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Trusting God's Heart...: Five Years Again
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Wednesday, December 19, 2012. I never, in my wildest dreams, imagined that the greatest most difficult anguish I would ever endure, would link my soul with another mother, a country away, whose heart was being torn in all the same ways. I couldn't have foreseen that the bitterest hurt would breathe life to the sweetest connection. December 19th, 2007. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). In May of 2007 I found out that my fourth child was des...
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Trusting God's Heart...: October 2009
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Tuesday, October 13, 2009. I can't help but wonder when I will know what to expect. Last year was sad but still a celebration of the sweet girl who changed our world.today was nothing but raw and painful. I spent the better part of today lost and terrified of the heaviness that washed over me. I felt little comfort from my loving God who opened up the sky to weep with me. It was just heavy and hard. I miss my little girl so much. At first th...
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Trusting God's Heart...: It's silly really...
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Thursday, April 05, 2012. Tonight I am debating about switching blog platforms, about buying a domain, about changing things up. Nothing earth shattering. And then the thought hits. Well, it would be silly to move *both* blogs.". And I almost can't breathe for the mere idea of leaving *this* blog behind. I feel nearly suffocated by the thought. Like I'd be leaving this small monument to my precious baby behind. Oh baby, I miss you so much.
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Trusting God's Heart...: Milestone Birthdays
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Saturday, October 13, 2012. I think every family celebrates different ones in different ways, for us there are a few big birthdays. After the first, it's the fifth. By five you are so much the little person. You start school that year and begin to get your own ideas about friends, toys, the world. There are so many firsts in that fifth year. But not for Eden. Her firsts and lasts were 36 hours apart, or one and the same. In May of 2007 I fou...
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Trusting God's Heart...: February 2012
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Sunday, February 12, 2012. So much left of your story. My Precious Eden,. Tonight I wrote about what it was like to hold your baby sister in my arms for the first time. I still miss you so much. I am still grateful for every second of your short little life. I wish you were tearing things apart with Zoe, but every day I see more and more of God's plan with you, and I know He has even more in store than I will ever understand. At first the id...
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Trusting God's Heart...: December 2012
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Wednesday, December 19, 2012. I never, in my wildest dreams, imagined that the greatest most difficult anguish I would ever endure, would link my soul with another mother, a country away, whose heart was being torn in all the same ways. I couldn't have foreseen that the bitterest hurt would breathe life to the sweetest connection. December 19th, 2007. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). In May of 2007 I found out that my fourth child was destined to...
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Trusting God's Heart...: October 2014
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Monday, October 13, 2014. It's weird to only update once a year. it's weird to only mark birthdays when once this little blog was my lifeline. it's also so strange to look back and read the yearly birthday entries. Last year I was less than a day from saying goodbye to my dad, and missing my sweet Eden, and separated from my little family by distance. I was alone. Far too alone. I don't feel the gaping loneliness of last year. In May of 2007...
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Trusting God's Heart...: August 2009
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Sunday, August 02, 2009. It starts so simply.and then God in his abundance, finishes it so amazingly! About two months after Eden's initial diagnosis, well into my journey, I was introduced to another mother destined to have to make the same types of decisions for her ill, not yet born, son. In my dreams I wondered if we would ever meet this side of heaven. I doubted we would, but I hoped. And then all of a sudden it was happening! A gift fr...
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Trusting God's Heart...: October 2013
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My struggles and triumphs when my world got turned upside down. Sunday, October 13, 2013. Today the weather is very much like that overcast October day 6 years ago. There is also the same sense of fear.yet it is not tinged with miraculous hope today. Today I am sitting in my parents home, missing my mother who left us not quite four months ago, watching my daddy struggle for each breath as his body shuts dow and his soul prepares to leave this earth. Today feels incredibly big and I feel incredibly small.
