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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You: I'll Build Me A Paris Out Of Fountain Pens And Lined Paper.
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You. I'm winning you with words because I have no other way.". Monday, December 17, 2012. I'll Build Me A Paris Out Of Fountain Pens And Lined Paper. Paris is waking up in the morning and having ten extra minutes to do your hair. Paris is finding a 20 dollar bill in your pocket. Paris is kissing someone you haven't seen in a very long time. Paris is figuring out why you're angry. Paris is being able to breathe. In, out. Out, in. I'll always want Paris. 500 by Ch...
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries: March 2013
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries. Monday, March 11, 2013. N to music, but it's nice to know there still is some. You offend me so. There was nothing I loved more than listening to it. Wondering if you're scared. Or if you're just breathing. Or if you're only cold from this winter's hard beating. I loved feeling it's beat. On my cold tipped ears. Because it was proof that you were actually real. That you were human. That you are human. Cry, you're still human. Oh how i hope youll trust me someday. We Used To Wait.
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries: Hatred and Butterflies,
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries. Friday, June 7, 2013. Hatred and Butterflies,. I used to think it was all about butterflies and finding wings. I thought it was all about escaping where I am. I thought there was no way I could make anything better. I thought I was stuck there in the mud and my wings were the only way out. Now, I can't imagine how I was so content with loneliness. And all those lies. Because, none of it, was even worth the risk. Happy I didn't think it was quite possible. You wouldn't know beca...
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries: July 2014
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries. Monday, July 21, 2014. I wish I was in a greenhouse instead of writing lines.". Laughing with you was always real. Genuine, ever second of it. I laugh now and my face hurts. My cheeks ache and I know it was never. This way with you. I honestly miss being able to laugh so obnoxiously. So loud, that's probably how the neighbors knew we were in love. Maybe even before I did. The neighbors probably knew it from the start. Always watching. You know, neighbors. It was then as I watch...
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries: July 2013
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The Phyllis Sloan Diaries. Sunday, July 28, 2013. Winter Posts, never posted. I never stress but when I do stress I stress about becoming. And I don't know much about you, but I do know about me. And, God, you know that every minute I'm trying everything I can to hold the tears in my eyes. Where they belong. Because I'm so nervous. But I'm just scared about letting you down. I'm always scared about letting you down, God. And, God, this is all that I have. And I've realized that these mirrors face me.
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Stop Standing There: 3 Poems
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Sunday, December 9, 2012. I couldn't decide on which poem I liked the most. So I'm writing 3, from Where the Sidewalk Ends. I’ve never washed my shadow out. In all the time I’ve had it. It was absolutely filthy I supposed,. And so today I peeled it off. The wall where it was leaning. And stuck it in the washtub. I put in the soap and bleach and stuff,. I let it soak for hours,. I wrung it out an hung it out to dry,. And whoever would have thunk. That is would have gone and shrunk. Cozy as can be house.
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You: December 2012
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You. I'm winning you with words because I have no other way.". Monday, December 17, 2012. Maybe I'll Be Charlotte Forever. Or at least I'll try. Because when you find out who I am in real life, you'll be disappointed. Yes, that's me. I know Charlotte isn't real. And I'll never be her. Maybe she and I will just be distant cousins, or pen pals that don't have time to write. She'll be living life, and I'll be watching on the other side of the glass. Except I know t...
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You: Maybe I'll Be Charlotte Forever.
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You. I'm winning you with words because I have no other way.". Monday, December 17, 2012. Maybe I'll Be Charlotte Forever. Or at least I'll try. Because when you find out who I am in real life, you'll be disappointed. Yes, that's me. I know Charlotte isn't real. And I'll never be her. Maybe she and I will just be distant cousins, or pen pals that don't have time to write. She'll be living life, and I'll be watching on the other side of the glass. I love this blog.
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You: I Don't Move On.
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You. I'm winning you with words because I have no other way.". Sunday, December 2, 2012. I Don't Move On. Two steps outside and I know I've already ruined my chances. Thanks for telling me I'm exactly what you're looking for, but that you're not exactly looking. Oxymorons were never really my thing. So okay, I'm not a philosopher. I'm not ready to be enlightened. I'm not ready for applause or sweet perfume. Don't forget me, please. I'm losing my mind.
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You: September 2012
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Notes From All The People Who Used To Love You. I'm winning you with words because I have no other way.". Sunday, September 30, 2012. I had a dollar in my hand and a patch on my feet, I had a collar 'round my neck and too many scars on my knees. I had a love once, he had no other job. Still, he wasn't enough and he got himself robbed. But it's 1,2,3, put your money on me. Put my skull in your grip, feel it crack as you squeeze. It's only then I feel a bit of spite. Posted by Sariah May. I went too far.
