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July 2015 – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/07
The word “masturbation” makes me cringe. i don’t know why. to me, it sounds clinical, and dirty, and just ughhh. But hello, pleasure town, USA! Some of the best orgasms I’ve had have come from my own hard work. It makes sense really. who knows what you like more than you. How else are you supposed to tell other people what you enjoy if you don’t experiment yourself? I would hide in my bedroom at night and do it. I would lurk on the internet after school before my mom got home from work. Porn just for me!
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TONIGHT. – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/10/30/tonight
You’re all going to think i’m bipolar. hell, i might be. J stopped by tonight. he had a super stressful day and he was pissed off. we talked all day long and i tried super hard to take his mind off things. Because it hurts me when he’s miserable. it hurts me when other people treat him like shit. Anyways. he stopped by. still pissy. i gave him a small kiss and rubbed his shoulders a little bit. we cuddled on the couch and held hands. it was sweet. It looks like i was mauled by a crazy animal. That man ju...
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August 2015 – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/08
I haven’t posted for days. i’ve had a few ideas for posts, but nothing really panned out when i tried to write it down. And then today, BAM. I pulled up outside my house after work. My daughter’s grandmother was watching her after daycare and her son was there to swap cars with her. and who did he have with him but the infamous J! There they were, passing football in my yard. my first thought was, “jesus christ, no.”. I bent over right in front of him to get my shorts out of the dryer. open invitation.
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Forbidden – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/10/27/forbidden
Read this today. hit me right in the heart. 💔. J has been super sweet lately. i’ve had much more attention from him in every way. he goes out of his way to make sure i’m okay. And for right now, it’s enough. It sucks. this sucks. I want him so bad, it hurts. and i just push those feelings aside so i can enjoy the time i do. Have with him. when he’s around, i feel complete. it feels right. until he leaves to go back home to her. But when i think of MY. Future, it’s him. October 27, 2015. I know is hard.
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November 2015 – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/11
Guys, i’ve gotta get some sleep. but i need to write something before I bust. I’m completely in love. And he told me he loved me today. more than once. he doesn’t want to get close. he’s a loner, he pushes people away. but TODAY was amazing. he opened up to me, he let me in. we talked all day. While i was at work, he went to my house and cleaned for me. it was so nice coming home to a clean house and not having to worry about anything. I’m on cloud 9. Someone get this silly smile off my face.
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September 2015 – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/09
When i go days without seeing J, i sink into my feelings and my mind runs wild. but after I’ve seen him, I’m the happiest. we spent 3 hours together today and it was amazing. it just feels right. He was sweet, and cuddly, and cute. and the sex today. oh my god. My neck is bruised from his bites. i find myself mindlessly running my hands over the spots, getting lost in the memory of today. It was rough, and oddly intimate. he just knows all the right spots. he knows. But we would work. i know we would...
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Feeling Myself – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/07/31/feeling-myself/comment-page-1
The word “masturbation” makes me cringe. i don’t know why. to me, it sounds clinical, and dirty, and just ughhh. But hello, pleasure town, USA! Some of the best orgasms I’ve had have come from my own hard work. It makes sense really. who knows what you like more than you. How else are you supposed to tell other people what you enjoy if you don’t experiment yourself? I would hide in my bedroom at night and do it. I would lurk on the internet after school before my mom got home from work. Porn just for me!
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Forbidden – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/10/27/forbidden/comment-page-1
Read this today. hit me right in the heart. 💔. J has been super sweet lately. i’ve had much more attention from him in every way. he goes out of his way to make sure i’m okay. And for right now, it’s enough. It sucks. this sucks. I want him so bad, it hurts. and i just push those feelings aside so i can enjoy the time i do. Have with him. when he’s around, i feel complete. it feels right. until he leaves to go back home to her. But when i think of MY. Future, it’s him. October 27, 2015. I know is hard.
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October 2015 – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/10
You’re all going to think i’m bipolar. hell, i might be. J stopped by tonight. he had a super stressful day and he was pissed off. we talked all day long and i tried super hard to take his mind off things. Because it hurts me when he’s miserable. it hurts me when other people treat him like shit. Anyways. he stopped by. still pissy. i gave him a small kiss and rubbed his shoulders a little bit. we cuddled on the couch and held hands. it was sweet. It looks like i was mauled by a crazy animal. That man ju...
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Out of it. – sluttycatconfessions
https://sluttycatconfessions.wordpress.com/2015/10/25/out-of-it
I’m still here, mostly. i know it’s been awhile, but I’ve had a rough couple of weeks. I’m going through a separation. i’m ready to stand up for me and be happy. I know i’m going to have to grieve 2 relationships. i won’t end up with J. i’d love to, i want to. but it’s just not going to happen. He’s been super sweet the past week, checking up on me. making every excuse to see me. but i hate to say, it’s just not enough. I mean, it’s 10 o’clock on a Saturday and i’m going to bed. October 25, 2015.