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Blue Light: November 2005
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005. The Story of the Gracious Failure. Why am I always the mediator? Always, ever since I was a wee child. I really don't mind, I like for people to feel as though they can confide in me, but I can't make everyone's freaking life decisions for them. I can tell you my opinion, but it ends there! Also, I offer no official handbooks to my friend's and roommates, I've yet to write them, it'll take me awhile. Song: Out Hud, How Long (i think I'll check for sure, track 6). I finally f...
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Blue Light: September 2006
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Sunday, September 10, 2006. I'm happy and safe there. The reality that's been processing inside me is the fact that I can't fake a thing! What do I do when I need a cover up? When he need not know how bugged I actually am? Rather than play sweet, unbothered, understanding. my reflex vomiting bares all. I'm naked.and the drama unfolds. At the end of it all I usually just realize that most of the problems are problems that can be fixed on my own, in other words, it's all me! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Blue Light: Along the lines of Asian Tradition
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006. Along the lines of Asian Tradition. So I've had lots of time to think lately due to the disownershipment. And I know the root of all my problems! It's because I'm white. I decided that it would be heavenly to be asian and this is no joke. I've been noticing them like crazy around these parts lately, they're everywhere. Why, you ask would it be so great to be asian? Ha, I love this. You are so funny. You should do standup. What is going on in the life of candice? I miss your blog.
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Blue Light: Los Brothers
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007. Working at a restaurant for the last couple years of my life, spending 30 to 40 hours weekly fetching sustinance for middle class "Dave's" and "Carol's," you'd think would warrant me right as lead slave to place judgements and predictions on anyone who walks through the door. I'm ususally dead on the quote on tip or table time and will express my rights. You do this with some simple formulas and equations. If they eat more than 3 bowls of chips each, cut expected tip in half.
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Blue Light: August 2007
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Thursday, August 09, 2007. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I'm not sorry I met you, I'm not sorry it's over, I'm not sorry. There's nothing to say.". View my complete profile.
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Blue Light: June 2006
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Friday, June 16, 2006. The Haunting. And Pleasantness. I wake up at almost exactly 7 am EVERY SINGLE MORNING. I sit straight up, usually anxious and scattered, thinking I'm late for work. Sadly this is just an interruption to the hours left to come of dreams stark full of serving dissasters! Is that what I'm left with? Now it's June the sixth month of the year 2006. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I'm not sorry I met you, I'm not sorry it's over, I'm not sorry. There's nothing to say.".
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Blue Light: The Haunting.... And Pleasantness
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Friday, June 16, 2006. The Haunting. And Pleasantness. I wake up at almost exactly 7 am EVERY SINGLE MORNING. I sit straight up, usually anxious and scattered, thinking I'm late for work. Sadly this is just an interruption to the hours left to come of dreams stark full of serving dissasters! Is that what I'm left with? Now it's June the sixth month of the year 2006. I've been away also, but when you are packing you can think of all sorts of things to do in procrastination. Can't wait to rejoin your life.
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Blue Light: January 2006
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006. Trouble in the OC. My life has turned into what would be a really great episode of Laguna Beach. For those that don't know what I'm talking about, Laguna Beach is this hit on MTV of high school, ok one more time HIGH SCHOOL kid's dramatized lives. I'm an adult now, shouldn't drama be replaced by ordinary old maturity and communication? And I never did do much of the whole drama thing in HS. Song: Portions for foxes, Rilo Kiley. Ain't that the truth? Monday, January 02, 2006.
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Blue Light: December 2005
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Friday, December 23, 2005. Blast from the past. What will I ever do when all my current friends earn degrees and and move away forever? I won't be able to manage. I always get really attached to people, friends mostly. I hate saying goodbye more than anything in the whole world! I ate with Rachel Lee the other day and this hit me very hard! Christmas will be here in like two seconds! I'll fit the description to a T, they'll be so pleased and leave me a large tip along with a business card with a phone nu...
