminded of my feelings on January 15th. Granted, I was on auto-pilot that day. Literally people telling me what moves to make and today I am not like that. To...I need to...
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grieving sucks: November 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Thursday, November 24, 2011. So it's Thanksgiving. It doesn't feel like Thanksgiving. It feels like just another weekend. It seems like we just had Thanksgiving, it's too soon to be here again. But it is. Tuesday, November 22, 2011. The smallest of things. Just packing for my trip to MI for Thanksgiving has exhausted me and made me so sad....
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grieving sucks: June 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Monday, June 20, 2011. I'm proud of myself for seeing a movie on Father's Day. It's a tough day. Thanks to my amazing boy too for spending the day with me. I'm grateful and full of love today. Wednesday, June 15, 2011. Tonight, in my blur of sadness, I rearranged/organized a bit at my apartment. Scott and I collected anime girl dolls/acti...
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grieving sucks: January 2012
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Monday, January 9, 2012. A year ago today Scott died. A lot has happened in that year. I was in shock and denial that the person I shared nearly 7 years with was no longer around. He was gone, in one night. How was this possible? I am saying goodbye to Scott. I am closing the chapter of us. I am moving on.because I am ready. It is now day two...
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grieving sucks: a week in review
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Saturday, December 3, 2011. A week in review. It's amazing how good compliments feel coming from strangers. I was talking to the group about loving candy and one of the group members brought me candy the next day. It's little things that really matter to me. That has always been the case. It's sweet. They care. View my complete profile.
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grieving sucks: goodbye 2011, hello 2012.
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Monday, January 2, 2012. Goodbye 2011, hello 2012. It is now day two of 2012 and while I do have a bit of a cold, I couldn't be happier. My life has been forever changed and can honestly say that I now know that my life moving forward will make for the happiest years of my life.because I am in control. My heart is alive and well.
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