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Monday, February 27, 2006. Met up with belle. Not really that scary as described by shermain. But well its rather heart stopping at times. Tempted to buy a bag. Wait till next month. no money alr. Just shop`d on sat. =/. Am so freakin tired. At times i just wish to disappear from the world. Hide at a corner. nobody to come near me. Nobody talk to me ; nobody disturb me. My insecurities is eating me alive. Sometimes the word friends make me wonder. What does it truly mean! What does it stands for? Feels g...
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Thursday, July 29, 2004. Hay hay. guess wat? This is my blog. woah! Im so damn freaking excited! Haha this will be my first entry. im so excited dat i dunno wat to put down. haha. now i got a place to put down every single thing i wanna say! Finally can get things off my chest le. wahahah. Anyway. im just so excited about this. hmm. juz wanna say how great to have frens like. YING CHIN, JIAM and AMANDA. We are the free LANcers! Kk gotta go for lesson. will update my blog. dun worry ya. see ya.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004. Sittin here alone facing my fears. With me are those unending tears. I dunno wat am i feeling. But i juz wanna kneel down and start prayin. I want everything to turn out alright. So i can just turn off the light and have a good night. But i dare not to hope. Afraid dat my heart cant cope. Cuz my heart is now broken. From those words which are unspoken. All i wan is to be in ur embrace. As ur love is filled w grace. In da night wen i am all alone. Today as i was out w carol....
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Saturday, October 30, 2004. My gosh. he tinks im someone wout feelin is it. wen i was feelin darn sad one moment. da next moment i will be fine! I will not lor. haiz. im really pissed at him la. wats w i dun tink i can meet u. they cuttin cake ltr. meet u tml k. ui tell me la! Urgh if he cant be ther ewen i really need him da most. he can juz jolly well go eat shit! FREELANCERS WILL NEVER BE SEPARATED! Threw a coin into the pond @ 23:11. Threw a coin into the pond @ 01:16. Friday, October 29, 2004. Dan i...
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Thursday, September 30, 2004. Hope dat tml mornin i feel beetre dan can go sch fer econs. i v bored lei. adn i hav da feelin dat even if i go. i will still be groggy. strengthless. haiz.dan can oso not learn well. haiz. im in such a dilemma now.aiya. hack la. will see how tml morning. Threw a coin into the pond @ 20:34. I really wanna get well. Threw a coin into the pond @ 13:45. Tuesday, September 28, 2004. Oh my gosh. i have a pimple! Can u imagine how bad dat is? Got any way to get it off. haha. Hmm y...
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Sunday, March 27, 2005. Fer da past 3 days was at chalet w mi dear carol and jo. Check in w loads of stuffs. Da amt of food we brought there was SCARY! Like wat carol's mum said. We machiam preparin fer war liddat. Went to our room and unpack some stuffs. Slacked fer awhile dan we went out to get more food. Can u sense da piggy-ness in us? Let me tell we wat food we have k. 8 pieces of stingray. 40 pieces of prawns. 30 pieces of chicken wings. 2 pkt of taiwan sausage. 2 pkt of hotdogs. 50 sticks of satay.
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Saturday, December 31, 2005. The last post of da year. today marks the end of yr 2005. Its time to look back at the entire year. good and bad. This year there are many major changes in my life. Was still in ny fer da 1st 3 months. but think god has a better plan fer me. Yupz got into TP-htm. new sch. new envt. new subs. new frens. Alot of adjusting has to be made. but well, i adapted well. Made loads of new frens , enjoying my life in sch. Think im happier accademically wise. Cuz i have him by my side.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005. Ooh forgot to add something. haas. Last wed. 16102005. Aft sch i went dwn to bugis and meet my precious lil thing. Haas yess. i brought him to billy bombers and eat. And yes he's addicted to the vanilla milkshake. mwahaahaa. Yes yes. it was a great meal. i was BLOATED after dat. Was kinda mad at him cuz i wanted to take pics. But ; see him alr no mood. haas. Its ok. wait till next mth ba. or maybe 13 days later. We shall see how. am so bored. Anyway bought a white skirt!
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Monday, May 30, 2005. Stuck in a dilemma! Gosh i dunno la. maybe its my mood swings dat im tinkin all these unnecessary stuffs ba. haiz. k la. have to go get ready fer bed le la. if not. tml i really cant go to sch on time le wor. Threw a coin into the pond @ 00:47. Sunday, May 29, 2005. I really need some enlightenment. Threw a coin into the pond @ 23:59. Thursday, May 26, 2005. My dearest johnny tanny is askin us out. WOOO! Im so happy la. so excited la! I miss him xia! Wednesday, May 25, 2005. Bored c...
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005. No motivation to study. My notes are callin me to slp! They dun wan my attention! Tis is so irritatin! Hmm went back to sch today and studied w aggy, sher, wy. It was quite productive la. But im gonna be so dead la. So much to study so lil time! Aft dat went over to granny hse fer dinner. Well guess the past few days were really crap! Juz missed my precious so much. Din even get to spend a single day w him. Da oni time we spent was dinner on sat night. It was total crap la!
