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The Lovelies | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. My bonus son Emoni. Talented basketball player, former ninja turtles fan, father of 2,sensitive and funny boy now man. LiChai – age 12. Aka “the professor” – always hoped I could at least homeschool him thru 6th grade.still praying about that. Young scientist, minecraft junkie, lego master, book devourer. La Diva Ila – age 10. Chailah – age 5. Ade’ – age 2. May 26, 2015 at 11:07 am.

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On Enjoying the Win… | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. On Enjoying the Win…. Pregnancy after loss…a journey of FAITH. Healthy mama, healthy baby…We won! This moment marked a paradigm shift in our relationship. We were free. I was grateful and God remained good. I’m still a birth junkie but now, more a lover and supporter of women than details of a birth. Your perfect birth is your own! March 20, 2013. March 22, 2013 at 12:37 am. I get it&#46...

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Deliver Me | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. It seems fitting that I would begin this blog with the story of the birth of my youngest yet not first-born child. What? Ade’ Immanuel Epperson was pulled and stretched from my body on September 7, 2010 after 14 years of infertility and the arrival of his 4 older siblings thru marriage and adoption. Miracle, fulfillment of a promise, unmerited favor? Yes, yes and yes. May 29, 2011. I’ve ...

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Sins of the father…a daughter speaks | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. Sins of the father…a daughter speaks. Grateful even for this…the last time I saw my father.lots of non-verbal communication but I “heard” him. And when he isn’t there to adore her into adulthood – well lets just say – she grows up….but the woman she could be is stunted, by the trapped and hurt little girl who is just too scared and insecure to leave. Do you feel free? March 6, 2013.

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Wedding Gifts…for the lovelies | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. Wedding Gifts…for the lovelies. I wanted to get married outdoors but where in NYC and how much would it cost? The reception I saw as a room full of our favorite people – but where in NYC and how much would that cost? Our love was big, beautiful and inspiring to many of our friends but we just didn’t have the money to make any of my wedding dreams come true. The rocker and the princess.

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deeper | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. Humbled. Not sure how to proceed but I know I want more. I am often caught off guard by my desire. It wells up in me unexpectedly and in those moments I know the beauty of His presence is all I want, all I need and I have to go deeper. The intensity of my longing tells me it won’t come easy – this next level. I want more…and I…will have to give more. I want to know You. I want to feel You.

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The Broken Doll | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. I fell in love with this doll the first time I laid eyes on her. I bought one for my daughter Ila and one for myself. So this is “my” doll. My very first “Barbie”. As far as I could tell, she was “perfect” when I bought her. So what happened to the doll? January 6, 2013. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. My lifeli...

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Something New | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. Re-post from early March. It’s a brisk pre-spring day in NYC and the chill in the air is helping keep me awake after last nights online craziness. I went to bed at 3:30 am – way too late for a mama like me. The lovelies are in no way concerned with my late night hi-jinx and prefer that I keep it moving in the am No excuses. On my grind…. A few things…. I posted a new blog today…. The Cru...

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Small Victories.. | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. My little nutty professor. Was securely implanted. Because of his “book knowledge”, we felt it all the more important that his heart remained pliable to the Lords leading. He told me the holy spirit was with him at a science program interview – he’ll be okay, right? What are your plans for this year? The year of 12? I want to grow. What do you mean? How have you handled it? March 12, 2013.

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Sweet Dreams…in the Land of Maybe | seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses

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Seespeakhearmama : mothering with my senses. Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. Sweet Dreams…in the Land of Maybe. Should I buy those jeans? Should I sign up for that class. Living with unanswered questions left me dangling. My life hanging by an invisible thread that bound me in stillness. There was no room for movement in maybe. The crippling inactivity left me lethargic. I could do no more than breathe. That alone is not living. Alive? April 3, 2013. Love that yo...