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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: February 2008
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Friday, February 29, 2008. Today is Friday and I'm a negligent blogger. Every week, I grow more attached to the weekend. It's my time to become unleashed from all of the weighty professional obligations I've recently found myself entangled in. Work is not as bad as it sounds, it's just demanding. Lots of time, lots of energy. If on Friday I am happy, Sunday I feel guilty. Guilty for not making more of my weekend. I wonder if I'll ever be satisfied? So, tomorrow, I'm off to a photography exhibit. I still ...
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: Up, up, up!
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Friday, April 04, 2008. Up, up, up! It’s Friday and, for that, I am supremely happy. I am also hungry, but spending my precious lunch minutes on this blog instead. Why? Because sometimes words are all you need. This weekend will be fun. Tonight is a farewell party on the LES for one of my favorite reporters. Thankfully, she’s sticking with the paper, but is moving to hold down the fort as our Peru Correspondent. Tear. Posted by blue coyote. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Up, up, up!
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: August 2009
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Monday, August 31, 2009. The First Days of Solitude. Now, I am free, but not yet found. It’s almost incomprehensible to me that I neglected my own needs for as long as I did. I am starting to see a pattern, one that’s hard to admit to myself, let alone out here in public. When I was in college, I remember talking with a very good friend and telling her that I wanted to find a man who wants me, not needs me. What happened to that girl? I am sure I will not like everything I see and that is certainly a par...
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: April 2008
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Friday, April 04, 2008. Up, up, up! It’s Friday and, for that, I am supremely happy. I am also hungry, but spending my precious lunch minutes on this blog instead. Why? Because sometimes words are all you need. This weekend will be fun. Tonight is a farewell party on the LES for one of my favorite reporters. Thankfully, she’s sticking with the paper, but is moving to hold down the fort as our Peru Correspondent. Tear. Posted by blue coyote. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Blue Coyote in the Blinding City.
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: Self-abusively is not a word.
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Monday, June 16, 2008. Self-abusively is not a word. OK, per last post, self-abusively is not a word, but I liked it too much to use another and so I let it go and now, when I look back, I feel shame. What is that about? I am in the office and debating next steps tonight. I need to grocery shop and install my AC unit, but errands hardly sound useful at the end of a 12-hour work day. I am staring down the barrel of a hellacious week at the office, all in prep for a vacation next week. Posted by blue coyote.
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: January 2008
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Thursday, January 31, 2008. In two days, I will cement the changes I’ve recently set in motion. If ‘like a bull in a china shop’ doesn’t apply to my utter lack of grace in navigating the matters of my heart in recent months, I don’t know what does. It’s been rough, on others and on me. The wind has cleared our course. Saturday, I move and say my final goodbye. Now, I have to look into that which causes me great discomfort. Reasons why. Posted by blue coyote. Sunday, January 20, 2008. This, along with my ...
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: May 2008
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Friday, May 30, 2008. Goodbye, JB. You are special but, at least for now, you are also behind me. And what’s in front? An afternoon poolside in Austin with my true soul mate Sara and then an evening celebrating my best friend Crystal’s birthday, complete with mini-sombrero’s and fake mustaches. You see? Boys, they come and go, but good friends are the smartest investment a girl will ever make. Posted by blue coyote. Monday, May 26, 2008. The words will now come with regularity? Thoughts from the road:.
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: June 2008
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Thursday, June 19, 2008. Weight and waffle machines. No matter how hard I try, I can’t stop metaphorically picking scabs – reading old letters, looking at photos, thinking about how I might’ve limited things by choosing one course over another. No choice is ever clean and I am an idealist, so I feel burned by everything. Life is a cold day when the very breath I take burns my chest as it’s inhaled, lung-heavy. Melodrama, I know, but this is my curse: I can’t stop looking back. Posted by blue coyote.
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Blue Coyote in the Blinding City: Goodnight, Moon
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Monday, May 26, 2008. I neglect. Outside of the office walls, it’s what I do. Don’t take it personally. I’m no more attentive to myself these days than anyone else. But. Shall I indulgently profess this time will be different? The words will now come with regularity? Why don’t we just ‘wait and see.’. The good news is I’ve been thinking more. Road to recovery? Perhaps. Let’s hope. Thoughts from the road:. Subtitle: Changes must follow]. Hello, stranger (sound familiar? Posted by blue coyote. For those wh...