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Memories... happiness locked up in a box...
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Monday, September 27, 2010. I'm kinda sick of life right now -.-. ignite my fire back. I've become real dull. either black or white. Not as colorful as before. I don't really find any joy in studying. Lonely jordan lost in the memories 9/27/2010 10:50:00 PM. Wednesday, September 22, 2010. The memories are as good. I'm leavin them behind xD. I don't care. For if it can heal the pain, I will leave then behind. Precious memories shall be forgotten. I will forget what had hurt me :D. D haha bb :D. B'dae wish...
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In Between .
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Saturday, August 28, 2010. Know I should be revising and doing my homework now, but I decided to blog anyway. Yesterday was epic. Went jamming after school from 2pm to 6pm. Yi Heng and I went to Contempo and waited for Hadi and Amirul there. Played songs like 'Numb', 'How To Save A Life', 'Chasing Cars', 'Here Without You' and 'When You Look Me In the Eyes'. At around 5 plus, everybody was doing their own thing, trying out different stuff. 4 hours of distraction. A record, after such a long time. PE was&...
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Memories... happiness locked up in a box...
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Sunday, January 31, 2010. Don't really understand what I am thinking myself. My mood keeps swinging here and there. Suddenly angry, then sad, then heppy, then emo. then angry again. Have to survive this craziness and uncertaincy. Haish Dunno what to do. Think too much le. Worry too much le. I think i'm the one falling apart. so tired. so angry. so sad. It's complicated and confusing. I dunno what's happening. I hate myself. I hate myself. arrrrgh. So confused. So uncertain. What should I do? Lonely jorda...
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Memories... happiness locked up in a box...
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009. Is it to live with your loved ones around you? Is it to stay in our youths forever? Is it to be able to love? Happiness. What is it? Today, I still cannot define happiness. I cannot ponder on happiness to much. I have to study and get good results. While doing that, I am still pursuing my happiness. Lonely jordan lost in the memories 9/29/2009 05:53:00 PM. Monday, September 28, 2009. Lonely jordan lost in the memories 9/28/2009 04:40:00 PM. Saturday, September 26, 2009. I wil...
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Abrogation .
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Wednesday, March 23, 2011 `x. I won't be posting that often as I'm too busy for anything else nowdays. No time to play the piano. No time to jam. No time to bond more with friends or with the juniors. Sometimes I miss the KL trip. At least life was more free there. The main thing we had to worry about was the music we play. But now, every bloody thing is about homework and studies. Just this morning, I realised that we sec fours are going to step down soon. Around a month or so. Then no more Band.
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Abrogation .
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011 `x. I'm becoming more and more lethargic. I don't know why. Everything's coming down to apathy. Studies is probably causing it. And people. I just want a quiet day. A break from everything. To empty my mind. Turning 17 on 29 Jan 12'. Class 1/6(2008), 2/6(2009), 3/4(2010), 4/4(2011). Pianist, Electone Organist, Tubist . I'm a book with white plain covers . X- style in obscuro. X- image from DayDreamGraphics.com. X- html coding by Ning.
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Abrogation .
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Monday, June 13, 2011 `x. Updated my music playlist. On Sunday, I watched the Mus'Art Youth Wind Orchestra's concert, 'Maiden Voyage' which was really enjoyable. Today, I went to celebrate Hadi's birthday today with Eugene, Crispan and Chai Sing at Seoul Garden. We ate LOADS of stuff, although there wasn't much variaty. It's either chicken or beef, and there's also salad, noodles and ice-cream. Our stomachs already reached maximum capacity within.thirty minutes? Turning 17 on 29 Jan 12'.
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Abrogation .
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Tuesday, January 18, 2011 `x. Weirdly, I don't feel anything these days. Maybe shorts bursts of sadness or anger? Perhaps rare moments of happiness? Besides that, I don't feel anything. It's like as though I don't have a soul. Sometimes I wonder, why am I not thinking about my own depressing personal matters. Like what I used to do last time. In fact, I seem to have a new habit now of poking my nose into other people's matters instead. Did I somehow managed to tune the gloom out? Turning 17 on 29 Jan 12'.
