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Finding Me: October 2014

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Sunday, October 19, 2014. Life has been so much pain in the ass lately. People around me keep giving me hard times. If possible, I would like a break. But looking at my works and stuff, less chance. I'm slowly falling apart, honestly. Please save me. Don't let me die here. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I have something inside! View my complete profile. Victor Frankenstein (2015) Film Abspielen. 9829; HANA RAMZI's ♥. Indru Netru Naalai (2015) HD-kwaliteit. Zulkei D. VerSaCe.

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Finding Me: March 2015

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Sunday, March 29, 2015. That Was Sad Actually. No matter how many people claim to be your best friends,. By the end of the day you will be your own best friend. This morning I had a trouble finding a taxi. I kept pressing the find taxi button on my phone for more than 30 minutes. I really had to go because I had an appointment with my sister. So to my friend who was sitting next to me, I was like, "hey can you please drop me at the train station? Maybe it is hard for you to get the idea. I was like, ok s...

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Finding Me: High and Dry

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Saturday, April 11, 2015. Two of my friends have been avoiding and ignoring me since I-don't-know-when. If you asks me, why? I can't answer it. I really can't. Because I really have no idea why. I called, I texted - no answer. I can't do anything now. Because if that what you want, I will just go with it. Even you want to leave me high and dry, I will let you do so. Because I know now where I actually stand. I take friendships seriously but it seems like you don't. And I don't think I deserve this.

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Finding Me: April 2015

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Sunday, April 19, 2015. Me and hard time - we have this very close relationship that it just does not want to let me go. Work has been very stressful lately. I think my performance at work is bad, although I have been trying my best. I really want to vent out. I wanna scream. Scream to my heart's content. But there isn't anyone out there who is willing to listen. I don't have a pillar of strength. I only have myself. Only myself - I climb myself back up. Somewhere I can be at peace. I am just lost, I thi...

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Finding Me: August 2015

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Monday, August 24, 2015. Talk To Me, Please? You are being so unfair. I don't know if I should hate you now. Maybe I should, but I can't. You talk to me only when you feel like talking. When I say, Hi! You ignore me. But when you greet me, I drop everything and response to you. I do feel like you're playing with me but I can't. I can't complain, I can't say anything to you. Because I don't know what you truly think of me. Tuesday, August 18, 2015. I met quite an interesting guy. Wednesday, August 12, 2015.

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Finding Me: January 2015

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Saturday, January 31, 2015. Today I met my best friend, K. I first knew her when I was in Taylors. We hadn't meet for 1 year and we did a lot of catch up. Then she told me that she just broke up with her boyfriend. I was so shocked. I didn't expect this. I felt like crying as she told me about her breakup story. Honestly, that was the first time I felt like crying when listening to breakup stories. I felt like, "oh K, I can't believe you have to go through that". My everything just for you.

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Finding Me: September 2014

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Saturday, September 20, 2014. What a Week Yare Yare. I kinda having a hard time recently. By kinda, I mean I'm not sure because sometimes I do enjoy it. Challenging. Or am I a masochist. I got 'scolded' by my boss and I was so down. It wasn't really a scolding and I believe he wasn't furious. But it affected my feelings so very much. I quickly went home and cried. And that when I reached the understanding that I am all alone. It started when I was asked by SW. I was supposed to compare each tender by gro...

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Finding Me: December 2014

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Monday, December 29, 2014. I'm Gonna Miss You, Project M! You have been taking care a kid since he was a toddler. You feed him. You bath him. You work very hard so that he can grow up like other kids. You have been doing your best. Very very best. But now, he is a teenager. Still young, but old enough. Someone with power tells you to give your kid for adoption. And start taking care a new kid that you have never seen, heard before. I don't know is this sexism, racism or . both? I probably have to handove...

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Finding Me: November 2014

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Monday, November 24, 2014. Lately I have been asking myself a lot, "is this what I want? Is this what I really want? I'm not too sure myself. Oh my good. I sound more depressing each day. SHOULD. STOP. Tuesday, November 11, 2014. Once a While, Eh? Am I actually a problematic employee? I was on leave yesterday, and my colleague said my boss was asking about my whereabouts. And that wasn't the first time. Twice when I was on leave as well. And once when it was after 6pm and I was home alr. Once a While, Eh?

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Finding Me: August 2014

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Sunday, August 31, 2014. It's my day off but I can't stop worrying about something. And by that "something", I mean work. Sigh. I started on last Thursday when I realised that I couldn't find some beams. In other words, I need to do measurement. I could just brush it off for now. Or just pretend I don't know anything. But it will definitely impact my future self. God, please ease everything. Sunday, August 3, 2014. Remember how heartbroken I was that day? Remember the feelings I had before? I do mind act...