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Until The Stars Turn Cold: August 2006
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Thursday, August 31, 2006. Its on paper but it isnt official. At least my parents can see it. Though they're still not pleased. Why was I actually top ten this term? Sorry but I don't think I deserve this. Were they reasons or excuses? I don't think of the former. Maybe I was pressed. Nobody told me it was going to be like this. At least I can still barely. Turn a sad song to a happy song. So I'm telling myself now. Its only going to get worse. Just preparing to be prepared.
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: January 2007
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Tuesday, January 30, 2007. You slapped me so hard. You slapped me so hard. It stopped my heart from beating. Just dont knock me out. Or let me go back to sleep. This did the trick. This has just woken me up. I dont really give a crap about. Who might say what to me. Who might do anything to me. I just need us to be cool. Thats all I care about. But when I see your face. Things get more complicated. Posted by Lim at 11:17 PM. Friday, January 26, 2007. I wasnt happy with you.
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: November 2006
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Sunday, November 26, 2006. I dont want no more computer games. I dont want to play computer games. I really need you to listen to me. Now listen to me. And i could treat you like a girl. Now look me in the eye. And say you believe me. Im just o-fucking-kay now. Posted by Lim at 3:55 PM. Saturday, November 25, 2006. 3 cheers for getting lost. This feels like hell. And sometimes I feel that I cant do any of this anymore. So Ill just drink my drink. And 3 cheers for getting lost.
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: April 2006
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Friday, April 28, 2006. I guess it was really a huge experience for me. I was just too damn nervous. So I dont think I did a good job. Didn't think I did as well as I could normally do. But I know that I would do better if given a second chance. Probably coz it was my first time being under so much pressure and all. But anyway, I called for P.T to be carried out on the track. One person was injured during P.T. So it was my responsibility. Yea well. u get the idea. Just wanna so...
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: October 2006
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Tuesday, October 31, 2006. Thats what Im feeling now. Peace just all around. Floating in the silence. Its silent even with my sweet music. Wish someone else was alive at this time though. Hey I didnt know it wasnt easy. To say something to her face. 80 to 8.5. Guess thats what it does. Posted by Lim at 2:05 AM. Sunday, October 29, 2006. Life on the couch. Had another 'talk-cock' session with my dad. Always charges me up for life. Sort of rejuvenating my love for life. We need t...
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: December 2006
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Friday, December 29, 2006. Has been the best year of my entire life. I mean it with more sincerity than I'd believe. I have changed so much. And I'm so sure that its for the better. So I'm breaking out for once, just to take a look at it all. But To my sweet surprise. I was doing so much better academically in this class than ever before. I was never second in class before, and to imagine that this class was academically superior to my previous class. I cried this year too.
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: July 2006
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Friday, July 28, 2006. In the middle portion of this day, I was really not doing good. Couldn't really focus on my task. Was just drowned up in my selfish thoughts. It was troubling me again. However, at the end of the day. I feel like some heavy load was lifted off my shoulders. It feels like everything fits abolutely perfectly. Like a completed jig-saw puzzle,. Like a magical antidote has been used. Everything worked out well. For me I guess. Posted by Lim at 10:45 PM. I didn...
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: September 2006
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Friday, September 29, 2006. For looking at your world. With these bloodshot eyes. But seeing the enemy. I actually got angry. The reason why people put on fronts. The reason why people don't be themselves. They take a look for 2 seconds. And they think they know. The whole world about somebody. And they do not approve. Because they want the world to be like themselves. Posted by Lim at 10:01 PM. Thursday, September 28, 2006. Getting this heart slashed. Is it still awkward?
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Until The Stars Turn Cold: February 2007
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Until The Stars Turn Cold. Wednesday, February 28, 2007. Cat in the water. Ever since Ive gotten over you. Things have been really quiet. And the peace is. Today was just water. So much of it. There might still be some stuck in my ear. Where was my pink umbrella when I needed it. Didnt we all used to like playing in the rain? And have any of you ever stared at how the water just falls. I could just about skip lunch to do that. And look outside my window. I learned how to swim today. Cat in the water.
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