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Lilo's Diary: I long for...
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005. Once in a while, I have to write something like this… I cannot stop myself from writing something so… “grey”…. The sky is grey, the air is suffocatingly dull,. Alone in my room, pondering the meaning of life. I’m envious of eagles, being able to expand their wings and fly the endless sky,. I’m envious of dolphins, cruising through the ocean to where their hearts lead,. In my dreams, I can fly like an eagle, swim like a dolphin,. I long for such existence…. I would be blessed.
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Lilo's Diary: Norway backpacking (Day 1)
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Monday, October 06, 2014. Norway backpacking (Day 1). It's been 2 years since I last wrote a post. Guess it's about time to write something now. I came back from a backpacking trip to Norway (the hunt for lady Aurora! Last week. I owed it to the kind souls on the internet who made my planning much easier! Guess I should do the same to pay it forward as suggested by a friend I do like writing. Just didn't have as much time as I wish to. There's so much I like to do in life! Day 1 : Oslo (capital of Norway).
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Lilo's Diary: A short story
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Thursday, June 22, 2006. Out on the green pasture, under the clear blue sky, soothing wind blowing on the little girl’s face. Little girl looks into the eyes of her Prince, feeling each other…. If only time could be stopped…. Words of love had been said, though words are never enough to truly express their deepest feeling. How true… Silence does speak a thousand words. Wind continues to blow… clouds changing formation…. 8220;Can’t you stay? Little girl looking hopeful. He would marry me. The Prince will ...
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Lilo's Diary: Why love? 无奈…
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Saturday, March 11, 2006. Life is full of 无奈…. The past few years for me, had always been… 无奈. Some things are not meant to be, are not meant to be, however much we think it should be. How nice would it be if I can shut my emotions. Live like Data in Star Trek. No fear, no hatred… … no love. 8230; …… ……. This feeling of无奈, is too suffocating… ……… ……… Someone get me out please…… ……. Love is too complicated. Why love? Love is too painful. Love is无奈. Love is powerful. Love can rip your heart…. Subscribe to:...
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Lilo's Diary: 如果我死了 / If I die
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Monday, February 13, 2012. 如果我死了 / If I die. 一位同事，入院几天，还以为不久后她就会出院。谁知道，竟然接到她过世了的消息。突然得难以置信。人生无常，真是要珍惜每一天。。。 我在想，如果今天我死了，会有人想念我，怀念我吗？怀念我些什么呢？ 我之前喜欢潜水，妈妈总是担心得不得了。我总是跟她说，生死有命。如果有一天我死得比她早，不要难过，死了是一种解脱。妈妈当然不能接受这种说法，总说“choy! 对死亡害怕吗？我不知道。可是，总有点不舍。如果明天我死了，有遗憾吗？我想… 没有吧。爱过，痛过，苦过，开心过，做过我想做喜欢做的事，人生也不过这样了。 以前每次妈妈问可不可以少点去潜水（目前没潜了），太危险了，我就会说，如果我在做着自己喜欢的事时死了，那是值得高兴的。我总会接着说，如果我死了，把我火葬了，然后把我的骨灰撒进大海吧。（妈妈又说“choy! 真的，如果我死了，希望我的骨灰可以带着我的灵魂，四处翱翔吧……. I was thinking, would anybody be missing me if I die today? I think, probably n...
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Lilo's Diary: Erhu and oil painting 二胡与油画
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Friday, April 27, 2012. Erhu and oil painting 二胡与油画. 两个多月没写部落格了。因为两个多月前，开始学了二胡。有一天突然兴起学二胡的念头，上网找了一找，万万没想到在新山还能找到二胡老师，而且还不止一位，实在让我很意外。找到了老师几乎马上就去报了名。从兴起念头到报了名，只是很短的时间。这就是我。说做就做呗. 开始上课前，在Youtube找二胡的video，有几个video做了简短的二胡曲教学，第二次的万万没想到，video 里拉二胡的男生，就是我的老师！！ 哈哈，好好笑。 每学会一首曲，我就好有成就感，好高兴，即使是简短的曲。所以从第一堂课开始我就几乎天天练习。一天不练就不开心，无时无刻都想着练琴。做梦都梦见拉二胡哦! 而且梦了有四，五次那么多，有点走火入魔了。哈哈. 现在大部分时间给了二胡，火热的迷恋着二胡两个多月，现在该分一点时间给油画了吧。我不能放弃或忽略画画。不要脸的自认画的很不错=p 一定要继续加油！！！ He said I am the fastest learner amongst all the students he had taught ...
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Lilo's Diary: Would you think of me?
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007. Would you think of me? In the darkness, the wind blows,. The night is all quiet and cold. While you're having some tea,. Would you think of me? Darkness reminds me of the time,. When we sat below the starry sky. Marvelling at wonders of nature,. Marvelling at how similar our hearts were. Wonderful time has gone,. Back to reality, we went on. Where we live, hardly any stars. In the company of others,. Would you think of me? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). My Own Favourite Posts.
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Lilo's Diary: Fallen...
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Thursday, August 04, 2005. I’ve fallen… deeper and deeper… into a pitch black world where nothing is beautiful, nothing is ugly, for whatever it is, I cannot see. People are around, I do not feel them. It became a world of my own. A world of darkness, I do not fancy, it is my fear. Struggling to get out. I cannot get out by my own. I must feel again, for help is around, waiting to be reached. Yet, how do I feel again, I asked myself? To feel again, I need a purpose. I’m fighting a losing battle.
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Lilo's Diary: April 2006
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Friday, April 28, 2006. I would be blessed. I would be blessed if one can die from too much crying. I am very tired. Come an alien take me away. Come a spirit whisk me away. To a space without existence. To a place without sadness. Born a skeptic I was. The hand of God is beyond my sought. In this hostile world I'm lost. How much longer could I hold on? In this world I'm not supposed to be. Hurting loved ones is all I did. Creating troubles is my usual deed. Why then, do I even exist? Ps Did you know tha...
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Lilo's Diary: Crazy Frog
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Thursday, December 08, 2005. I mentioned “the most annoying thing in the world”. In my previous post, which reminds me about the Crazy Frog, dubbed “The Most Annoying Thing” :. Personally, I find it “the most amusing thing in the world”. Singapore version of the crazy frog, its penis was censored. I’m too lazy to search from the internet for a censored version picture of the crazy frog. but everyone here knows that, the Spore version crazy frog is one without a penis. Baboon in the zoo =. If it does caus...
