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a folder full of heartache | futilemess
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I accidentally ruined my life. A folder full of heartache. December 19, 2013. Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. I know my life’s a mess, but forget that and just look how tidy my file system is! Memories are all we’re left with at the end of the day. When all else is said and done, they are the only things that are truly ours, that we take with us to the grave. But memories have a habit of fading over time… until something – it could be a song, a photograph, a smell,. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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I accidentally ruined my life. Larr; a folder full of heartache. So this is help. December 13, 2013. The weekend is almost upon us, again. I do hope it’s not a repeat of last weekend. So yes. Self-absorbed. A thoughtless, selfish, drunken idiot who can’t act appropriately or with any respect? Apparently, the answer to that was yes. I haven’t cried over him since that phone call. If there’s another call this weekend, I won’t answer it. There is no point, anymore. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. So this is help.
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I accidentally ruined my life. A folder full of heartache. December 19, 2013. Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. I know my life’s a mess, but forget that and just look how tidy my file system is! Memories are all we’re left with at the end of the day. When all else is said and done, they are the only things that are truly ours, that we take with us to the grave. But memories have a habit of fading over time… until something – it could be a song, a photograph, a smell,. December 13, 2013. Then he rang...
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I accidentally ruined my life. Larr; in the end. So this is help. December 11, 2013. Whatever the reason is, these tablets aren’t going to solve it. They aren’t going to organise the chaos in my head, or undo the mess I’ve made of my life. But they will bring a degree of numbness to it, and that’s better than nothing – for now. One Comment on “so this is help”. Holly L Campbell, CADC. December 12, 2013 at 12:41 am. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public).
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May | 2014 | apparentlyfunctioning
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Monthly Archives: May 2014. As a general rule, I am really not good with change. It throws me and then I start to panic. I have just seen an email about massive changes happening at work. I find it frustrating as the changes are basically going back to the model we used to use. I can see that there may be a chance for me to progress into the area I want to but I’d still rather not go through the changes. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. May 14, 2014. The reality of self harm.
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Looking after oneself | apparentlyfunctioning
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My mum worries that I don’t take care of myself. Beside the obvious self harm, she is right. I don’t eat well, I ignore physical health concerns and I drink too much. I have pondered what she said for a while but it was only today that the answer came to me in a lightbulb moment. To take care of yourself, you have to believe you are worth taking care of. I know it’s pretty obvious and I guess I knew it – just couldn’t articulate it. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. October 15, 2014.
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May | 2015 | apparentlyfunctioning
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Monthly Archives: May 2015. Today I read an article that terrified the life out of me. A new “craze” called the paracetamol challenge. The dangers of taking too many (even by a few) paracetamol are well documented. In overdose, it, like so many medications, can be fatal. There is treatment but there is a limited time frame in which it can be effective. Despite the warning labels, I think it’s easy to forget this or even to dismiss it, to say “what harm can 1 extra do? May 26, 2015.
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October | 2014 | apparentlyfunctioning
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Monthly Archives: October 2014. My mum worries that I don’t take care of myself. Beside the obvious self harm, she is right. I don’t eat well, I ignore physical health concerns and I drink too much. I have pondered what she said for a while but it was only today that the answer came to me in a lightbulb moment. To take care of yourself, you have to believe you are worth taking care of. I know it’s pretty obvious and I guess I knew it – just couldn’t articulate it. This entry was posted in Uncategorized.
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Change | apparentlyfunctioning
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As a general rule, I am really not good with change. It throws me and then I start to panic. I have just seen an email about massive changes happening at work. I find it frustrating as the changes are basically going back to the model we used to use. I can see that there may be a chance for me to progress into the area I want to but I’d still rather not go through the changes. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. May 14, 2014. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here.
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December | 2015 | apparentlyfunctioning
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Monthly Archives: December 2015. The reality of self harm. Self harm is taking centre stage in my life right now. Most of the time I am in control of it but I am most definitely not at the moment. It’s not new, we have walked hand in hand for 17 years now. Sometimes it follows and at other times it leads me. No matter what I do I seem unable to get away from any of it making it so much harder to resist doing it again. Self harm isn’t just about the physical effects, it takes over your life.
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10.38pm | apparentlyfunctioning
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It’s 10.38pm. I’m sat in front of my mirror sat in my pyjamas crying, hating my reflection. Hating it so much, I want to smash the mirror. I won’t. Good girls don’t do things like that. Today I got up and went to work. I had a relatively productive day and despite working 8 1/4 hours as opposed to the 6 I am meant to, I managed to leave the office by 4.30 and head home to see a friend whose back from travelling after 3 months. My wrists ache and my scars itch. I need to hurt myself. Why? September 3, 2014.
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To be dealt with. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. April 14, 2014. This week and Self sabotage. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. The reality of self harm.
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Monthly Archives: April 2014. To be dealt with. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. April 14, 2014. This week and Self sabotage. I excel at self sabotage; then we all have to be good at something. 2 weeks ago I had a call with Occupational Health – his report states. On top of all of this is my voluntary work which I love but is taking up so much of my time. Wow, that turned into a rant. Reading it back, at least I can see why I am so exhausted. It doesn’t make it any better though. April 5, 2014.
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Still scared | apparentlyfunctioning
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She’s lovely, she’s always lovely. It doesn’t help. I was as honest as I could be. She is going to refer me to Urgent Care/Crisis team again – how much of a failure and a burden does that make me feel? That won’t change no matter what anyone says. How can I be back with Urgent Care less than just 6 months after being discharged from them? This entry was posted in Uncategorized. December 2, 2013. 2 thoughts on “ Still scared. December 3, 2013 at 12:13 pm. December 5, 2013 at 11:42 pm.
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Mot de passe :. J'ai oublié mon mot de passe. Je te promets une Histoire différente des autres . 3. On a beau tout rêver, tu dépasses le rêve. Le 15 avril 2009, ou le rêve d'une vie. Eburon de Nemours and Hélène ; envers et contre tout. Mise à jour :. Abonne-toi à mon blog! Belgian Warmblood né le 07/06/2004. Par Escuro (Hannovrien) and Duskybeauty (KWPN). Déménagement à L'Etrier des Cabanelles (Valflaunès) demain à 9h. Moi je suis en Angleterre, du neuf le w-e prochain! Ou poster avec :. Ou poster avec :.
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Mot de passe :. J'ai oublié mon mot de passe. Accoudée au Juke-box, j'ai rangé ma mégalo. L'homme ne peut se contenter de la réalité, c'est pour cela qu'il invente. Mise à jour :. C'est un peu comme si j'aimais le monde. Château enneigé. La foret qui le borde et. Abonne-toi à mon blog! C'est peut être ça, un début. Ou poster avec :. Retape dans le champ ci-dessous la suite de chiffres et de lettres qui apparaissent dans le cadre ci-contre. Posté le dimanche 03 septembre 2006 12:44. Le long de la route es...
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I accidentally ruined my life. A folder full of heartache. December 19, 2013. Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. I know my life’s a mess, but forget that and just look how tidy my file system is! Memories are all we’re left with at the end of the day. When all else is said and done, they are the only things that are truly ours, that we take with us to the grave. But memories have a habit of fading over time… until something – it could be a song, a photograph, a smell,. December 13, 2013. Then he rang...
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The Ethics of AI. 8220;We’ll never be as straight as they want us to be”: A Case For The Cribs. Generic politics post #2635480217. The club I used to know…. Maxine Turner on “We’ll never be as…. The Ethics of AI. Currently, AI doesn’t pose a particularly potent threat to our existence, but its continued development does raise some socio-political and ethical conundrums. Spike Jonze’s. How does the prospect of developing AI affect us in our daily lives though? For this very reasoning, the term ‘roboethics...
futileness in a sentence | simple examples
In A Sentence .org. The best little site that helps you understand word usage with examples. Futileness in a sentence. Maybe the prudent way to do that would be in scenario depictionbut even then it reminds me of the futileness of Trainspotting . js. The skull and the serpent were always before him, the symbols of eternal futileness and of eternal hate. People often say they feel like just a drop in the bucket, Lappé says, with the sense of futileness that the idea conveys. Use ballrooms in a sentence.
