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A New Normal: May 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. The mechanical echo of suicide. Or is it my inability to trust myself that I am more to my friends than a sounding board. Maybe my inability to move forward or my inability to share this with anyone lies in my own self-loathing. Why can't I seperate her death from my problems? I wish us both peace. The night i said goodbye.
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A New Normal: April 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. Little bros, poppo's, and albo's. Hi manda panda," Ayden interrupted my thoughts with his sleepy drawl. He had my heart and he knew it. I gave him a big hug. How bout some dinner please, manda panda? Melting as he spoke I squeezed him a bit harder and started making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Writing as a snapshot.
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A New Normal: July 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. Posted by amandakate at 3:10 PM. How could something so beautiful take away from my beauty as an individual? I believe only in enhancement. Posted by amandakate at 12:26 PM. Sick vs. Healthy. I recently read a question in one of those silly "would you rather." books. I feel alone in this experience. I am not one to compl...
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A New Normal: October 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. Fiction exercise #1, #2. 1 Character Sketch: Christine Joy Fullerton. I hope so; I told Jake that you saw his homerun last week. He is still glowing. 2 Dialogue with Character from Sketch. Christine Joy, you get yourself upstairs mama says. Mickey is red, fuming, shamed by his anger. Mama is shaking. I don’t have to ...I am ...
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A New Normal: August 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. I am simply amazed by the tides of life; and the waves of change that wash over all of us. Recently I have been waltzing down memory lane, wondering how life would be different if. I had to change that way of thinking because there is no future in yesterday. So I started wondering about life when:. I leave Arizona, for good.
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A New Normal: September 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. Cigarettes, heart and life. One year ago today I drove myself to the emergency room because I was having a horrible asthma attack. It was on my way there that I smoked my last cigarette. How sick is that? To sum all of this up; I am happy, healthy, and I am not broken. So much depends upon a year. Out of My Mind. That is wha...
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A New Normal: November 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. Posted by amandakate at 1:56 PM. What I am thankful for. Volume 2. Simply, my cup runneth over. Thank you. Posted by amandakate at 4:51 PM. What I am thankful for. Volume 1. Posted by amandakate at 4:06 PM. Arizona, United States. I am who I say I am, I just haven't said that much yet. View my complete profile.
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A New Normal: February 2007
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. Candles, cake, moving trucks, hearts, etc. Posted by amandakate at 6:05 PM. That's not why I write. I use this medium to understand what it is that my silence is screaming. So far I am not any closer to interpreting this foreign language of mine. I do believe. Now though that things are a little more tumultuous. I am who I s...
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A New Normal: December 2006
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This is to be read with your eyes open. If I have asked you here, thank you for coming. If you have come on your own accord than we obviously have something to learn from each other. Are you crying because of the incision? The porch is going to be fixed; not as gently as Emerson's heart was, but everything soon will start to go back to normal; Two healthy daughters, running water, a porch that isn't waterlogged. Isn't life grand? Posted by amandakate at 9:50 PM. I saw my sister and her husband comfort ea...
