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Jayne Soleil: March 2016
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Thanks to my parents, for teaching me by example how to work hard and always be kind. Thanks to my 6th grade teacher for making me feel important. Thanks to my dog for always, always. Being excited to see me when I come home. Thanks to the girl who lives 5 houses up across the street, for being there for me through thick and thin since 2nd grade. I don't know how I got so lucky to have you by my side through this whole growing-up thing, but somehow I got to have you and I couldn't be more grateful. Maybe...
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Nettie Luella: April 2016
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In the 9th grade my friend told me that i walk down the halls like i could beat someone up and right now i'm thinking about what exactly he meant by that. Right now i'm sitting in my room that hasn't been clean since last wednesday and i'm looking at dried flowers from a wedding who's marriage didn't last a year and i'm thinking about how tomorrow is monday. Tomorrow is monday and i get to talk to my best friend. And tomorrow is monday. I have a plan. I have a plan but i dont' know what to do in between.
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Jayne Soleil: paint chips away eventually
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Paint chips away eventually. To the boy who thought he was my foundation:. You didn't build me up. you just added some paint on my surface. Paint made me think I was prettier. Even though I didn't like it, but I trusted you. Looked good on me. But maybe I like red. You said I looked better when my walls were smooth and straight. But I like the way my bricks make my walls look rough and textured and imperfect. I think brick walls are unique. Orange was your favorite, and orange is great, but it's not me.
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Jayne Soleil: all my heart
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I can see the tears in your eyes and I know that you are hurting. And I can see the force in your smile. But I know you are trying. Thank you for trying. You have been so strong and so brave. Even though you feel like you've failed. Today is a sunday but all I can think about is that thursday. The rain was beating down on my window but I kept driving. Your heart is shattered in a million pieces all over the floor and that song doesn't play on the radio anymore. But I still love you. And I know you tried.
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Jayne Soleil: October 2016
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I can see the tears in your eyes and I know that you are hurting. And I can see the force in your smile. But I know you are trying. Thank you for trying. You have been so strong and so brave. Even though you feel like you've failed. Today is a sunday but all I can think about is that thursday. The rain was beating down on my window but I kept driving. Your heart is shattered in a million pieces all over the floor and that song doesn't play on the radio anymore. But I still love you. And I know you tried.
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Nettie Luella: September 2015
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Dear mom and dad. I've opened up more to my window in the dead of the night. Then i have to the both of you combined. And i like it when you guys trust me. But sometimes i wonder why it's half past 12 am and you haven't called. You both let your temper slip out of your hands a little too easy. Over spilled milk and broken plates. Or misplaced tools and dirty dishes. But i always try and be patient with you, i've lost things too. Because you've always liked to sing. But i think you're beautiful. And your ...
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Nettie Luella: 16 & 162 songs old
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16 and 162 songs old. Got a little sentimental and made a playlist of all the music that i listened to sophmore year. 162 songs of my days as a 16 year old. March 27, 2016 at 10:51 PM. March 27, 2016 at 10:52 PM. Pretty sure we had the same freaking sophomore year playlist. April 28, 2016 at 10:28 PM. That is a compliment cause youve got good taste in music. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Film festival Emily Moyle - making a fist. Film festival MASH UP Andrea Gibson "Birthday". 16 and 162 songs old.
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Jayne Soleil: February 2016
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Warning: this is late night rambling. It's 1 am and I didn't take a nap today and I went to bed late last night and I'm confused at why I can't sleep. Maybe because I miss my sister. Maybe because I spent 4 hours in front of a computer today after school trying to finish my online PE by Friday because I graduate in 92 days and I can't graduate if I don't finish this freaking stupid sophomore PE. And my brother is going to be starting high school and my sister is going to be starting middle school. There'...
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Nettie Luella: October 2015
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It was never the goodbyes that scared me. Only the thought of being forgotten. I'm getting sick of the weatherman telling me what i have to be. And when i have to get up in the morning. It's raining right now and it's like the universe is reminding me that. It's okay to cry sometimes. Even when everyone else is expecting sunshine. In a way i'm used to disappointing people. So i'm sorry to rain on your parade. But i can't suppress the weight of the rain much longer. You were the reason. And brick by brick.
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Jayne Soleil: highschool highlight hi hey goodbye
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Highschool highlight hi hey goodbye. To the boy that sat behind me in orchestra in 10th grade and changed my life. All my loving / the well pennies. I'm not ready to say goodbye to. Paint / the paper kites. Thanks for everything, kp. our journeys are different but i'll think of you every day. Bright lights and cityscapes / sara bareilles. Because i could have fallen for you. Beautiful / ben rector. Thanks for changing the world. Love love love / of monsters and men. White blank page / mumford and sons.
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