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Gay Mormon: January 2005
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005. I just thought I would share some more thoughts about what my experience with homosexuality has been like. These thoughts were spurred by a good e-mail friend and blog reader. ). Here's the thing about homosexuality, or at least my experience with it. At certain times my attraction toward men is GREATLY diminished. In fact, I can even feel attraction toward women some of the time. Anyhow, that's my little tid bit for the day. Posted by Gay Mormon at 1:01 AM. Links to this post.
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Gay Mormon: June 2005
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Thursday, June 30, 2005. Response to One Comment. My father was 25-years old when he was made bishop of his ward. I'm 24. Posted by Gay Mormon at 1:11 AM. Links to this post. Tuesday, June 28, 2005. I realize I just wrote a novel of a blog last night, but I have a question for any gay man who happens to read this. Do you believe that one’s homosexual desires may be connected to his poor relationships with men (especially fathers)? Posted by Gay Mormon at 12:37 AM. Links to this post. Monday, June 27, 2005.
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Gay Mormon: May 2005
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Monday, May 30, 2005. A lot has happened since I last blogged! The dialogue between various readers is a veritable dream come true! Thanks for the comments, questions, advice, etc! I love hearing your thoughts about the issue. It makes me think things through thoroughly. Though I probably have too many points to address, I’m going to try my best to get through some of them right now. CD, I suppose the crux of the debate lies in one question: How deeply entrenched is my desire to be a homosexual? I’ll be ...
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Gay Mormon: Welcome 2008
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Monday, January 21, 2008. The holidays came and went in a blur, didn't they? It's nice to have things calm down a bit, but I do miss the excitement and energy of the season. I thought I'd share a bit of good news with everyone. I received a Christmas letter from my parents right before Christmas, and I was thrilled about one particular line in it. Unfortunately, I can't find the damn letter, so I'll have to guesstimate the exact wording. Thank you for leading the charge of your siblings in providing a ne...
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Gay Mormon: November 2004
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Monday, November 29, 2004. The path I've chosen. Fourth, an openly gay lifestyle would eliminate my goal of meeting and marrying a girl and raising a family. I want nothing more than to marry a wonderful woman and raise a family. I realize my homosexual tendencies have destroyed much of my potential of ever marrying, but I have faith that God will help me have a family someday. I’ve just got to find a very open-minded wife. Good luck to me. Seventh, my health would be placed in jeopardy. Accepting my...
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Gay Mormon: Clearly I'm the one who's full of shit ...
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Thursday, April 26, 2007. Clearly I'm the one who's full of shit . Thank you all for your comments! I was very touched by your comments and by the fact that several of you still check this site on occasion. I wish I weren't so unpredictable with my posts these days. Anyhow, I want to address a few comments and then give a little update. Clearly I have become "less sure" on that point. Ha! Am I being brainwashed by the gay community? Am I looking for justification? Am I manipulating reality? Without givin...
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Gay Mormon: Emotional Exhaustion
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Friday, April 11, 2008. My parents returned from their mission recently, which meant that I too needed to return to Utah for a familial visit. As always, it was really fun to see all the siblings, the parents, and the nieces/nephews. And, as always, it was exhausting. I have to admit that this visit was especially exhausting but from an emotional point of view. After I swore, my sister-in-law called me out on it. She said, GM, you swore! Anyhow, our conversation progressed, and he asked me what I believe...
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Gay Mormon: Motherly Troubles
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Monday, February 02, 2009. It’s not that she has handled the news too poorly. It was difficult for her, but she has held up pretty well. The issue is with my expectations. Let me give a few details about my coming out to my mother. It started with an email from her:. It was good to talk to you the other night and hear about your sky diving escapade. Glad you are safe cause it scares me to death to think of jumping out of an airplane even with an instructor or parachute! I'll leave that stuff to you!
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Gay Mormon: Another Dad Email
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Monday, April 14, 2008. It was good to see you on the weekend of March 16th; we enjoyed having so many of our family home that weekend. More than 500 people witnessed the physical resurrection of Jesus the Christ either at Jerusalem or in Galilee. He did rise from the grave and received His body again, glorified, physical consisting of flesh and bones. His resurrection is a fact! And ours is testified of by Him and all the Prophets who have written about the Atonement. At the end of his discourse, Benjam...
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Gay Mormon: March 2005
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Thursday, March 31, 2005. Yep, I'm Still Gay. I realize I’ve been writing less frequently, and I apologize. I thought I’d give a quick update. It’s been more than four weeks since looking at porn! Unfortunately, I was very tempted yesterday and ended up looking at hot guys in briefs and speedos. I realize that I shouldn’t have, but I’m trying not to get too down on myself because at least I just looked at the soft very soft stuff. What do you do? Posted by Gay Mormon at 11:45 AM. Links to this post.
