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Of Course It's All In My Head - This Is My Life
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Of Course It's All In My Head. It feels weird to be sick and to talk about it without being told Im a hypochondriac. Oh, maybe sometimes a little problem is blown up in my mind into a bigger deal than it really is but for the most part every time Ive stepped into a medical test to see if there really is. Something wrong with me Ive been vindicated. Extreme pain two years ago that had me knocking my head against the wall a year after feeling the exact same pain in the exact same way? Yup; hernia. An u...
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My Super Power - This Is My Life
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Putting that together, I went for a walk where I was supposed to die and instead I ended up with a family full of love. More than that, a few months later I went to the hospital with horrible abdominal pain. It turns out my appendix had been going slowly bad for a very long time and was ready to explode. If I had not met lj user=laurapatrick when I did then most likely (looking at my planned route/time frame) my appendix would have burst somewhere in the mountains of California. Id have died. Powered by ...
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You are viewing the most recent 1 entries. October 28th, 2014. I'm Home, I'm Okay, I'm a Little Bit Broken. Im home from my second surgery this month and Im probably better, done with hospitals, brain surgery, and lumbar taps. Im healing. Im getting better. I can see that. And Im a little bit broken. Not from the surgery or the stay at the hospital. Those were mostly fine, though Id rather never repeat it. But Im broken. The part of my memory dealing with this moment tells me it lasted a minute, and that...
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Decades In Days - This Is My Life
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My steps are shuffling and unsure on my way from the living room couch and into the kitchen. Weaving around a chair takes thought and extra physical effort. Maybe enough that sitting in that chair for a moment or two is a good idea. Yeah, sitting down here, barely 20 feet from where I started walking? Thats a good idea; the dizziness and weakness have come back. Its on the counter! Alright, it didnt break because it was such a small drop. Thats a win in my book. Shuffle, step. Shuffle, step. Back...Im br...
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You are viewing the most recent 1 entries. October 28th, 2014. I'm Home, I'm Okay, I'm a Little Bit Broken. Im home from my second surgery this month and Im probably better, done with hospitals, brain surgery, and lumbar taps. Im healing. Im getting better. I can see that. And Im a little bit broken. Not from the surgery or the stay at the hospital. Those were mostly fine, though Id rather never repeat it. But Im broken. The part of my memory dealing with this moment tells me it lasted a minute, and that...
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Be True - This Is My Life
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Be true to yourself. Her voice still echoes in my head when I least expect it to as though some deep crag of my brain released its hold on the memory at just the right, or wrong, moment. She told me to be true to myself. She also told me to grow up to be the person she wanted me to become. She also told me that you cant save the world so I should stop trying. Or is the true me the man inside that breaks out every now and then, watching what he eats and getting in shape? Is the true me the man I am when I...
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I'm Okay - This Is My Life
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Writing is how I process things that happen to me. Sharing them on Livejournal or any social media is sort of the same thing; I get feedback and see things in different ways. Its a good trade-off even though I often feel a bit attention-whorish. Okay, a lot. I like writing for an audience and getting responses. What can I say? One thing I cant do very well right now is focus on a narrative so this is probably skipping around a bit. Id apologize for that but Im guessing most of you dont care.
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Sometimes I Have Trouble Coming Up With Titles - This Is My Life
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Sometimes I Have Trouble Coming Up With Titles. My attention span is crap lately. Everything I write is crap. I feel like crap. Crap, crap, crap. I should have titled this Craptastic, the Musical. The constant pain and fatigue are making me feel like a waste of space. I look around me at the mess the little one created today and feel helpless to even start at picking it up. Im going to make a go at it now that shes napping but all I really want to do is lay down and nap with her.
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This Is My Life. Created on 12 December 2002 (#810751). Last updated on 3 March 2017. I was born in the frozen wastelands of Rome, NY. This smog-choked world of ice was a difficult one for a young boy growing up into manhood. Adopted into a large family of savage warriors I learned their ways and not only found how to survive, but how to thrive. Now I'm a father trying to teach his daughter to live in this big crazy world with him, her mom, and the roughly 6 billion other folks. Having a geek wife.
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