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heart-shaped box: January 2011
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Now I can talk about it. I can talk about it now. I really thought January was going to be our month. I was positive. And I was so. Positive. For the first time since 15 August last year, I was almost happy. It could have just been the relief at being able to try again at last. Either way, it was pretty awesome. Tested again on Sat morning. Borderline negative. I willed that line with all my heart. Waited patiently, then not-so-patiently. WHERE ARE YOU? But I knew. I already knew. I just didn't w...Relax...
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heart-shaped box: So much to tell you
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So much to tell you. I have. so much to tell you. 21 March 2011 at 7:29 am. 21 March 2011 at 6:38 pm. 22 March 2011 at 11:47 pm. Yes, lots of good news :). Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). My name is Steph. I'm a wife, I'm a mum, I work a full-time job, and. in my spare time, I scrap! I love to scrap, I love to papercraft, and I love to make cards. I love it so much that I became a Close to my Heart consultant! The rest is history. captured in the pages of my albums, and on my blog! More blogs I love.
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV: November 2011
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV. Searching for my rainbow. Friday, November 25, 2011. Melbourne - love this town. Happy Friday and thank goodness it's here! Start of the weekend and away from this hell-hole called 'my work' for two days. I seriously cannot stand my boss anymore, I have never met such an erratic, control freak and bull-crapper before in my life! What a big mistake I made taking this stupid job that was only ever good for the first month. I would be back there in a heartbeat. I was thinking ...
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV: Love frustrated
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV. Searching for my rainbow. Sunday, May 27, 2012. Can I be in love when all I feel is a big twist in my belly. How can I love somebody that continues to lead me on, play hot then cold? Maybe I don't know how I feel. He continues to play me, want to make plans but not make them true, leave me waiting around, frustrated and angry. How can I let someone treat me like this, and yet still feel so strongly for him. And every time he sends me a text, all is forgiven again. Love It d...
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV: Bad Hair Night
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV. Searching for my rainbow. Monday, April 16, 2012. It was hard to accept but I had one of those nights. As I was preparing to meet up with Cuz for a bite and a few glasses of wine in Neutral Bay, I didn't think to do my hair, rather it was just tied up. I did however go a little heavier on the eye liner giving myself a little taste of mod, printed knitted dress and high heeled suede boots. Cuz then came into my room, little shorts on, high heeled pumps finished with a furry ...
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV: Boys, boys, boys
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV. Searching for my rainbow. Thursday, February 23, 2012. Boys, boys, boys. I must say getting attention from boys gives me the warm and fuzzies. I mean I'm not in love, far from it. But I have come a long way from feeling so unwanted and ugly at one point in my life to finding a new confidence within myself. It was so obvious to everyone around me but of course not obvious to me, clutching onto the strands of what could've been with him. It may not even eventuate to anything ...
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV: Obsessed
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV. Searching for my rainbow. Friday, May 18, 2012. It's not everyday you meet someone who could be your soul mate. Someone who you instantly connect with and can tell all your dark secrets too without hesitation. Someone who understands you, read you like a book, and in an instant know that you want him to stay forever more. Someone who you can just melt into, drift away and also someone that can bring out the best and the worst in you. The next time we made plans to meet, I w...
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV: October 2011
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV. Searching for my rainbow. Friday, October 28, 2011. Out on a school night. Last night I went to a media event. A birthday bash for a magazine turning 10. I got to mingle with celebs and media reps, editors and endless top-ups of Bollinger. The canapés before the speech and presentation were tasty and stylish, what more can you expect from a top shelf food magazine? When we did head out again later though the pigs ears were gone! When we left we were given a goodie bag fille...
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV: May 2012
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Travels, Tastes and Trashy TV. Searching for my rainbow. Monday, May 28, 2012. Reluctantly she let's him go. Last night when I didn't even get a reply, not even to say he didn't feel like leaving his house or making plans, I knew it was it. I could not put myself through another bout of depression, anxiety and disappointment. Enough was enough. So many times I wanted to text him today and I didn't. Every time my phone vibrated, I always wished it was him. I am sighing inside me. Oh well. How can I let so...
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heart-shaped box: October 2010
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So much to think about. My heart hurts today. I've been trying to work on Christmas planning, but it just hurts :( This really isn't getting any easier, but maybe it isn't supposed to yet. It makes me sad knowing that I won't be almost 7 months pregnant at Christmas like I was supposed to be. It's hard to be excited this year, and that's not like me. I'm trying though. I really am. For mat leave, and I couldn't. Maybe it's not that I don't want a career - maybe I just don't want. Uni But I want a job whe...