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Tuesday, June 10. The only time i reali feel the need to blog, honestly, is when i feel lousy, or angry or just generally upset. despite all the lovely things that has happened to me in the past month or so, this is the time when i choose to write. when im in this pissy, lousy, foul mood. Its stupid. i guess i didnt do enough crying when i was younger. Why are u so selfish? How could you hurt me like this? How could you say that? You are talking nonsense. you are mine. i'll fight for you.". Im not yours&...

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Thursday, December 30. I want to do sthg different today. i am going to write in malay. so. sorry for any inconvenience caused. but heck, it's MY blog anw. Selain dari ayam, ada juga makanan2 jari (fingerfood) seperti anjing panas dan juga bermacam jenis bebola. babaku juga telah memborong 8 kilo ikan pari yang telah disiang oleh adik sedaraku yang berbadan besar namun selalu dibuli. terdapat juga ikan cencaru dan daging yang dibakar di atas batu marmar gara2 ingin meniru gaya korean bbq. Best ar kak ain!

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Sunday, August 29. Aiya must be lah. right? Okie dokie. it's been a looooong week. but its ok tho. got to pon school a lot. haha. so i'll just update u on lil' ol' me ya. Monday: geez. i don't remember anything about monday. Tuesday: hmmmm. oh ya! Wednesday: Bio prac. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH! I SCREWED UP MY PRAC! Ok breathe. so. we didnt reali get time to dry. then we had to wait in the holding area (the hall, the AIR-CON hall) n i was freakin cold! On my way home, some strange thing happened. i was in the ...

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Saturday, October 30. I hate those who already have a gf or bf, then ask me whether i have a bf, and when i say no, they stare at me in disbelief. i also hate guys who think im into them. and then when i tell them im not, they think im lesbo. wth. One thing i don't like is when somebody i like doesn't get the vibes or hints i try to give. is it me? Is it too subtle? Am i supposed to shout it out? God maybe im just not good enough. Ps: this is not self pity. im just in a foul mood. Saturday, October 2.

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Tuesday, June 29. Hey im in the midst of my exams. ok ok. probably not. more in the lines of. in the 4/5th mark. only one paper left. chemistry. urgh. but hey, it's not so bad. it cant be as bad. virtually impossible. Besides, my 4 previous papers were complete asses. or rather, made me feel like one. I had maths and econs paper today. 6 and a half solid hours of writing. well. make that about 4 hours. the other two and a half hours was spent thinking, drifting into lalaland, looking at o...Everybody now...

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Friday, July 30. I'm sorry. i really am. but i guess nothing abt us was ever meant to be. I believe i took a harder blow than u did. it hurts and it sucks. serves me right i guess. it was supposed to be pay-back time for u anyway. I tried but i failed. She, with the broken smile. As a flood of memories,. Please sir, if you care. Sunday, July 25. So i asked myself if destiny is the result of consequences or otherwise. do we have a choice in destiny? Are those choices governed by circumstances? Ok kiddos&#...

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Saturday, May 10. Suitcase all packed up and ready to go. and yes, u do see instant noodles at the top and an extra collapsible luggage bag on the right. InsyaAllah makan, minum dan solat semua masih terjaga kat hong kong tu. walaupun subuh kat sana kul 4 am and syuruk kul 5 . Harap2 tak terbungkus la ye. Leaving on a jet plane tmr at 6.40am. harap2 pray for my safety la ye. I eat children for breakfast, I like my boys big and thick and I looove scratching my nose. My alter ego? Hosted by BLOGGER.com.

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Sunday, May 30. Yo i hav to go to sleep soon. n i like very lazy to write tonight. bcoz very tired.haha. but then, once again, i'd like to thank all my luuuuuvly frens for all their gifts, well wishes. etc etc. u guys rock! A woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast. Movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do. Many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel. Side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She can be your...

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Thursday, September 9. Hey kiddos. just a quick one. I read this in the Sunday times a few weeks ago. and its been buggin me ever since. I just needed to share this with u guys. u know. cause i always wonder (strangely, but truly) what my friends (ie. u guys) would think of me when im 6 feet under. Or 7. So, give it a read, n tell me wat u think ya. Http:/ straitstimes.asia1.com.sg/columnist/0,1886,84-265844-,00.html? Sunday, September 5. I loooovvvveeee thhiiissssss sssooonnnggg! Wednesday, September 1.

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Sunday, November 28. Turns out tt the css hari rayaing was cancelled. i was told at 11pm yest. only after I smsed 1 of my friends to ask where we were going to meet. aiya, watever. So she's now convinced tt i currently have a bf. oh god. wat a pin. (read: Pain In the Neck). haha! Just kiddin. i love her. she's such a sweetheart. and she's very peramah (err. tt's friendly for u). Actually, i tink tt the girl cousins on my dad's side are pretty. and some of the guys are cute(well, only 2 to be exact).