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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: April 2010
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Wednesday, April 21, 2010. Yesterday I had my last doctor's appointment. Last ultrasound. What a totally strange feeling. It didn't really hit me until I was leaving. I'll probably never step foot in here again! While I'm perfectly okay with that, it's still an odd thought. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I'm a mother to twin girls concieved through IVF, who wer...
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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: 18 Weeks
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Thursday, December 17, 2009. Sometimes I find myself disconnected from this whole process. It's like a look down and think damn, how'd I get so fat? Just for second, before it clicks in that I am actually pregnant again. We are entering the Danger Zone. (How bad that I have that song from Top Gun in my head right now? But it must. It just has to. I know more. I've t...For all t...
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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: Time flies...
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Saturday, March 27, 2010. Where does the time go these days? You'd think I'd be bored out of my mind since I stopped working 5 weeks ago. But instead I find myself content to putter around the house, making small forays into the world to pick up yarn or face lotion or new towels (all actual errands from the past two weeks.). I find that I actually have been spending. I've passe...
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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: June 2010
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Sunday, June 6, 2010. I've been meaning to write up this post about the twins and the birth for about 6 weeks now, but I had decision to make first (more on that later). As for feeding now, I don't want to brag, but I'm feeling pretty good about my accomplishments. I'm able to tandem feed (it's easier with help, but I've been able to do it alone too! Thank you to everyone who h...
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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: September 2009
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Saturday, September 26, 2009. I find myself these days tipping back and forth between two sides of the scale. Guilt and Worry vs Happiness and Excitement. My broken battered body finally pulled it together! Our chance at children is within reach. What if I tell people only to find out that I'm losing my babies again. What if I lose them again? Links to this post. Like I said, i...
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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: November 2009
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Wednesday, November 18, 2009. And what a strange experience it was too! We were in L&D with all the other moms going in for c-sections. They must have wondered what heck were we doing there? Especially when we didn't come out of the OR with a baby. We go back in two weeks, and I'm hopeful that we'll be able to find out the genders at that point! Links to this post. The dream of...
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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: Everything is fabulous
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Sunday, June 6, 2010. I've been meaning to write up this post about the twins and the birth for about 6 weeks now, but I had decision to make first (more on that later). As for feeding now, I don't want to brag, but I'm feeling pretty good about my accomplishments. I'm able to tandem feed (it's easier with help, but I've been able to do it alone too! Thank you to everyone who h...
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Hello, my name is M... and I'm an Infertile.: October 2009
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Hello, my name is M. and I'm an Infertile. A story, like so many other stories, of a 30-something on the rocky road to a family. Monday, October 26, 2009. I used to be the kind of girl who had insanely close friendships. The kind where I would know what the other person was doing every moment of the day, who could give answers for the other person, where you don't go a day without some sort of conversation. Perhaps they had moved on, past me while I was stuck? Too much survivor guilt? Links to this post.
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The Journey | Navigating the waters without a compass | Page 2
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Navigating the waters without a compass. April 7, 2013. Comments Off on Epiphanies and Change. I had an epiphany several weeks ago. As I was mulling the intensity of my desire to protect her I realized something. This desire, this need , this feeling with every inch of my body and soul of wanting to protect her was something my own father was lacking for us, for me,. And not being in touch with him means not being in touch with my grandmother, aunt and cousin. We struggled for a long time with our re...