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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: Dark Days
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Searching for Herself in the World. Friday, April 12, 2013. These past few months have been my dark months/ days. I have (finally) graduated from University with a degree. But, couldn't find a job. I dont know. my OPT start date is Jan 14th, and if I am still unemployed (must be related to my degree employment) in 90 days then I cannot stay in the US any longer. I am working, but not related to Chemistry. How does that work out? I miss my grandma (she was there with me when I first vomitted.). No one cou...
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007. First thing I had done in the morning was absent from the videoGroup's meeting, which I'm still sleeping at that time /o (rly.rly.sry.). The whole day pretty much scratching my butt, read manga and wait till the dinner I have planned with Faiz and Cheezy. (more like 'Spam till we got a plan'). I aint looking forward for the class day after tomorrow since I havent touch my presentation works and the photography assignment. And take photos again. Snap, snap, snap. And while I'm...
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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: June 2012
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Searching for Herself in the World. Friday, June 22, 2012. Ok, I'm sorry for all the whining. I feel really bad for whining. I'm sure it was creepy. to think of him like that. Been 5 years. and I can't forget. How silly is that? All this time, I refused to accept the fact that, he may have fallen in love with another girl (or guy, who cares.). I am now forcing myself, this is over, everything is. Nothing will come back again. I want to fall in love, with him. But I know it's impossible. :(. I will make m...
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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: Happy new 2012!!!!
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Searching for Herself in the World. Saturday, May 25, 2013. New year with new resolutions. What I need every year, and what I'll do. No more asking for a boyfriend! I'll let it be, let it come, let it go, whatever it is. But of course I'll still think about it! Just not as much. All I have to do now is to focus on my studies.getting full A is my main priority to get honors in my graduation. 1 Full A in my whole academic year. 4.0 gpa. 4 My always resolution, lose 20 lbs and maintain it! Can I can I?
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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: Hateful Love
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Searching for Herself in the World. Tuesday, August 13, 2013. So much for this. So much for the problem rosed. I feel suffocated. I guess I am just not ready for a relationship yet. This guy, I love, somehow I feel his love, but it's. a different one. I do not understand this, but I kept telling myself that this is true love. And yes, he was my number 1 option, but it doesn't seem to me that he is the one now. After what happened the last weekend. And I dont think I will ever recover from that. Been ther...
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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: April 2012
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Searching for Herself in the World. Friday, April 27, 2012. Just when I thought I have forgotten how that felt. It came back to me like it was yesterday. I guess I pretty much can't forget. Maybe because I still think it is possible to get together. But what if. What if, everything is already over over over? I dreamt of him today. It made me think of the past, so so much. I missed him so so much. I wonder what is he doing? I wonder if he has a girlfriend already? If so, how does she look like? Maybe this...
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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: June 2013
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Searching for Herself in the World. Tuesday, June 25, 2013. Lost in the Sea of Love. Well well. See where I am now. I complained about not getting a job. now I've got an internship over at someplace for research. It felt good and noble for me. researching drugs and cure. That was awesome. But only for the summer and I am thinking of a way to extend my stay there. However, I kept thinking, (again) Back to him. (again). What can I do? I sometimes hate this part of mine. Why do I have to feel like that?
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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: Dating Life
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Searching for Herself in the World. Friday, February 21, 2014. I admit I haven't been on for so long. It's been so long since my last post, I think, right? Anyway it's the new year of 2014 already, can you believe it? That's tough. .I'm getting older and older! D: And as you can see, I started this when it was 2009. Thank you blogspot for being still here. This blog is practically the only thing I can confide in something about love. My first boyfriend is S-H (should I really say he was my bf? Wasted my ...
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~Đέмώŋϊç ΛήģǽĻ~: February 2013
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Searching for Herself in the World. Monday, February 18, 2013. Closed Out Another chapter of my Life. Now, another chapter of my life is closed. It has been 4 months since I got in a relationship (a pretty long distance one - about 1.5 hours drive away). So, I have this problem since day 1 that this may not work out. but I was giving myself a chance. Since all my relationship were short anyway. And so I think, why not? I dont know. I wasn't proud of who he is. :/. Then another problem arised. He want...