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rX: This years inspiration.

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Sunday, 21 February 2010. It's time for a new start. He died, I mourned, I cried every night and I still do. This needs to stop. It's almost like rebranding myself, you know? I've a new job andi've also left the pub I was working in. They helped me when I needed it, they let me work every hour I needed to so I could avoid the memories, but I need to go home. I need to put the tears to bed and dig out the smiles and the laughter. I'm getting there. 2010 is the year. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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rX: A lot can happen in two years.

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Monday, 9 November 2009. A lot can happen in two years. Look back two years and you'll see I wanted to be a nurse. I always did, I always have. I was moving towards it and I fucked up majorly. I fell in love with a man who captured my heart and my head all at once. I couldn't do it, something had to give so I dropped out of my foundation course at university. Two years on, two months on, I'm doing what he always urged me to do. I'm following my dreams, I'm not letting it pull me down. I'm living ...Be pr...

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rX: What I want, what I need.

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Monday, 29 March 2010. What I want, what I need. I want to go to the only place on earth that belongs to no one. Own my own house. I'm such a home girl at heart! I want it all, two kids, a dog, baking my own bread. Just a place of my own would be a start, I'm so sick of sharing with virtual strangers. I want a huge kitchen, a garden with cherry blossom, a house full of things. I've got it all planned out already. Do a summer of festivals. I want a summer of freedom. next year, definitely.

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rX: ♥ ♥ ♥

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Tuesday, 11 May 2010. 9829; ♥ ♥. When I see you the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The World just stops and it is a beautiful place and there is only you. Just you, and my eyes staring at you. James Frey - A Million Little Pieces. Right now I'm content, that's all that matters. Another 6 months of saving and I'll be moving in to my own place.

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rX: Home Sweet Home.

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Sunday, 19 June 2011. I've neglected writing on here for a long, long time. Life has been blissfully happy lately and I've not really felt the need to write. I've also been looking back on my older posts and feel a totally different person to who I was when I first started writing my thoughts and feelings on the internet. So what's changed to make me write again? So what's new in the life of rX? I am now a waitress at a very posh fine dining restaurant, all white tablecloths, putting the plates the right...

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rX: Funeral Blues

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Sunday, 15 November 2009. Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,. Silence the pianos and with muffled drum. Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead. Scribbling on the sky the message, He is Dead. Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,. Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West,. My working week and my Sunday rest,.

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Dr.seuss <3 scott Pilgrimm | avaloves

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Look, unicorn poop! June 17, 2011 · 11:30 am. Drseuss 3 scott Pilgrimm. Busy week behind me. Work, work , work, friends and more work. But it is nearly over, and ahed is a weekend with… umm. more work? And party and friends. Anyways,as you all know I am part of the swap-bot.com swapping community, and latest swaps I have been doing were cute ereasers swap and ribbon swap. I loved the ereasers I got from the cute ereaser swap! I am huge Dr.seuss fan, and I am so in love with these. Anyways, now my collect...

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rX: No fairytale conclusion, y'all.

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Monday, 29 March 2010. No fairytale conclusion, y'all. Me and S, we split up and I felt like my world was falling apart all over again. He'd helped me through everything and suddenly things went weird. Very very fucking weird. He'd not answer his phone, not turn up when he was meant to. And yet. Things were still very very normal when we were together. I got sick of it, I sent him a text that simply said 'I think we should call it a day' and all I got in reply? I think you're right.'.