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Foolish Girl: January 2012
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Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."- Philip K. Dick. Monday, January 30, 2012. I get into this rut of thinking that I won't let myself have anything that is good for me, or allow myself to be happy because I hate myself too much. Then I watch some porn and jerk off and it is abundantly clear that I don't hate myself that much. Likewise, I will not bury my problems in someone else's genitals. It isn't healthy or kind. Sunday, January 29, 2012. Hey, Self Loathing, it's me.
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Foolish Girl: November 2012
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Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."- Philip K. Dick. Thursday, November 08, 2012. Me: I think I may be crazy. Kyle: What makes you think you are crazy? I elaborate on all the reasons I think I am crazy]. Me: And I might be an alcoholic. Kyle: You definitely aren't an alcoholic. I guess crazy is still on the table. Tuesday, November 06, 2012. My love life just did the equivalent of a six car pile up. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. But not all jokes.
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Foolish Girl: November 2011
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Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."- Philip K. Dick. Sunday, November 27, 2011. Thursday, November 24, 2011. Here are the reasons I will always be alone. 1 I'm not good at sharing. People tend to do that when they are getting to know one another. It makes me uncomfortable to talk to strangers about the fucked up shit that has happened in my life. Who am I kidding? It makes me uncomfortable to talk to people I love about that shit. 4 The whole thing exhausts me. I fear ...
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Foolish Girl: Car conversations
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Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."- Philip K. Dick. Wednesday, September 05, 2012. Lauren: I like to play the part of the wounded bird. I like for men to take care of me. Mind Reader: And you're not wounded? Lauren: Maybe I am. Mind Reader: You are a wounded bird playing the part of a healthy bird playing the part of a wounded bird. Lauren: [laughing] Boy, is that right on the money. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. The Awesome Jessica Blog.
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The Misadventures of Kar: 8/1/10 - 8/8/10
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The Misadventures of Kar. August 6, 2010. Single life.you can have it. Out of misery comes some of my best writing. Makes me think I should write a book called "24 Misses". Well, that sounds a little misleading.maybe "24 Misfires". That's the ticket. But that's where the facade comes in! Of course, I haven't told a whole lot of people (i.e.: my family, work, or most of my friends) mainly because whenever I say anything about it I feel failure. Because I wasn't enough. Because all my effor...Was having tr...
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The Misadventures of Kar: 2/8/09 - 2/15/09
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The Misadventures of Kar. February 8, 2009. Not been to blog in awhile. But that's just because I've been busy. Fill in excuse here. Anyway, not a whole lot going on these days. Been trying to hang out with folks, maybe making some plans to go visit a friend of mine in LA. That, and taking care of the dog. Alone for more than 5-15 minutes she starts howling and crying (literally it sounds like a baby sometimes and it's creepy). It's confounding. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Friends' Pages (Blogger Only).
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The Misadventures of Kar: Date Trois with Trois
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The Misadventures of Kar. January 21, 2012. Date Trois with Trois. So I think that this is going to be my last routine entry for awhile. Trois and I had our third date last night - we went to go see the latest Sherlock Holmes movie together. It was delightful! I brought movie candy (Mike&Ikes and Goobers) after a suggestion from Trois earlier that week about sneaking candy in via my purse. [Did I mention that Trois taught me about the IMing thing only a day or so after I updated my iPhone software? And i...
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Foolish Girl: October 2012
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Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."- Philip K. Dick. Wednesday, October 03, 2012. One, two, three. As we are leaving the door guy asks me if he will see me at the gym. Well, well. That was an interesting turn of events. New door guy just threw his hat into the ring. I really want to join a boxing gym. That is why I was asking him where he trained. That, and his beautiful body. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. The Awesome Jessica Blog.
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Foolish Girl: May 2012
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Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."- Philip K. Dick. Tuesday, May 01, 2012. My birthday is quickly approaching. The big 2-9. The last year of my life with a 2 in front. Tough. Here are the things I want:. A GIANT disco ball. I mean if that thing isn't as tall (or taller) than me, don't bother! Well, ok I could probably live with a 20". To do an L sit, a V sit while we are at it, and a front lever. I realize you can do nothing to help me accomplish this. All of your love.
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Foolish Girl: July 2012
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Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."- Philip K. Dick. Thursday, July 19, 2012. I'm reading Hemingway. I feel like Henry, in a Farewell to Arms, drinking himself into jaundice. Then I see how old he was when he wrote his first novel. 27. Okay there is still time. Maybe there is time. I never feel scared. Maybe that means that I haven't done what I am here to do. Or maybe that means I am just really stupid. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
