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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. September 29, 2013. How To Tell a True War Story. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 2:24 am. I wrote this in 2007. I’ve never shared it publicly before today. The person in this story does not exist. But the story is true. This is a story. It is not a veridical accounting of factual events; it is an explication of my phenomenological experience. As such, it is the truest story I can tell. I’ll need you to suspend your disbelief. Time – I was sure it was for real…. Had there ever been? And the...

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. July 31, 2016. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 2:06 am. I have written more than 50,000 words this month — that’s a word count equivalent to a short novel or, at least, to the NaNoWriMo win condition — and I feel like I’ve accomplished. Every time I write something, I want to give up. I don’t feel this way about writing when I’m. Familiar with the parts that are hard and make me want to give up, teach all the strings of cells that hold my body, brain, and heart together that this is. Turn t...

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. August 18, 2014. Back at the Bottom of the Well. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 7:24 am. I wake in the middle of the night from some kind of strange nightmare. It has an epic, sweeping,. Scope and is mostly focused on how totally and completely dead I’ll be when, eventually, even the mere fact of my existence will have been obliterated from history millennia ago and there will be nothing left of me in human memory “besides interesting amounts of hair and spit.”. 1 Comment ». I don’t ...

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. June 29, 2014. This felt like it belonged here, too. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 1:29 am. I had the beginnings of an anxiety attack earlier today for reasons unrelated to what I’m about to talk about. I managed to shut it down early with quick acknowledgment, asking for help, and a lot of deep breathing plus a very kind friend who came over and dealt with the thing that was triggering me, so that I could hide in my car until it was gone. Feel myself coming down. So, that’s weird. Common...

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. November 13, 2013. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 2:53 am. The reset button. I haven’t written here in a while. Lots of jumbled thoughts. Down So, now I have. Leave a Comment ». Feed for comments on this post. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out.

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. September 29, 2013. How To Tell a True War Story. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 2:24 am. I wrote this in 2007. I’ve never shared it publicly before today. The person in this story does not exist. But the story is true. This is a story. It is not a veridical accounting of factual events; it is an explication of my phenomenological experience. As such, it is the truest story I can tell. I’ll need you to suspend your disbelief. Time – I was sure it was for real…. Had there ever been? And the...

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. December 20, 2013. Thoughts upon Passing My Final. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 11:47 am. My body is a scary place to inhabit. There’s a lot of pain there I don’t really want to deal with. “Subclinical pain” my teacher called it. The kind that you don’t know you have until somebody puts pressure on it. 8220;Sometimes, if you grew up without someone who could hold space for your pain, learning to quietly witness for others can be a bear.” She said that, too. Was the word she used.

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. June 29, 2014. This felt like it belonged here, too. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 1:29 am. I had the beginnings of an anxiety attack earlier today for reasons unrelated to what I’m about to talk about. I managed to shut it down early with quick acknowledgment, asking for help, and a lot of deep breathing plus a very kind friend who came over and dealt with the thing that was triggering me, so that I could hide in my car until it was gone. Feel myself coming down. So, that’s weird. Common...

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“Yeah. ‘Cause existing is such a curse.” – Everett Piper | Bloggity Blog Blog Blog...

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Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. January 17, 2012. 8220;Yeah. ‘Cause existing is such a curse.” – Everett Piper. 8212; thirdxlucky @ 1:03 am. That sounds depressing but it’s actually one of the most comforting realizations I ever had. 4 Comments ». Pingback by Ache. « Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. 8212; February 4, 2012 @ 5:39 pm. 8230;] night. The empty, grasping, desperate, needy, lonely-down-in-my-bones night. You know. That […]. Pingback by Remedies For Hollowness « Bloggity Blog Blog Blog…. Fill in your detail...