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X Steps Forward: November 2007
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Sunday, November 25, 2007. Taking up from where i left off. So what do you do? Throw caution to the wind, reach out an eager hand, pluck it off and take the fatal bite? Fatal not because you're going to die, but because once you give in, your inhibitions are for all practical purposes dead forever. Or do you remain content just flirting - just heightening the sensation to the point of no-return, and then pulling back? Posted by themovingfinger @ 12:40 pm.
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X Steps Forward: April 2007
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Wednesday, April 11, 2007. And I won't need anything else. Yet there is something disturbing as well. were it not for the distance and the years, would love still remain? Would proximity breed familiarity n familiarity monotony n monotony a dull comfort? Posted by themovingfinger @ 2:45 pm. View my complete profile. Im depressed. I want to sit in a corner and weep. You know how it is when u think that boy likes you.
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X Steps Forward: May 2008
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Wednesday, May 21, 2008. WHITE HAIR, I kid you not - NOOOOOO- this can't be happening! I'm frightened, I actually am. Time's winged chariot is hurtling down Runway 5 at break neck speed I say, and I'm so busy smelling the roses, I haven't noticed. You know what -I think i'll skip the ride, stand on the sidelines, and wave to those aboard. Posted by themovingfinger @ 12:44 am. Monday, May 12, 2008. Posted by themovingfinger @ 9:49 pm. View my complete profile.
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X Steps Forward: December 2007
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Wednesday, December 05, 2007. I was chatting with a friend a little while ago. He's going to be off in a few months - going away to be on his own for a year or so. We were talking about what it's like living on your own, you know, your space, your time, your place, your kitchen. It's us late-bloomers who get away easy. You're away from home, you need to stay alive, and you learned to cook- atta girl! Posted by themovingfinger @ 11:20 pm. View my complete profile.
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X Steps Forward: November 2006
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Monday, November 27, 2006. I constantly find myself battling claustrophobia. There is a fear that my space is being violated, that my independence being slowly pulled away. I fear too much togetherness. I fear dependence. I fear I will lose myself, if I share me with someone else. Am I making sense? Somewhere I live with the fear that the wind will turn against me, and my wings will be unable to resist; or that it’ll just stop blowing. View my complete profile.
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X Steps Forward: October 2006
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Sunday, October 08, 2006. When Sunday Started Working. How sad, I say, that God’s day of rest is no longer ours. hmph! On a pleasant Sunday morning, when I ought to be snuggled in bed dreaming of being devoured by tigers, and looking forward to a nice breakfast of cheese toast and coffee; maybe. Haan, so where was I? Posted by themovingfinger @ 1:24 pm. View my complete profile. Im depressed. I want to sit in a corner and weep.
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X Steps Forward: September 2006
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Saturday, September 02, 2006. I wish life didn't involve so much thinking. i wish choices were easier to make, and decisions simpler. i wish things could be undone that should not have been done. I wish hurt and anguish, disappointment and loss were easier to bear. i wish talking wasn't so difficult. I wish things were simpler! I wish i could see them simpler! I wish life didn't involve so much thinking. And to think (sigh, such is the irony of life) that I...
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X Steps Forward: December 2008
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Monday, December 29, 2008. But life' s a funny thing.it throws back at you people you'd never thought you'd meet again. friends you'd lost who become friends again. Home you'd left that becomes comfortable again. Satisfaction you compromised on, that becomes yours again. Strangers and good conversation that make a dull month interesting again. But life's a funny thing.it doesn't give without taking a little something away. Why am i not entirely happy? To argume...
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X Steps Forward: September 2005
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And says something. I lean back and listen. Friday, September 02, 2005. Once in a blue moon you come across a song that just sums it all up. It becomes something of a philosophy to life. Your mantra. Mine would be Alanis Morisette's 'You Learn'. Gonna live this life like nobody's business. Don't teach me how. I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone. I recommend walking around naked in your living room. Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill). It feels so good (swimming in your stomach).