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madeleineP.: 09.12
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It took a turn this past week. Its more red, inflamed, and itchier than ever. The dots are now turning into patches. But, i continue finding myself more and more grateful for this. This trial, has weirdly changed my life forever. In the past month and a half, i have never been so vulnerable. In the times (which is most of the time) i think i am going to literally explode,. I find myself leaning and reaching out to my savior more then ever. I have found my saviors hand in my life in the past month,. They ...
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madeleineP.: 10.11
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About a week ago. I got a number of injuries. But it was one of those moments where you just want to laugh. And then i had to cry. I sat on a rail. Hit my head on cement. Fell on my head. My cute primary class). Now a concussion, neck&back strain, and bruises laterrrrrrrrrrr. I am ALMOST back to me. Are we there yet. Last thursday we went 80s dancing. Its become a weekly routine,. But i think its time for a break. Just for now though. I might be back. We went to st george over the weekend.
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madeleineP.: in.som.nia
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I struggle with it, badly. But having this disorder, comes with many perks! One thursday night, i was up probably till about 6 in the morning. And of course being up this long, causes my brain to go. go. and go. WHICH resulted in me wanting to have a bake sale. I woke up the next morning. Convinced my cute mom to help me. And off to advertise i went. All day friday we prepared till late. And woke up early saturday. Oatmeal cookies w/ brown butter frosting. We made a little over 5 dozen of each dessert,.
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madeleineP.: 10.12
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Today is 2 months exactly. That i have had these itchy dots over my body. And even though itching all day long isn't usually apart of my life,. I am starting to get used to it. I remember walking into work on august 9th,. And wondering why on earth my neck was itching so bad. Soon enough it went to my arms, legs, stomach, and everywhere else. I've never been one to show off my stomach. Not that there is actually anything. Other than my awesome cheetah spots. I figure its not that big of a deal. Mad madel...
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madeleineP.: 12.11
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Masses are getting restless. Which by the way.i want to hear ALL about your amazing trip! I found this beaut a while ago. Its me. when i was probably about 4 or 5. Eating a corn dog. My mom is in the background. I really shouldn't of been eating that. I was one CHUBBBSTER! Mom why didn't you stop me? Goodness gracious its been ages since my last blog. I almost forgot how. Halloween: was a blast. i carved a sweet pumpkin. I am very proud of it. Katy perry and lady gaga. We got a chicken coup. I was at work.
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madeleineP.: 01.13
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You know what i love? The moment everything seems to fall into place. Life just feels so incredibly scattered and it is most of the time. I feel confident and brave one moment,. And sad and confused another. Today, was one of those days that everything seemed to fall into place. I am 100 percent on what my major is going to be! Now this is very good news,. Seeing that i change my mind almost everyday. I have gone from wanting to study fashion to an elementary teacher, to studying history.
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madeleineP.: 12.12
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About two years ago i began my first session of "anxiety attacks". Some of you may laugh,. But for those who have experienced anxiety as i have,. You know that it isn't the most pleasant thing on the earth. And for those that are curious as to how it feels, continue reading. It was my senior year of high school. It was when my "worries" slowly, but surely began taking over my life. I had no control over my brain. It felt like every little being in my body was being diminished. I would cry and cry. It is ...
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madeleineP.: bam.
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You know what i love? The moment everything seems to fall into place. Life just feels so incredibly scattered and it is most of the time. I feel confident and brave one moment,. And sad and confused another. Today, was one of those days that everything seemed to fall into place. I am 100 percent on what my major is going to be! Now this is very good news,. Seeing that i change my mind almost everyday. I have gone from wanting to study fashion to an elementary teacher, to studying history. First by madele...
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madeleineP.: lesson learned.
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Last night i had the biggest urge to push down a snowman. I know, i know. How could i be so rude? I ran full force towards this snowman below,. Was 100% positive that i would knock it right over. Little did i know. It was completely ice (because it was so cold). And it practically knocked me over instead. And pretty sure i got the air knocked out of me. I guess i had to learn this lesson the hard way? On a happier, and sunday note. Church was amazing today. I was feeling sick during sunday school,.
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madeleineP.: its kind of a lovely love story.
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Its kind of a lovely love story. Rewind to two years ago. My handsome elder payton left on his mission. I am going to allow myself to say, that was one of the. Hardest things i have ever gone through. Saying goodbye to your very best friend. Is probably one of the worst things in the entire world. Those who have sent off missionaries know the feeling. Its terrible, but was so worth it in the end. He served the Lord for two years,. And did his very best. He was obedient, strong, understanding, and diligent.
