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From the Desk of...: December 2011
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From the Desk of. Wednesday, December 14, 2011. So, I guess it's time for a more practical update (Of course, during finals week. Very timely.). It's been a lot of me trying to conceptualize what I've been going through, etc. And I suppose that is. Practical in one sense. But here is an entry that's a bit less abstract. Well, I guess words will always remain abstract - that's the nature of trying to linguistically capture emotions and ideas. But here's my attempt. You get the idea. I gave it what I could...
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From the Desk of. Tuesday, October 18, 2011. On Friday, I decided to quit ED treatment. They required me to come in a minimum of three days a week, and I could only afford to come in for two. Well. that's half the reason. The other, more honest half is that maybe I decided to give in to my eating disorder. At first I was really sad and disappointed in myself for not being able to handle t. But I realized, I made a positive. October 19, 2011 at 6:16 PM. October 21, 2011 at 12:20 PM. Did you go to Herrick?
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From the Desk of. Tuesday, December 13, 2011. Failure of a human being. Must starve." These are the thoughts that run through my head when I begin to feel a hint of sadness, anxiety, anger. I know there's more to me than this. But somehow, I can't get past the horrible feeling of FAT. I know there's more to me than this, and this is the problem. Now, to try and write 10 more pages before 4 PM tomorrow. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Only on the Blue Line? ED Bites has moved!
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From the Desk of. Tuesday, February 14, 2012. Two weeks ago in therapy, I finally, for the first time in my life, really figured out why I'm so resistant to recovery (ED as well as other issues). I was talking to her about how I felt pressured to go back into ED treatment by other people in my treatment team, and expressed my frustration. It wasn't just the pressure, I told her, I don't even know if I want to get better! How will someone see that I exist, therefore something or someone to be loved? Becau...
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From the Desk of...: October 2013
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From the Desk of. Tuesday, October 8, 2013. Wow - has it really been more than a year since I've posted? I see a lot of people that I follow aren't active as much anymore. In the wonderful world of mental health blogging, this either means a lot of people are doing better, or they are doing worse. I hope it is the latter. In either case, I miss randomly rambling and the connections I found on here. So much has happened since my last post! 7 I've only cut twice in the past couple months! 8 I went to IP ED...
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From the Desk of. Wednesday, March 21, 2012. Daily life has been really challenging to maintain the last week or so. My PTSD has been intense this past week w/new memories and flashbacks. I've been struggling do things like shower and sleep, and just being awake in general is hard. I had to drop a class, unfortunately, but I think it was a good decision. Here's to finishing off this semester. Hopefully it will be another one without a hospitalization! I'll be proud of that achievement when it comes.
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From the Desk of. Tuesday, November 29, 2011. What kind of life is this when even the triumphs are sad and lonely? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I'm a girl stuck just like everyone else between life and death, struggling with the simultaneous pulls of both. (But mostly dealing with the wonderful journey called mental health.) This blog is kind of a catchall for my short-winded dribbles, but is geared towards the intersection of mental health and academia. View my complete profile. Eat, Pray, Crochet.
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From the Desk of. Tuesday, October 8, 2013. Wow - has it really been more than a year since I've posted? I see a lot of people that I follow aren't active as much anymore. In the wonderful world of mental health blogging, this either means a lot of people are doing better, or they are doing worse. I hope it is the latter. In either case, I miss randomly rambling and the connections I found on here. So much has happened since my last post! 7 I've only cut twice in the past couple months! 8 I went to IP ED...
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From the Desk of...: September 2011
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From the Desk of. Sunday, September 11, 2011. I wish I had more of an exciting update, but sometimes boring can be okay. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I'm a girl stuck just like everyone else between life and death, struggling with the simultaneous pulls of both. (But mostly dealing with the wonderful journey called mental health.) This blog is kind of a catchall for my short-winded dribbles, but is geared towards the intersection of mental health and academia. View my complete profile. ED Bites has moved!
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From the Desk of...: January 2012
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From the Desk of. Thursday, January 19, 2012. I saw this excerpt pasted on someone else's blog. I love this quote. I think it describes my experience of EDs exactly. Maybe you can relate:. Marya Hornbacher, Wasted. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. I saw this excerpt pasted on someone elses blog. . Only on the Blue Line? ED Bites has moved! Learning to Love your Body: A work in progress. Eat, Pray, Crochet. Simple template. Template images by gaffera.
