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Trying On My Masks: March 2011
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Monday, March 28, 2011. To be at peace in any endeavour,. We must release our need. To control the outcome. Diane Dreher (from 'The Tao of Inner Peace'). How do we release the need to control? How do we find this peace? Well I think the key is to find and concentrate on the joy, not on the control. If you live for joy, live life for the sheer happiness of it your focus will shift. And you will begin to RELEASE without even being aware of it. The things I can;.
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Trying On My Masks: October 2010
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Friday, October 22, 2010. Well, they say it's your birthday. nah nah nah nah nah. So yeah. Another birthday come. You know what I don't understand about them? Why do people make a big deal about "another year" added on? I find it odd. Maybe it's me? So yeah. Maybe I am the weird one. :) But that's ok. I can live with that. ;) Either way. Happy Hatch Day to me. :P Now. How old am I again? Wednesday, October 20, 2010. Monday, October 11, 2010. The things I can;.
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Trying On My Masks: December 2010
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Saturday, December 18, 2010. Waiting for the Light. Thursday, December 16, 2010. Speaks to my core. I found this on my PaganTeam webpage. It speaks to me, on so many levels, it touches me to my core. There are so many things for me to work on. and so much I have yet to grasp, yet with this, daily reading it, daily praying it, daily LIVING it. I know I can succeed. I must. I asked The Goddess to take away my pain. I asked The Goddess to to grant me patience.
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Trying On My Masks: New Meds.. Nervous...
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Wednesday, January 25, 2012. New Meds. Nervous. And wanting to be really skinny, like around 100 pounds (I'm only 5'1) which is really too skinny, but at least my tummy is mostly flat then. I have an unhealthy self image. Very low self esteem. and gaining a lot of weight is going to make it that much harder to keep my esteem up. Ok, So I really wasn't making a blog post just to rant about weight gain. really, I wasn't. Gah Ok, going to shut up for now.
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Trying On My Masks: February 2011
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Sunday, February 20, 2011. Some grand post here. I feel like I should be writing grand and earth shattering posts here. and that people should be riveted to my "Very Deep Thoughts" as Tori Amos would say. But honestly? I chased them away once, being stupid, being bipolar, aspie, and crazy. Didn't know it then, but I know it now, and I've worked through those "issues". So. How do I work through my other issues to gain more friends? Tuesday, February 1, 2011.
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Trying On My Masks: September 2010
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Tuesday, September 28, 2010. Tuesday, September 21, 2010. Well this weekend provided me with a tiny blessing. I was going along, at my normal moody speed, and I stopped Sunday afternoon to notice that the spiral willow out on our back porch seemed to be growing new leaves finally (caterpillars had eaten most). Well, right there on the tree was a butterfly! It had just come from within and was drying off it's wings! How amazing is that? How blessed can we be?
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Trying On My Masks: July 2010
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Friday, July 16, 2010. What to do, what to do. I'm already spending about $300 a month in supps, for ME (doesn't even include the kids). But if I go the MD route, MUCH cheaper, closer to $40 a month, and likely going the route of an antipsychotic will get me stable, but there's side effects, many of them which will not be pleasant. Think nausea and dizziness, and shakes, and weight-gain. To name a few. Think* think* think* think*. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Trying On My Masks: October 2011
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Saturday, October 22, 2011. Happy Hatch Day to meeeeeee. So for once, I'm excited and happy about my birthday. Going to lunch with a friend, then a party tomorrow at my mom's. :) Won't get my present til next month. I preordered the new Kindle Touch! Squeeee* I'm excited, can ya tell? Usually it's just "another day". Ok, enough rambling. I gotta eat breakfast. Monday, October 10, 2011. I don't understand it. I just don't understand where this is coming from?
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Trying On My Masks: November 2010
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Monday, November 29, 2010. So, I promised a jewelry post. And this is. for the most part. :) I am part of an awesome team on Etsy. Called Pagan Team and they have posted a challenge. It's called "We Are Here" and asks the question "What will let the world see who we/you are in relation to our/your chosen path and craft/art? It got me to thinking. What am I hoping to show in this piece? Sunday, November 28, 2010. Thursday, November 4, 2010. More than just words.
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Trying On My Masks: June 2011
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Trying On My Masks. View my complete profile. Tuesday, June 28, 2011. Battling the Friendship Monster. again. I don't know, maybe there's a reason I'm so bent on having friends. I see others get together and it makes me a bit jealous. Kind of sad really. Maybe what I really want is acceptance? Sunday, June 5, 2011. And now 4 years later, I have this amazing girl with a "tomboy diva" personality. I can't believe she's my last baby. Happy Hatch Day Morrigan! Such a big girl! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).