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The Maybe Baby (Babies): 10/01/2010 - 11/01/2010
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The Maybe Baby (Babies). Childhood cancer survivor. That's the good news. Bad news? Chemo and radiation zapped my eggs leaving me infertile. Egg donors were found, several attempts were made and finally we were blessed with beautiful twin girls - born too early (21 wks, 5 days on Dec. 5, 2008). Hang out with me while we savor life with Big Baby Boy, who arrived via gestational surrogate on March 25, 2013. Wednesday, October 27, 2010. Day 15 - house, well, home. Day 15 - what you like about your house?
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You seem depressed | I lost a World
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I lost a World. Laquo; The days went by. September 5, 2014. 8220;You seem depressed,” he tells me. This isn’t the first time he’s told me this. I think the first time was actually at a time in my life when I was feeling relatively happy and energetic and in control of my life, so I have to wonder – what are the signs of depression he is picking up from me? But I think it’s likely passing and not that big of a deal. So I don’t. What type of emotion can I show without upsetting him? I might be. Would t...
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Watermelon Welcome | I lost a World
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I lost a World. October 3, 2014. Dot’s school had a “watermelon welcome” event for the kids and their families. N was working, but I was there, of course, and she had a great time showing me her many tricks on the climbers and slides while playing with her friends. There were lots of kids there, lots of kids with siblings. Lots of baby brothers and baby sisters. Do you see where this is going? Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:.
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Miscellany | I lost a World
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I lost a World. Laquo; You seem depressed. September 11, 2014. Here’s a tour of the jumbled museum of my brain. It’s a working museum, so things may move as you look around. Also, there are tigers. I made a budget spreadsheet and N has agreed to fill in his bills and expenses so that we can finally work together on our finances. Like actual grown-ups. I think this is going to be really good. Also, as the daughter of an accountant, I should have done it years ago. Exhibit 5: I agree! Forget about it. ...
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Neon.
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Type your 1000-word welcome message or whatever you want here, or you could put a song in and stuff. Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 9:08:00 AM. Been counting the days. My 2 weeks of freedom,. Can't say boring here.HAHA. My first ever Car practical was ok.Fun,Scared.But EXCITED. Did moderately for accts paper. Boyfriend been telling me about hes P.O.P. If i were to go there(pulau brani)must wear the clothes that he wants. If not,take it or leave it. Kalau ye pon,Who will be going wif me this time? Monday, May 2...
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Not all gloom | I lost a World
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I lost a World. Laquo; Watermelon Welcome. The end of the family bed. October 7, 2014. My last few posts have been perhaps a bit vent-y and full of whinging. I’m not going to apologize because sometimes a person needs to vent and whinge and this is my space to write about the things I seldom discuss with anyone in real life, but my life is hardly all gray drizzle and sorrows. I am glad that I can make my daughter giggle and that there are still times she likes to cuddle. Over for pumpkin carving soon, an...
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The end of the family bed | I lost a World
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I lost a World. Laquo; Not all gloom. The end of the family bed. March 9, 2015. N thinking that maybe we should get a dog even though we are no where near ready for dog ownership. N came home late, curled around me in the bed and whispered, “Wow! The idea of my daughter going to bed on her own is kind of awesome. March 10, 2015 at 9:01 am. I have no experience with family beds (obviously), but it does seem that Dot is growing up.🙂 So good to see a post from you in my reader! March 10, 2015 at 3:43 pm.
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The days went by | I lost a World
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I lost a World. The days went by. August 19, 2014. Little one, the days went by. Your days, the days when the entirety of what and who I am is wrung out and I remember so clearly the weight of your body, the stars on the blue blanket the hospital wrapped you in, your pale eyelashes and beautiful, stubborn little face. I wish I lived in a world where I could talk about grief openly without horrifying people. I don’t want to shock or scare, just to acknowledge. You were here and loved and now...The days ha...
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letter 7.29.2010 | Ferdinand's Gifts
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Daily reminders & Blessings. In Memory of Ferdinand, our little star voyager… …. Letter 7.29.2010. July 29, 2010 by janistan. A few days ago your sister asked, “Do you think that Ferdinand knows that we love him? Of course, I told her, of course you do. You are fiercely, and gently loved. We never stopped, we never forgot. We still ache for you, and every moment we wish you were physically here with us. The last one was like this:. You never left. Ever in our hearts. We love you. Love to you Janis. Oh wo...
