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Sunday, July 21, 2013. I lay across his chest. Hearing the thump thump thump of his heart be be beating and I am amazed at the structure of our bodies. The blood flow lungs breathing beating of our heart that we since birth take for granted. His breath becomes longer and his hands twitch as he falls into slumber. And I thank God for this minute everytime I hear it swell and thud and I thank God for this gift of max this life in him breathing life into me. It is all grace. Sunday, July 21, 2013. Take dark...
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Tuesday, September 03, 2013. Mom called while I mopped. Jamin had another siezure while at meijer gas station. I've never seen one so I can only picture the flailing arms, shaking body, mind unconscious. I don't particularly like to think about it, or the faces of those huddled around him fumbling for 911. His body a specticle. Bravely I breathed and went back inside and picked up the mop and yelled. Will he ever be ok? Will he ever be happy? Then it passed, my anger. Because I do still believe that ...
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Thursday, August 29, 2013. David Cope just retired." She told me after she asked me to cut her hair into a "v" in the back and I began to whittle. I remember David Cope. Generally scatterbrained. Sometimes he wore shorts in the strangest season with tennis shoes and high socks and hairy, very hairy legs. Maybe he made everyone feel that way, but it didn't matter. Sometimes he'd put objects in front of class or send us out into the streets of Grand Rapids along the gray cement and past the academic buildi...
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[hello.]: Jesus
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Sunday, October 13, 2013. I wish I could make you understand that I'm not sharing with you because I'm religious. More than most things, I don't want to be religious. I share bc I care about you. I see so many people push away this life and answer because they've had a bad experience with people who've shared this truth wrong. Sunday, October 13, 2013. November 6, 2013 at 4:56 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If He gives me days. In Her Own Words. Bebe S/S ’16 look book. Steady my heart, pt. 2.
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Sunday, September 22, 2013. I don't write to make anyone jealous or to puff myself up or make my life seem extraordinarily better than anyone else's. I write to say my husband rocks. I went climbing into marriage a year ago, tentative, unsure of what adventure lied ahead, ready for the battle the uphill struggle the hardships. He planned this weekend, a tiny time that we had together to rekindle and remember our vows we made to each other a good long year ago. Ill spare you details. Thank you babe for be...
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[hello.]: Yesterday
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Tuesday, August 06, 2013. Morning our SAC club met at the wealthy street bakery and God laid out a theme. Hiding, I have learned is something Christians are quite good at. My best friend, Jana has taught me so much about this word. (You can find her blog in my blog list under Bengali Mama.) This, transparency, the only way that we as people can offer ourselves as real, whole, valid to other people. And what are we if we cannot offer ourselves to other people. Trying to prove something. But I am learning,...
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[hello.]: Dear world
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Saturday, October 12, 2013. Please understand something. This may sound cynical but it's meant to be funny. Your hairstylist is also not a magician. If you are twenty minutes late for your appointment she can't put 139 foils in your hair and mix your color and find out what you want and put on a glaze, get you coffee and file your toenails in the 10 minutes before her next client. Saturday, October 12, 2013. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If He gives me days. In Her Own Words. The days of my sojourn.
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Saturday, July 20, 2013. Jude was right I guess. She felt God was showing her my future was like bacon popping in a pan. Whatever she saw heard felt made her smile and laugh and swing her head back. This, this is joy and I keep waiting for it to break. Saturday, July 20, 2013. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If He gives me days. In Her Own Words. Only the Good Stuff: Multivitamins for Your Weekend [08.20.16]. Fashionising.com's Fashion Blog: Fashion Trends and Celebrity Fashion. The days of my sojourn.
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Monday, October 07, 2013. Quite a few people. Remember the person I was. A fire ball, full of passion, respected, alive. It's true. I could write great things when I was lonely and sad and unsettled. And full of passion because passion was my husband then. The inside of me though. It many times felt hollow and panicked. But I didn't share that. I don't know quite how to resolve. I worry, am I now too comfortable basking in Gods steadfast love? But on the inside. Where before I was always searching. And h...
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[hello.]: Muskegon in October
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Tuesday, October 01, 2013. It was a crabby morning. Was it me, Over sensitive or just menstrating or he offended about nosehair? We split (hate the word) after coffee and I cleaned the home while he sold a home. I feel the sun burn my back and remember to thank God, me in October, how could i have chosen different, i remember this afternoon, grumbling as I tried to decide to stay home or join my husband in this adventure. The Lord is good. Tuesday, October 01, 2013. October 4, 2013 at 9:45 AM. Cook kickb...
