DROOM-KLEUREN.NL

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: October 2014

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2014_10_01_archive.html

October 21, 2014. So I come here to write about the bad days and today is one of them. Which means prior I had a couple of pretty great days; I visited my colleague's farewell party (which was a HUGE step) for me, I had another colleague and his son visiting me yesterday, I also spent some time with my sister interior shopping and eating ice cream which is always good. But today. is crap. I bought myself the new iPhone 6 plus, very happy with it! I'm okay. Okay. October 4, 2014. So it's been a while, Hel...

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: (En)joy!

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2015/06/enjoy.html

June 21, 2015. Summer has officially started and it's raining cats and dogs. So I'm on my laptop, listening to some music while staring out of the window. I'm home. I have been back at my place for about three months now and although I still have crappy days. it feels good to be able to take care of myself. I also had my annual check-up which is always a nerve-wrecking thing. I get nervous and come up with these horrible scenarios about three weeks before the actual mammogram date. But I went in,...I try...

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: June 2015

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2015_06_01_archive.html

June 21, 2015. Summer has officially started and it's raining cats and dogs. So I'm on my laptop, listening to some music while staring out of the window. I'm home. I have been back at my place for about three months now and although I still have crappy days. it feels good to be able to take care of myself. I also had my annual check-up which is always a nerve-wrecking thing. I get nervous and come up with these horrible scenarios about three weeks before the actual mammogram date. But I went in,...I try...

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: March 2015

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2015_03_01_archive.html

March 31, 2015. Leap and the net will appear." -John Burroughs. I really did it. One of my biggest goals for this year was to move back home into my own apartment together with my bunnies. After living with my parents for two years, the support they gave me. I have no words for that. I will be forever and ever grateful for that. They were next to me with every step I had to take. So here's to spring and new beginnings. March 7, 2015. I have a thing for lists. I was nervous and tired. but I did it&#46...

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: November 2014

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2014_11_01_archive.html

November 15, 2014. Home is where the heart is. Despite me freaking out about my conversation with my company doctor. I took some big steps. I can feel the change. and it makes me very nervous. but it is with mixed feelings because I'm also proud of myself. We started cleaning my apartment. I bought some new things for my home. I spent there an afternoon by myself which was very emotional and therapeutic. Even though I do not live there yet, I had my boss over at my place for tea. I really enjoy swap-bot!

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: I have a thing for lists

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2015/03/i-have-thing-for-lists.html

March 7, 2015. I have a thing for lists. I had 5 sessions of the Mindfulness training so far and it has been good! I spent a couple of afternoons at my own place. Watching TV, drinking tea, a walking meditation through the neighbourhood, rearranging my livingroom. AND I even brought the bunnies with me twice! I am trying to get of the couch and set new goals. So I went to the Kröller-Müller Museum with my dad and saw work of Picasso, Monet and Van Gogh! Furbabies, they grow up so faaast! At Mindfulness t...

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: December 2014

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2014_12_01_archive.html

December 29, 2014. I am now officially 33 years old and Christmas went by pretty quickly. I was actually able to enjoy myself. Well I did the best I could. Being with my family was good. Opening presents and stuffing ourselves with good food. Watching Home Alone (1 and 2). Snuggling with the bunnies. It was good. Better than last year and WAY better than two years ago. But it's not enough any more. So where are we on the apartment cleaning? Not quite ready yet, but it's slowly coming along. I know I have...

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: September 2014

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2014_09_01_archive.html

September 4, 2014. He said, " You really are different from last time I saw you. The problems seem to have less control over you, it is more like. you have taken back control.". That's what my company doctor said. He was quite happy with my progress (remember: progress = progress no matter how small). But I took some steps, made some decisions. Here I am, voilà it's September. Who reminded me there are 100 ways to climb a mountain. Of course it is way too early to tell how this will work in the long run&...

shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com

She Still Dreams in Colour: Home

http://shestilldreamsincolour.blogspot.com/2014/12/home.html

December 29, 2014. I am now officially 33 years old and Christmas went by pretty quickly. I was actually able to enjoy myself. Well I did the best I could. Being with my family was good. Opening presents and stuffing ourselves with good food. Watching Home Alone (1 and 2). Snuggling with the bunnies. It was good. Better than last year and WAY better than two years ago. But it's not enough any more. So where are we on the apartment cleaning? Not quite ready yet, but it's slowly coming along. I know I have...