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The Discovery of the Mental Me: June 2012
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Tuesday, June 26, 2012. A Surge of Words. But now the dam I built to help control my disorder is beginning to break. I know it's being agitated mainly by my job. Which leads one to say "Why don't you just find a new one? I wish that I could leave this field all together and be a bartender or teach myself self-discipline so I could write one of the thousands of stories that live in my head. Just do it then.". Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Yo this be my brain. I decided to split my thoughts into two groups:.
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: Owning Up to My Feelings
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Monday, July 6, 2009. Owning Up to My Feelings. Yesssssss, I am aware that I should not be afraid of showing my emotions but it’s hard to undo years of training. But I am now going to allow my indignation to speak. There is no fairness in this. J has pointed out COUNTLESS things that I was doing that she was uncomfortable with or thought were immature. I say two things that she was doing that hurt me and suddenly I’m the bad guy. How is that fair? How is it fair to deny me the right to say how I feel?
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: The End Is the Beginning Is the End
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010. The End Is the Beginning Is the End. But I won't take the blog down as it's existence reminds me of how lucky I am. I just found out a person who used to read my blog died. He always had nothing but kind words and I do hope he's found peace. I may still write in here from time to time if the dark clouds that I usually keep at bay roll in unexpectedly. I do hope that this means that the posts will be few and far between as I'd like to write more in my other blog. Tired, So Very...
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: Smile (Originally published on 3.2.09)
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Friday, March 6, 2009. Smile (Originally published on 3.2.09). My brain and I are not getting along today. Spelling has become an issue as my memory seems to get worse and worse. I can’t tell if it’s because of the medication or I’m just not accustom to using it as it seems every electronic device is supposed to do it for you. You don’t have to remember phone numbers anymore, meeting times, Dr’s appointments, birthdays, etc. Let’s look at my schedule:. Thursday - Work, then Psychology until 9. I usua...
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: November 2009
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009. I’ve cut back on my Lamictal by 50mg so now I’m at 200mg. I waited awhile to write this to see if there would be any changes. I think there has been… I really can’t tell because I can’t seem to remember if I felt better before. I have been in a shifty mood as of late. Some dark thought cross my mind but then light ones chase them away. Ah ha… lol. For those reading this, I hope all is well. :). Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Yo this be my brain. Current med line up:. Nerd - 2&#...
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: Death
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009. Everyone mistakes the Death Tarot card. It doesn't mean a physical death. It means the closing of old doors and the opening of new. Also known as change, which, consequently, is just as fearsome as death for some. But I can honestly say that my life right now is awesome and I do hope that stay in this comfort zone for awhile. Waking up next to someone I love. Being surrounded by the most amazing friends. Having a job that treats me well and surrounds me with more amazing people.
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: Medication Change
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009. I’ve cut back on my Lamictal by 50mg so now I’m at 200mg. I waited awhile to write this to see if there would be any changes. I think there has been… I really can’t tell because I can’t seem to remember if I felt better before. I have been in a shifty mood as of late. Some dark thought cross my mind but then light ones chase them away. Ah ha… lol. For those reading this, I hope all is well. :). November 16, 2009 at 5:52 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Nerd - 2.an...
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: Tangled in Hate
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Monday, March 30, 2009. I don’t know what to write, but I feel that I should because it’s been so long. I really hope I don’t end up in a ball tonight begging my brain to stop. I wish that I could just have melancholy moods without it going some where deeper. I filed all my nails off so I can’t scratch myself, even though I want to. What about my sister? What about the rest of the fucking world? After all the shit she pulled she thought a necklace and some clothes would make everything suddenly better?
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The Discovery of the Mental Me: Balance
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Friday, September 4, 2009. Many reasons. I thought I started writing this blog for me; to get things out of my head. But I realize now I really wanted people to read it. I wanted someone to see what I was going through and say “Me too! September 6, 2009 at 7:22 AM. Youre right, Ive stopped blogging now Im better but its no reason to. Gonna go update now :). Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Yo this be my brain. So this is a spin off of my previous blog The Discovery of Stuff and Things. Nerd - 2.an...
