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Hubené zbytečnosti...: července 2010
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Pondělí 26. července 2010. Když váha odpustí jednu žranici…. Měla jsem teď menší krizi. Ztratila jsem hubnoucí „drajv“ a párkrát se najedla. O dost. Víc, než bylo nutné. Když se člověk dopracuje do fáze, kdy se mu žaludek o něco zmenší, protože je zvyklý na méně jídla, je dojezd každé žranice obzvlášť nechutný. Někdy to i celkem bolí. Cítila jsem se zaplácaná vším tím jídlem daleko déle, než při žranici ve „standardním období.“ Tělo to člověku nedá jen tak zapomenout. Prosím, čtěte Prohlášení (. 8211; je...
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Hubené zbytečnosti...: Pro ana, pohádka bez dobra a zla
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Čtvrtek 15. července 2010. Pro ana, pohádka bez dobra a zla. Přemýšlela jsem, zda tohle psát. Zda nahlédnout do světa za zrcadlem a pokusit se pochopit holky, které jsou mnohdy tisíckrát víc než to, pro co se zažil termín pro-ana. To, že k nám pro-ana přišla spíš jako módní trend, znamenalo její naprosté zpovrchnění. 8222;autentický pro-ana blog.“. Také jsem dříve viděla české pro-ana blogy, než ty zahraniční. První myšlenka:. To jsou ale znuděné krávy! Posléze jsem celou věc pustila z hlavy jako něco př...
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Becoming Picture Perfect: October 2012
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Monday, October 15, 2012. I'm a weird mix of tired and excited right now. On one hand, cloudy days and not enough sleep. On the other hand, SCIENCE and halloween costumes and maybe Alaska next summer for an internship at a lab? Okay, more excited than tired.). Words are not happening right now so PICTURES. Part 1 of the Mad Scientist costume has been acquired. Yes, that's me. Hello! Reading this in preparation for robot building. You wish you were this cool. Saturday, October 6, 2012. Tracking My Food Is.
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Becoming Picture Perfect: February 2013
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Friday, February 8, 2013. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Tracking My Food Is. Frustrating. I am angry at the nutritional content in most of our food. I decided to start tracking my food to just get a general idea of my macro nutrient. Pro Ana: My Struggles with and Acceptance of Ana. I don't know if anyone still reads this ever. But i was shown something yesterday and it made me think of all of you who have read this blog. I've always. Yummy Secrets - A ProAna Blog. I weigh 136....
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Becoming Picture Perfect
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Thursday, January 17, 2013. JILLIAN IS NOT AVAILABLE AT THE MOMENT. Her mind is slippery and far adrift. AND LOUD. Please try again soon. Nina of the Night. I love you I love you I love you I love you. January 17, 2013 at 9:08 PM. Nina of the Night. Sorry I pressed publish with my finger on the touchscreen :-/ . My mind is contacting your mind and sending you massive hugs and hoping that things quieten down soon xxxxx. January 17, 2013 at 9:09 PM. January 18, 2013 at 9:09 PM. View my complete profile.
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Becoming Picture Perfect: January 2013
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Sunday, January 20, 2013. Is listening to Genesis an acceptable alternative to seeing people and accomplishing things? Saturday, January 19, 2013. Ready or not, here I come! So I'm back. Everything still feels too bright and too loud, but here I am. It's this new kind of loneliness, one that comes with adulthood maybe, where I need someone real and close that I can talk to with ease, or not talk to, really, someone who understands, patiently. Sounds kind of unreal, doesn't it? Thursday, January 17, 2013.
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Becoming Picture Perfect: August 2012
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Wednesday, August 29, 2012. Sorry for the moment of panic. I was just angry and disappointed. It's nothing I can't handle. I'm really excited to start Uni next week. Truly, it doesn't matter if I make any friends because I'm there for the classes, which are really interesting. And if I do meet some great people, all the better! They won't know about my past. I think it'd be nice. Tuesday, August 28, 2012. I don't have much time but yesterday I panicked and I scratched at my arms again. I hadn't self-...
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Becoming Picture Perfect
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Sunday, January 20, 2013. Is listening to Genesis an acceptable alternative to seeing people and accomplishing things? Have something random and hilarious:. Http:/ www.youtube.com/watch? I seriously cant stop watching that video right now . Love you Jillian *Hugs you tightly*. January 21, 2013 at 12:41 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Tracking My Food Is. Pro Ana: My Struggles with and Acceptance of Ana. Yummy Secrets - A ProAna Blog. Dare i describe how it felt to be pre...
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Becoming Picture Perfect: April 2013
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Wednesday, April 10, 2013. I slipped up a little. I think maybe if I write it here where someone can see it, I'll stop.Wishful thinking. This may be triggering I guess, so if you're in a vulnerable place, stop reading now. And take care! And then I purged a couple of times the following weeks, stopped for a while. I was so proud! Surely I can do a little better than cutting once and purging five times in twenty days. Seriously. I was supposed to turn over a new leaf and everything. Yes Yes it is. Runaway...
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Becoming Picture Perfect: i've never admitted this before, not really
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Monday, January 7, 2013. I've never admitted this before, not really. In the light of the last week and an unnerving almost-experience, I've been researching the "asexual" label more thoroughly. As maybe a thing that I am and not a disorder or a problem. I'd already given it a lot of thought. I know I haven't gone much into detail about this. It's very personal and I hope I'm not making anyone uncomfortable. The vertigo is back. no no no no. January 7, 2013 at 7:24 PM. You should NOT hate yourself for yo...