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The Syahrani Ar Center. Moving Away From Here. A letter to a friend. To Be or Not To Be. Monday, February 07, 2005. Moving Away From Here. Ohhhhhhhhhh gosh. *exhale*. Well, im an evening person. works better at night. Also because there's an adrenaline rush upon completing some pretty challenging task within a short period of time. i love it. keeps me creative. Oh bollocks, of course it's all just MY excuse(s) for being so unprofessional. And the result, well, I feel limited. And I hate that, cos my ...
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The Syahrani Ar Center. On The Edge Of The Mourning Year. New Look For 2005. A Blessing In Disguise. Wednesday, January 19, 2005. And now youre asking yourself, whether you're crazy. Or what have yous. To still be in the circle. When the circle is not yours to keep. And now you wish you're not an admirer of anything so sophisticated.and now you wish you didnt have this dream to have a beautiful mind, or obsessed by it. Im back to reality. Shattered.and wonder why.
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The Syahrani Ar Center. Moving Away From Here. A letter to a friend. To Be or Not To Be. Tuesday, January 25, 2005. A letter to a friend. Princess my friend, how have you been? How is it going with the kingdom of familyhood? Is it getting any better? Anything new or special that i should know? Observing you- from the distance, makes me wonder. do u think i should envy you instead for the stable life you finally achieved and I so long to have? But anyways.thats not the point of this letter. Am i really a ...
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The Syahrani Ar Center. To Be or Not To Be. On The Edge Of The Mourning Year. Tuesday, January 25, 2005. A letter to a friend. Princess my friend, how have you been? How is it going with the kingdom of familyhood? Is it getting any better? Anything new or special that i should know? Observing you- from the distance, makes me wonder. do u think i should envy you instead for the stable life you finally achieved and I so long to have? But anyways.thats not the point of this letter. Am i really a good person?
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The Syahrani Ar Center. On The Edge Of The Mourning Year. New Look For 2005. A Blessing In Disguise. Thursday, January 13, 2005. Have you ever felt so low? So low like you're starting to second guess yourself? So low, what you thought you knew about urself so much but turned out its not true? You're starting to lose confidence and sinking, sinking. Im frustrated.completely ashamed of myself.im not ready for this. Im not ready to admit that i am stupid.so freaking stupid and idiot. What was i thinking?
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The Syahrani Ar Center. To Be or Not To Be. On The Edge Of The Mourning Year. New Look For 2005. Thursday, January 20, 2005. It's horrendous. being in twilight zone again. Here's the skit of my conversation with office driver when i went to lunch meeting with colleague. Driver: mbak, kemaren lebih gila lagi macetnya, banjir. Disini juga macet ya pak. Driver: ya, tapi gak segila kemaren. Driver: untung kemaren gak meeting ya mbak, si [insert name here] aja naek ojek kemaren. Emang macet banget ya? Anyways...
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The Syahrani Ar Center. On The Edge Of The Mourning Year. New Look For 2005. A Blessing In Disguise. What Kind Of Blogger Are You? Sunday, January 09, 2005. It's amazing how 'becareful of what you wish for you might get it.' say can be so true. I finally got my 'wish' to go to Aceh- but unfortunately its not exactly like what I expected it to be. Boss : (on text)hiii.call me? I need you to go to aceh on monday morning. His secretary called to my house. trapped. OK, now i really gotta call him. Then to ma...
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The Syahrani Ar Center. A letter to a friend. To Be or Not To Be. On The Edge Of The Mourning Year. Monday, February 07, 2005. Moving Away From Here. Ohhhhhhhhhh gosh. *exhale*. Well, im an evening person. works better at night. Also because there's an adrenaline rush upon completing some pretty challenging task within a short period of time. i love it. keeps me creative. Oh bollocks, of course it's all just MY excuse(s) for being so unprofessional. And the result, well, I feel limited. And I hate th...
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The Syahrani Ar Center. Moving Away From Here. A letter to a friend. To Be or Not To Be. Friday, August 27, 2004. Karena berasa di bis-bis kota aja yeuh. Anyways, he finally managed to let his voice got heard by the whole room, me and my colleague kept on eating our food, but we started to pay attention to the songs that he sang. My, it's been THAT long? Haha, reminded me of my ex, cos he was playing in some school drama which 'soundtrack' was that song. hehe, crappy drama. Thursday, August 19, 2004.
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The Syahrani Ar Center. Moving Away From Here. A letter to a friend. To Be or Not To Be. Monday, July 26, 2004. Hell, I even got misquoted by AFP (which is actually NOT a good part, cos first I cant believe he quoted me without asking MY permission- hello? Journalism code of conduct? Second he got me all wrong and didnt even bother to re-check with me. and i thought those. Who work in foreign media/newswires were smarter.). You never did anything to them, you dont even know them but the fact that you're ...
