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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: December 2010

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Sunday, December 12, 2010. Intermission XVI: Death, Doubt, and Divinity. Have finally finished off all seven volumes of happy rotter, and I must say, I enjoyed them more than i initially thought I would (here I sense the jester doing a peevesiesque whoop of glee). I have been told, and I believe, that I survived solely by the grace of God's mercy. And I have often wondered, what made Him grant my father, then a non-believer's plea? In any case, after prayers were said over me, I pa...

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: Chapter Forty-two: Taking a Deep Breath

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Sunday, April 8, 2012. Chapter Forty-two: Taking a Deep Breath. My heart is heavy with tenderness. Tipped full to its brim. With thoughts so filled with gentleness. Soft as the sun’s first beam. The unuttered hope that seeds within. Blossoms I cherish sweetly. Gives me courage to finally begin. A babe’s steps still wobbly. Too many doors have I closed before. All in the name of fear. Tracing scars from departed sores. Chasing apparitions that appear. That tied me to that past.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: Chapter Thirty-nine: The World inside One Fragment.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Wednesday, April 27, 2011. Chapter Thirty-nine: The World inside One Fragment. I gazed into a painting, but then it cracked on me. It shattered into fragments, more than i could see. I looked then at the pieces that lay prone at my feet. And wondered why it seemed as though their edges wouldnt meet. Picking one of them up, i was shocked to find. That each piece was a picture, a story of its kind. I put them back together, they wouldnt fit at all. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: April 2012

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Sunday, April 8, 2012. Chapter Forty-two: Taking a Deep Breath. My heart is heavy with tenderness. Tipped full to its brim. With thoughts so filled with gentleness. Soft as the sun’s first beam. The unuttered hope that seeds within. Blossoms I cherish sweetly. Gives me courage to finally begin. A babe’s steps still wobbly. Too many doors have I closed before. All in the name of fear. Tracing scars from departed sores. Chasing apparitions that appear. That tied me to that past.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: July 2013

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Thursday, July 25, 2013. Chapter forty-four: My Heart Lives. I thirst for the arts. Like a man parched dry. To look not at a ceiling. But a clear blue sky. I long for the freedom. That my words once took. Not all by the book. I turn to the rhythms. Like a flower to the sun. To return to the warmth. As a prodigal son. But trapped as I am. In these blank white walls. As it sedately crawls. Here they spill and seep. As my fingers fly. And my heartbeats leap. The tang of freedom,.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: Intermission XVII: A (Rather) Strange Kind of Fascination. My Obsession for Paradoxes?

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Tuesday, April 19, 2011. Intermission XVII: A (Rather) Strange Kind of Fascination. My Obsession for Paradoxes? I'm being haunted by a pair of slanting eyes. Till now, i have never truly understood the meaning of imperfect beauty. never in my experience of reading poetry and literature have i ever been able to understand how being imperfect can almost be necessary. In order to be beautiful. (not even in those strange sculptures? A tantalizing illusion of delicacy. Chapter Thirty-ni...

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: December 2012

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Monday, December 10, 2012. Chapter Forty-three: Holding on Tight. I felt beneath my fingertips. A solid wall of glass. The faint outline of a faraway door. Yea, the lock was fast. I sat amidst the whispering blooms. An interloper in their midst. The warmth they held against their wombs. I was not part of that bliss. The sun that walked with us part way. It fell not on my face. But cast me in such shadowy gray;. I was far from grace. Give me strength to battle despair.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: February 2011

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Thursday, February 10, 2011. I ‘m floating on the horizon. A dot upon the sea. I don’t know where I’m going. Or who’ll be going with me. As like a lost sheep. Baaing her way around. I’m still a. Hoping I can be found. I hope in time I. I’ll still like me, whatever that be. After searching the why;. But as it is, the one I resist. Is no one less than I. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. I Didn’t Know That I Was Starving Til I Tasted You. Inky and the Rainbow.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: Intermission XVIII: A Note to the Little Ones Residing in My Hea(rt)d.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Saturday, April 7, 2012. Intermission XVIII: A Note to the Little Ones Residing in My Hea(rt)d. Why I felt the need to write about these particular little devils, especially after waking up from a period of hibernation (from updating the blog). I know not. A manifestation of self-reflection after the abundant discussions about MBTI types, perchance? Together, how much pain have we dealt out, how much remorse have we suffered? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Inky and the Rainbow.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY...: Intermission XVI: Death, Doubt, and Divinity.

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ONCE UPON AN ALLEGORY. Sunday, December 12, 2010. Intermission XVI: Death, Doubt, and Divinity. Have finally finished off all seven volumes of happy rotter, and I must say, I enjoyed them more than i initially thought I would (here I sense the jester doing a peevesiesque whoop of glee). I have been told, and I believe, that I survived solely by the grace of God's mercy. And I have often wondered, what made Him grant my father, then a non-believer's plea? In any case, after prayers were said over me, I pa...