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Love That Mama Drama: 3 weeks and 3 days
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Thursday, August 7, 2014. 3 weeks and 3 days. It's been 3 weeks and 3 days since my mother took her last breath. 3 weeks and 3 days. It seems like yesterday, it seems like never. none of it is making sense in my head. I am struggling. I miss my mom. Is she really gone? She can't be gone! Yet this hole and aching in my heart tells me she is gone. Where is gone? She was never suppose to be sick in the first place. How did this happen? Why did this happen? I just ...
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Love That Mama Drama: May 2015
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Saturday, May 9, 2015. 8220;I will remember you, will you remember me…don’t let your life pass you by. Weep not for the memories.” Sarah Mclauchlan – I will Remember You. Don’t these people know? 8220;Why do birds suddenly appear every time you are near? Just like me, they long to be close to you…” Carpenters- Close to You. Hannah had middle school orientation. Yep. Let me say that again. MIDDLE SCHOOL ORIENTATION. What the CRICKETS! How did this happen? I turn...
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Love That Mama Drama: My head is spinning
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Friday, August 29, 2014. My head is spinning. I came across this picture today and it made me catch my breath. This picture was taken almost seven years ago. It was the day after Layla was born. We were so happy! Thrilled to have a healthy baby girl after everything poor Hannah went through as an infant! Did you know this is what you had? I wanted to tell you so badly! Don't they get it? Friday, August 29, 2014. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If I had my c...
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Love That Mama Drama: Mother's Day 2015
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Saturday, May 9, 2015. 8220;I will remember you, will you remember me…don’t let your life pass you by. Weep not for the memories.” Sarah Mclauchlan – I will Remember You. Don’t these people know? 8220;Why do birds suddenly appear every time you are near? Just like me, they long to be close to you…” Carpenters- Close to You. Hannah had middle school orientation. Yep. Let me say that again. MIDDLE SCHOOL ORIENTATION. What the CRICKETS! How did this happen? I turn...
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Love That Mama Drama: Missing Mom
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Friday, May 2, 2014. Is it even possible since my mother is still technically alive? Consuming; The best way I can describe the constant thought process that runs through my mind almost 24 hours a day. Excerpt. She's so skinny. She's so skinny. She'd go nuts if she actually knew how thin she was if she was in her right mind. Is she going to keep losing weight? Is this how it is going to end? Is that how we will "lose" Mom? How much more time is left? Always sac...
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Love That Mama Drama: March 2015
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Tuesday, March 24, 2015. Why did she have to suffer? Why did we have to watch her suffer? She was too good. Just too damn good to suffer. Wait. is she really gone? Has it REALLY been 8 months? Somewhere in there, did you know? Did you see the pain in our eyes? Did you just give up? How I wish I could have lived that memory. I'll tell you how it ends! You all are here seeing this movie as a past time. We are seeing it, because we LIVED it! Tuesday, March 24, 2015.
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Love That Mama Drama: Happy Thanksgiving
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Wednesday, November 27, 2013. I am finally switching gears from work and photography to TURKEY DAY! I am also very happy to admit that I am keeping the mind frame of not letting anything stress me out! This is ridiculous. " as she ran off laughing to fetch us a roll of toilet paper. Dumbfounded by how much he has understood my Mother's illness, I hugged him and told him he was my special, special little man. Wednesday, November 27, 2013. May God Bless and keep ...
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Love That Mama Drama: "Still not here"
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Tuesday, March 24, 2015. Why did she have to suffer? Why did we have to watch her suffer? She was too good. Just too damn good to suffer. Wait. is she really gone? Has it REALLY been 8 months? Somewhere in there, did you know? Did you see the pain in our eyes? Did you just give up? How I wish I could have lived that memory. I'll tell you how it ends! You all are here seeing this movie as a past time. We are seeing it, because we LIVED it! Tuesday, March 24, 2015.
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Love That Mama Drama: I'll get by with a little help from my friends...
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Tuesday, April 28, 2015. I'll get by with a little help from my friends. I'm grateful to have this gift in my life especially with Shannon. She's always there. Always. Oh my dear friend, how excited I am for you to be embarking on this new chapter in your life. Motherhood. Tuesday, April 28, 2015. Labels: alzheimers. friendship. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If I had my child to raise all over again,. I'd build self esteem first, the house later. I'd teac...
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Love That Mama Drama: Guilt
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Love That Mama Drama. Love That Mama Drama. Thursday, April 9, 2015. Guilt - The fact of having committed a specified or implied offense or crime. Synonyms - culpability, guiltiness, blameworthiness, wrongdoing, wrong. Easter Weekend was last weekend. The kids and I spent Friday coloring eggs and tidying up the house. AH the house. Did I mention that I have a gazillion dollars worth of ice dam damage? That my entire room, bathroom and closet has been gutted and that I have been living downstairs? If I co...
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