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Sunday, March 12, 2006. Try to remember that a friend can become an enemy,. An enemy a friend,. And someone to whom you feel indifference. Can become either;. ALL of them, are only wishing to be happy like you. Therefore, try to be compassionate. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 11:32 PM. Wednesday, March 01, 2006. They finally found my pill. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 9:40 PM. My name is Lorrellie. No one really knows me. Hell, I don't even know myself. I wish I did.

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005. Ok, so today's starts out a typical day, get up shower, go to work, and to my surprise there are 3(three), yes i said 3 extra floor people, so j * and i get on the e.o. list. (for the very few not in the casino business that means you get an early out, and can go home). YIPPIE! My heart drops, i think i'm going to be sick, when i turn the corner and see that, its the friend, not "the baby". ok i'm still upset, who do they think they are? I agree whole heartedly. i have th...

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007. So, today, i E.O. (in casino lingo that means you get to leave early) YEAH FOR ME! So j * still manages to make me feel guilty anytime i do anything for myself. why do i let him do that to me, hell why do i let anyone do that to me! As all the geek speak people say) LMAO. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 2:39 PM. My name is Lorrellie. No one really knows me. Hell, I don't even know myself. I wish I did. People:My kids [ Amber and Ry] My Friends: Jenn, Sari and Suzi.

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Friday, July 29, 2005. In Lorr's perfect world. In Lorr's perfect world. We wouldn't have to worry about our children, cause we would all be there to take care of each other, we would understand if you needed some "me" time, and wouldn't question why? Because we would just know. Honesty would just come naturally, because there would be no reason for anything else. if we wanted to howl at the moon, burn incense, say a prayer, meditate, it would just be accepted. Why can't they just live and let live?

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Monday, August 07, 2006. What do i do? So, i'm thinking about moving to the coast, been thinking long and hard about it. so i mention it to j * and he says "if you really want to, i'll keep the kids until you get settled in." hmmmmm. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 9:39 PM. Saturday, August 05, 2006. Woot, another birthday :(. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 12:48 PM. My name is Lorrellie. No one really knows me. Hell, I don't even know myself. I wish I did. A cat named pi.

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Monday, December 26, 2005. Dead as dead can be," the doctor tells me,. But I just can't believe him,. Ever the optimistic one, I'm sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy. So, wake up and face me,. Don't play dead cause maybe someday I will walk away and say,. You disappoint me, Maybe you're better off this way". Leaning over you here cold and catatonic,. I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been,. It's your right and your ability to become my perfect enemy. Lorrellie Walks...

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Saturday, April 29, 2006. I had a dream my life would be. So different from this hell I'm living. So different now from what it seemed. Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.". The Musical Les Miserables. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 10:51 PM. Tuesday, April 18, 2006. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 6:59 PM. Thursday, April 06, 2006. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 10:36 PM. My name is Lorrellie. No one really knows me. Hell, I don't even know myself. This w...

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Friday, September 15, 2006. Well, its been over a month, and here i am back again. i don't post much because i am so depressed. and all it seems to be is a bunch of whinning. but i have to get this out some way. I am awful, i know when i'm this depressed i should call friends and try to get out, but, i catch myself just sitting by myself, away from everyone and everything. i am becoming so detached from reality. And jealous. its not fair. Lorrellie Walks Alone On This Endless Road] * 6:44 PM. I wish I did.

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Thursday, August 25, 2005. Well i added another blog to my list, it paul clement's from graveyard's blog, has his own personal art, pretty cool actually :). Also, i've still been getting birthday presents, even this late in the month. i love it! Sari got me a "beignet kit", mix, coffee and a cup from. Cool :) and jenn got me the coolest captive bead, has a beautiful fairy. main i love fairies, have you guessed? Anyway thanks SOOOOOOOO much! I like being loved. Been trying really hard not to be depressed.